Saturday, November 15, 2008 @ 11/15/2008 01:52:00 AM
Something's missing
Something's missing
I felt something's missing between us. Conversation, I guess. I think I know but somehow he just told me that he's an untalkative person. It's not true. I am untalkative. I don't know why suddenly when I'm with him I could not utter any words. As if like no topic to talk. But when I'm with my friends I talk a lot. It's like I'm becoming a different person. I have to express my feeling towards him but I don't know where to start. So I just told him I'm unhappy about this through chatting. It's not a good idea. Matt advise me to tell him through face-to-face. But I don't have guts to do it. I'm such a coward. I hope we can go on. Because time is getting shorter for us. I'm going to stay at here whereas he's maybe going to Kuching for studying if his result is no good. That's why I hope he'll be staying here.
I love you Johnny Lee Kah Meng
