feels like i'm falling and i,
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Sunday, August 30, 2009 @ 8/30/2009 03:23:00 AM
Saturday + Sunday = Fun day!
Saturday + Sunday = Fun day!

Saturday
All in all I was so "semangat" wanna go out now. So I dressed up early? Like 1 hour before? Yeap -.-' Seems like I'm desperate much wanna go out from this house. I felt like I was grounded for almost years.

Filing up my stomach with all those so many carbs stuff definetely made me full. Full till I couldn't barely walk, till I need a walking stick instead to make me balance. haha a joke -.-' Yes, even if I walked for 10 steps I walked wobbly and felt like wanna throw up. Euw :P
And yeah, I had Sungkai Buffet with my family at River View Hotel. Oh, the food tasted so heavenly. Though they were all quite normal dishes, but they did satisfied my hunger.



Of course after eating, must have energy to take pictures. That was my point on going out :P Yes, I don't care my siblings all said that I'm vain or crazy. That's just one of my hobby (oh, it rhymes :)

After taking so-I-called-it-formal pictures, deciding to take some all sorts of funny pictures will be extra great to see ;)

Hoho! Look at it. My brother was a bit too curious with that sumo guy in that picture. Wondering how did he get all the fats and can still fight with the fat layers in him. Oh sure he's talented indeed.

Not to mention me that was trying to make myself go fat with him.
"I am a sumo fat fat! Lemme crunch you with a pat pat!" HAHA!

Influenced by one of a pondan at my school, my brother had now turned to be like this! O_O carrying my bag and wearing my sis's spec. Hello, Paris Hilton! HAHA!

Aww, my siblings are insanely funny! :D

Sunday

My sister and I decided to go sister's hangout shopping on Sunday. And so we did. We had planned already, going on Escapade Sushi for lunch then after that SHOPPING! That was the plan on Saturday. But turned out to be like this:


-My two annoying brothers following.
-Had lunch at home
-Weather so extreamely hot!
-Going out so "early" not!
-And yes, it was about 2pm we're going out.
-So many cars, traffic Jam!


I think the government needs more bitumen eh? Provide some more!! Make more roads for God sake! :P HAHA


But I finally go on with my shopping spree :D *happy* I bought a lovely shirt and a pair of hercules shoes! Shoes that I so called it hercules's coz it looks something like his :P OHH I SO LOVE IT!! :DD *in cloud nine*


After shopping, we had desserts at T.T Blue! I meant afternoon snacks ;) I'm in heaven~ HAHA

I ordered this :) It attracted my attention. Introducing Taj Mahal :P


Enjoying my drink indeed! Drinking this will cools you down with the hot weather outside, you just care less. Coz now that I was in heaven. Oh, paradise :P HAHA! I miss that drink ;)

On the other hand, snacks time! :D

The fries running down my throat so heavenly. The tomato sauce was sweet that it matched perfectly together with the fries. Oh oh, sorry for the ones that fast at this hour reading my blog *peace* ;D

CENSORED! For certain peeps! ;)

The picture says it all. Yes, the weather was indeed hot. Sigh, I look kind of emo in the bright side :P HAHA!

I'm outta here peeps! Have to work on my malay speech for tomorrow. Yeap, oral malay and wish me luck! :D Selamat tinggal semua! *testing my malay* O:)
Friday, August 28, 2009 @ 8/28/2009 03:09:00 AM
Mentioned
Mentioned


Sure thing today's been a holiday day. Nevertheless I didn't treat this day as a holiday. Coz never been a day for me that is called a holiday. Basically holiday is just a normal day. All day you just do the things that you do all day. Never be the different if you didn't obey the things that you do all day. Heck, I kept repeating the "all day" word. All day long ~ (8) :P


In fact, I had been going on tuition this month. Just started my tuition physics like two months before the O Level Exam. I know it's quite slowpoke behind but who cares. I just wanted to do better in Physics that's all :') Eversince I dreamt of failing my Physics I got terrifying with it. Freaking out and wanna do better in that subject! And I swear I don't wanna take you to form six, Physics! Coz I despise you! O:)


Never been a cold day in Brunei. I pitied the Muslims actually. Daytime having fasting whereas I can still eat sweet hiding-ly. Glucose can help you to stay out of hungry. And it works for me. I actually did that whenever I got extra class during school hours. Basically my extra classes are like everyday. Going home at 2pm, starving like hell.


And I apolojize to my friend, Bree coz I did this :

In case you still mind about it ;)

It's not actually I did all the tasks in fission-ing out this Faber-castell eraser. Amy, Lyea and Aiman are my assistants :P They do the breaking while I do the forcing out.

And we actually did this during computer class.


Sir Leong : *explaining Pseudocode* Eh, what are you doing ah?!

Aiman : Breaking the rubber? *innocent smile* :) so that it is easy to erase it?

Sir Leong : You know ah, its wasting money to buy that kind of thing. Wasting your father's money you know. How can your father let you buy that kind of thing eh? -.-' Cubatah buy a normal eraser mah. Ane apa? Wasting money to buy the rubber and together with the plastic. In the end, you cuba breaking it. Ehlah, wasting money eh.
(in fact, lecturing is Sir Leong's hobby)

Aiman : Awubah Sir -.-' *felt annoyed* Emily's one bah sir, not me.

Sir Leong : Emily ah, why you ask Aiman to break for you. Bercali jua -.-

Me : I cannot open bah Sir. Aiman just wanna help me :P

*ignore Sir's nagging and passing around the eraser to get help on breaking it*

I could hear the sound of breaking that Lyea and Aiman did. The bending part was Amy's task. They did great. What a splendid delicate bend :P


P.S I'm here thereby to say that good luck in playing a song for me ;) you know who you are :)
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @ 8/26/2009 02:09:00 AM
Blue
Blue

His arms were swinging back and forth. I could see from far. The way he walked seemed to be pissed. If only I could scream at his name to turn around his back at me, I just coudn't. He was far to be noticed me. He ain't turning back. I see from afar and thinking that maybe we have no fate at all. God didn't let us meet again. I sat at a bench, thinking that miracle could happen. That you would lend your hands to me as if asking me for a ball room dance. *listening to JayChou's emo song* I miss you :')
@ 8/26/2009 01:42:00 AM
Just yesterday
Just yesterday

I didn't get to blog about my oral yesterday. Coz what I hate the most of the day which is Wednesday :) Wednesday appears to have the most different subjects to be carried of all among the others. Yes such varieties teachers will be coming in and out of my classrooms or we just had to force our legs to be at the sciences lab. Oh enough :P I wanna blog about my oral.

I just had my English Oral yesterday. Overall it was alright. But I did a major bluff of all!
My bluffing points:
- My ambition is to be a geologist, obseving rocks and stuffs.
- I take Geography and that is my favourite subject of all.
- Rocks amuse my attention.
- I just read articles about rocks that night before and got motivated due to that.
- I was proud of my Geo result in June, for getting an A for it.

Yes, that was all lies O:) I know, I just had no choice but to make myself another person. My passage was about outdoor job. I couldn't think of any outdoor jobs I guess. So I just came out with this impossible-I-will-take-this-job mind ;)

Neh, why the heck Geography pops into my mind. I didn't even take that subject and most of all, no, I don't take June :P HAHA! I know, I'm such mean :) But I guess they knew I was lying. Looking at the way I talked and describe doesn't seem to know that I do know about rocks. Why the hell did I came up with rocks anyway? -.-'

The two examiners were nevertheless friendly. At first when I walked to them, I gave them greeting and permission to sit down. They look at each other and told each other that I will be the last candidate for that afternoon. Then they blurted out with a joke. Well, I took that as a joke though.

Examiner : Oh so you're the last one. So how do you feel to be the last one? *smile*
Me : Oh, hmm.. I felt lonely? hehe (can't believe I laugh on this -.-) Coz everyone had gone home.
Examiner : *laugh* Yeah, I know how it feels.

My mind asked me to answer that kind of question when I still heard their voices laughing outside the library. Oh before my turn to be called, I get to know what my passage was all about. So that's the advantage of being the last candidate :D

And then off I go yada yada yada..about my bluff :) I think they knew that I was bluffing :) Since my skin was fair impossible to summarize things up that I do activities outside my house. Furthermore, geologists needs to be at least a bit tan. But not me -.-'

Unfortunately I tend to stuck on a question. My mind kept acusing me that I'm stupid and I got nervous all of a sudden. They were staring and smiling at me. Brr :/ But I stupidly told them like this, "Oh sorry teacher. I just got nervous :/" I hope they didnt deduct my mark because of that dumbness in me all of a sudden.

Overall it was fine. And I'm sure when you speak up you will get pass. that's the main point to get pass. It's easy actually unless you get to speak up more :)
Monday, August 24, 2009 @ 8/24/2009 01:37:00 AM
Gotta get get
Gotta get get


Heh, I just woke up from my nap. Due to my neighbour's annoying disturbance! -.-' What is tiis. Playing outdated songs like Apolojize by Republic and Low by Flo Rida? Go get yourself a radio and hear some UPdated songs! Rather than playing that two annoying songs with a boom boom boom and a pow pow pow -.-' My whole room was vibrating due to your boom boom pow. No logic of any science theory I suppose -.-' Oh sheesh, you just spoiled my sweet dream! :O


I was about to dream of Alan Wu! Oh gosh, I am so in love of that guy! :P Hot mahn! HAHA!! I like the way he smiles! AWW He got dimples for Goodness sake! XD



Whenever I watch Amazing Race I would go on wondering like, "eh this camera man, why don't you just picture on Alan Wu only!" HAHA! *passed out* Haba-habaa~ :P HAHAH! *I sound so pervert, euw -.-*



Mami, I wanna join Amazing Race can? :D HAHA! *poke poke his muscle*

Everytime when I see the champion of Amazing Race will hug him due to their carried away mode! Especially girls -.-' I may have the chance to hug him y'know? Unless I win the Amazing Race as a champion! I would go screaming and hugging him at the same time due to my hyperactive for winning million dollars. Not just that, I get to hug him! Now that's the best part! *imagining* Your imagination is beyond the limit, Emily! O:)

Can't take my eyes off you ~ (8) HAHA! I could go on singing~ :P

And ah, I probably can improve my conversation skill by blogging or just by reading people's blog. Oh hey, look at the bright side, Oral English is just a piece of a donut as well :) Break a leg for tomorrow's :D

Saturday, August 22, 2009 @ 8/22/2009 03:29:00 AM
Rhyme, Emily!
Rhyme, Emily!

H3`XaoQang says:
i noe a girl named emily,
she loves her friends n family,
oops..dat sounds like digi,
haha..i was just trying to be funny,
she;s cute but sumtimes she looks silly,
but when u noe her i can say u r lucky,
becoz she can surely make u happy,
i duno if its true becoz ppl saw her will get crazy,
for the truth..jus let her to tel u da story
H3`XaoQang says:
hahahaha
? = e M i L y ?? = ? - says:
HAHA!! THat's sooo nice!! :P
? = e M i L y ?? = ? - says:
thanks for the rhyme compliment :D

He'll be working on a song for me. I meant composing a song :D How sweet of him. Thanks SK ! :D
@ 8/22/2009 02:21:00 AM
Fast and furious
Fast and furious

For the muslims out there and the people who wish to try to fast, Happy Fasting :) To be fast. Not to be furious :P HAHA Lame.

For the ones to fast for 30 days before hari raya puasa isn't that easy. You know what that means, this is like another word of dieting. Well not actually. Seems like they get to eat more during fasting month. During Sahur and Sungkai, they do eat a lot. More like gaining weight -.-' No, they eat like hungry bears! Roar! Oh wait, they didn't roar :P

They fast because they want to ask forgiveness for their sins. They fast because to experience how the poor people and hungry people suffers. I like their reasons due to that. It was really touching :')

Anyway, I ain't gonna fast :O Not that I didn't do any sins. Everybody do sins. Due to that I'm already skinny. Skinny yo!


Happy Fasting people! :D *peace*

@ 8/22/2009 01:33:00 AM
Physics Theory

Argh! I had the worst nightmare! The worst I've ever got. Well, the worst I could think of right now. Oh gee. It was really worst. And I got phobia due to that already :( Argh, I'll tell you alright. I thought it was reality. But somehow people always said dreams always oppose reality. I hope scientists didn't make that up.

GCE O Level examination had finally over! The last paper I did was Physics, though I can't remember which paper it is. Though it isn't true in the timetable. The last question was tough. I cracked my brain up but couldn't manage a single theory coming out. And in the end I answered it with my own theory instead of Einstein's -.-' As if I'm the second Einstein huh. Blame me didn't get to revise that part.


As the Examiner ordered us to put down our equipment down, we did so. And I sigh with a big relief that exam was finally over! What a great freedom after it. As I stepped outside the hall, I saw a group, crowded obviously seen near the noticeboard. I walked up towards them, curiosity was all around my mind. Then I was shocked! The result O Level had unleashed! I was like "what is tiiiss" in my mind. Thinking of how come it was like a speed of light that the result had finally released. It was like a nick of time. I just came out from the hall and now the result had finally came.

I was standing infront of list of papers on the noticeboard. Searching for my name nervously till I forgot to check the index number instead. I checked them one by one. And tadaa! There it is my name read "Emily Fung" With a shocking expression and a really doubtful mind, I saw my physics is an U. FAIL! O_O OHMAIGOSH! My Physics's a U! Not to mention about the Physics I've studied about the horse-shoe magnet, but this is an U! OH MY GOD! =O and then I scroll down my eyes through the ones that had already passed. I saw another information that had my name on it and it said:

"Congratulations to all Form 5 students that had managed to go to Form6 successfully! All students, I repeat BUT EXCEPT EMILY FUNG. Yes, Emily Fung. I repeat Emily Fung, Emily Fung. Yes, you saw the name, that is Emily Fung. EMILY FUNG!"

AHHHHH!!!!! My name was written repeating like HELL!

I still remembered the hadwritting looks like Sir Zamri's. Yes, it was Sir Zamri's. Coz he's handwritting is obvious to predict. He must be furious and disappointed of me till he kept repeating my name over and over again. Hou, what a nightmare!
And I found out that I'm the only one in 5sci1 that is retain :'( What a loser.

I cried out loud, thinking that this isn't happening. People all around me told me that I'm a loser. repeating in my head. Echos all around me.

I woke up with a bit of a relief. Thought that was really happening. Fortunately it was all a dream. A vivid nightmare. Yes, and now I had been working hard for my physics. For not to get a horse-shoe magnet :/

In fact I really hate Physics! Yes, I repeat I hate Physics! *immitaing Sir Zamri in my dream* Oh heaven, I ain't gonna take you next year! This year will be my last to see you. Advanced Adious, Physics! :P
Saturday, August 15, 2009 @ 8/15/2009 04:57:00 AM
2010 Movies
2010 Movies


The Green Hornet

Though pictures, fashion clothes and trailers are lame to view, but HECK Jay Chou's in it!! :D Oh yayy, Jay Chou's going to act in another film called The Green Hornet as Kato. I read the article in the newspaper. It seemed to attract my attention when I flipped through the newspaper and saw a face of Jay Chou's pasted somewhere in there :P Neh, I've been crazily googling about this movie :D


A fictional crime masked fighter? -.-' Sounds lame.

Meh! I can't believe I'm into this kind of movie! O_O I must been hit by something on my brain! So oldies! GAHH! Hou! Look at that pose, looks like a modern ultraman -.- euw. And the mask. Oh crap, go get a pair of black glasses instead of a covering mask! And HAHA, your outfit looks like bellboy's :P You know the one working at the Hotel :D HAHA!

And I was wondering this, could this be Jay Chou? I was googling this "Jay Chou as Kato in The Green Hornet" This picture came out. None picture of Jay chou's cool view in that movie. Maybe they haven't been acting yet. They're just doing a confirmation that Jay Chou's going to act as Kato.


Asian pop star Jay Chou will team up with Seth Rogen to fight crime in Columbia Pictures' new film version of "The Green Hornet," to be directed by Michel Gondry.

Chou snapped up the role of Kato, the Green Hornet's sidekick, after Stephen Chow walked away from the part last month. *Aww Stephen Chow is really good in comedy :(*
"It's an overwhelming experience to take on a role made famous by Bruce Lee. I won't try to be Bruce Lee's Kato -- I will try to bring my own interpretation to the part," Chou promised.



Lame Jay Chou, LAME!! HAHAHHA!! Is that really him? Oh gosh! *stab myself*

I so love you Jay Chou! :D I meant the real, not the wannabe :) If you're thinking what I'm thinking.


See the trailer here :)
Lame I tell you :P


Alice in Wonderland

Sounds like a fairytale :) I've seen the movie of a cartoon in Alice in Wonderland. I like it much when I was a kiddy. I like the part when Alice drank some kind of like a potion and she became BIGGER than smaller! :P And the part when Alice having a hard time on going into a room due to the so many doors to be opened. Argh, I'm lack of explaination :P



Oh, Alice had a tea party with a rabbit in the cartoon! :D Really suitable for young kids like I was. I meant in the past -.- And in the end, Alice was just having a vivid dream. And I was being a naive that time that I thought that was real. I meant dream is a reality. I hope it is.



Mia Wasikowska as Alice. Alice is a 19 year old young lady "who doesn't quite fit into Victorian society and structure." Her return to Wonderland "becomes a rite of passage as she discovers her voice and herself."[4] Alice will evolve over the course of the new film into a more empowered heroine than in previous incarnations.

Neh, I'm not going to explain all the characters. In fact, I just copied from Wikipedia -.-'


I always like Johnny Depp acting. The way he act gave me an adrenaline rush. Meaning, he's funny in every way! :D For example, the movie of Sweeny Todd suppose to be scary and grimy sort of. But he's adorable and funny as well ;P Especially when he act the Pirates of the Carribean :)

But this time, he's acting as a Mad Hatter in Alice in Wonderland. The makeup freaks me out mahn! Looks like a clown. sort of. I hope he's acting as a funny clown :D

See the trailer here :)

This nice to see :D (Y)

Friday, August 14, 2009 @ 8/14/2009 02:24:00 AM
Battlefield
Battlefield

Music video here :)

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battle-field

One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like..

Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mhmm
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your...

We could pretend that we are friends tonight (oh-oh-oh)
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like..

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield,
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor...
Thursday, August 13, 2009 @ 8/13/2009 06:14:00 AM
Written in my heart
Written in my heart

Didn't I promise you guys that I'm going to write a poem. Ain't I? :) Well here it is. Sorry I postponed it like a month or so :/ Oh gee I really forgot all about it until I packed my notes and stuff. The poem fell out from a notebook of mine. And I was like OHH MY POEM! I haven't even finish though. So I finished them already and yeah, I decided to share to you right here.



Let's make it clean and clear :

What is there inside of me?
What has taken over my soul?
What did you even see?
A heart that was never a whole

My life incomplete
My heart all crumbled
You walked down my street
And I stumbled

You restored my light
Gave my life a purpose
Your love so bright
Your beauty was just a plus

You held my hands
And hugged me tight
Never wanting
to let me flight

Now you are gone
My soul is lost
My heart is withdrawn
Never the same where you crossed



Oh, I drew this for extra info.



For you readers to read more pleasure. Ain't that drawing delicate? (A)
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @ 8/12/2009 08:51:00 PM
Statement of Entry
Statement of Entry



*looking at the calendar*
Alright, start from 25th August I'm gonna have English Oral OLevel Exam. I've got this theory "what if(s)" in my mind. What if I got sore throat that time? What if I'm hungry? (well, since that day was already in the month of Puasa) What if I get too nervous? What if I say something wrong? Something that shouldn't have said but I just said -.-' Over too nervous I suppose? Or get a little carried away? In fact, I started to practise talking already. Don't mind me if I ever talk to the wall or the mirror. I'm just testing my skill :P And yeah, I rehearsed with my teddy bear yesterday. I hope the examiner is as understandable as my teddy bear. With no emotion and with the same expression all the time that won't make me feel a little of nervous at all. I get too carried away when I started on a conversation.

And yet, here comes the Malay Oral OLevel after a week. That is on the 31st August. Well, approximately a week. I have to suffer on speaking Malay. Seriously, I have problem with speaking malay. I had to speak more standard malay for this few weeks. I'm not going to improve by saying English all the time with my friends. Sometimes I just can speak a little few of malay. But then it's not standard. I need them to be standard. I bet Malay is harder than English of course. I remember last time oral in PMB. I screwed up and got really nervous. I was scared I could fail y'know! Goodness me, I stepped into luck.

The schedule of the oral exam really get me pissed. I mean I will be the last to present to the examiner. I mean like look at my index number that shows BN113/0018. On the first day of oral had been my turn and I will be the last. Meaning 0001 until 0018. So Ngam! -.-'

Starting 21st October till 13th November 2009. Pissing-me-off schedule.

21-10-09 :
English 1 (pm)
English 2 (pm)

26-10-09 :
B.Melayu 1 (am)
B.Melayu 2 (am)

27-10-09 :
Chemistry 3 (am)

28-10-09 :
Maths D 1 (pm)

29-10-09 :
Biology 3 (am)
Computer Studies (pm)

4-11-09 :
Maths D 2 (am)
Biology 1 (pm)
Biology2 (pm)

5-11-09 :
Physics 3 (am)


9-11-09 :
Physics 1 (am)
Physics 2 (am)

10-11-09 :
Chemistry 1 (am)
Chemistry 2 (am)

11-11-09 :
Commercial Studies 1 (am)
Addmaths 1 (pm)

13-11-09 :
Commercial Studies 2 (am)
Addmaths 2 (pm)



And I believe that's the end of the schedule. *bang head on the wall*

I think I better off study early. Told ya it made me pissed. All of the crap-so-many-to-read subjects are seem to be compiling each other! Batch processing is it? -.-' *Computer Studies knowledge coming out* Wah leh. I hate this year's OLevel timetable!

Look at the bright side :D Treat the big "O" Level as a big "O" donut then :D Yummy and easy to chew! :D
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 @ 8/11/2009 01:29:00 AM
Pain
Pain

I was checking my facebook when surprisingly I saw .. at my facebook home page. A guy-that-don't-want-to-be-named poked me. I mean the notifications that whoever poked me. So Surprised! For all this time that guy had been inactive and I already treated him as not exist in this world already.

At first I was wondering, maybe something wrong with this facebook. Why does he wanna poke me when he told me to forget him? Why does he wanna make my flashback fresh again? And then when I went to his facebook, he was currently active. My heart started to ache and there it goes my tears flowing down. The flashback started again and again.

I saw through his wall, his posts and comments from others. I checked the person that he commented on their wall posts *crap, I feel like a stalker -.-* That made my mind think that he is still exist in this world. His texts to others, the way he texts, are still the same :'( Same old texts. He never changed does he?

I bet he forgets about me. When I see through his pictures I cannot hold back my tears. Heart aching and tears flowing at the same time. I want to forget, but nevertheless my mind won't let me to. It's hard as a rock!

I can see that he's not really close to his past friends already. Well maybe he does change. Changing friends and forgot about the past friends. I bet he's already forgetton about me. I'm sad :(


Ain't I moving on already? I doubt it.


edited;

I cannot imagine it. What if I go to Katok next year? Would I be seeing him again? What if I do? Will I go become emo again? I hate it. I hate that expression really. But I just can't hold it can't I? The feeling? Will it stay the same forever? I don't want that!

Probably my friend was right. Maybe if I get another love I will forget the-guy-that-I-don't-wanna-name slowly, fading away from my life.

I'm just too loyal.

@ 8/11/2009 01:06:00 AM
Gee
Nerd Talk

Currently song in my mind, Battlefield by Jordin Sparks

Oh hail the comeback of Emily :D Though qualifying exam haven't end yet, here I am blogging. It's gonna end on Saturday :D SATURDAY did you see that? S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y! *majal* Oh heck I can't wait! At this state I'm already exaggerating. What if the end of O Level. Oh Gee that'll be extra giga GREAT ! I'll be like flying without wings, or jump off from the building, becoming hulk and scream like theres no tomorrow.

I mean come on! The GCE O Level timetable had been given to us. The Statement of Entry I suppose. Some CRAP subjects had been clashing each other! =O Double the torture! I mean like, Addmath and Maths are clashing with commerce. Physics, Chemistry and Biology all in one go! I meant like Physics 1 and 2 in a day T.T *crying out loud* Well at least I won't have to re- read again and again if it were to happen on a different day.

My last day will be on 13th November :D *put in the calendar* Yes, can't wait for the freedom! Who's birthday is that day? Well, happy birthday! :D *being random*