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Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 11/28/2009 07:07:00 AM
Unexpected sweet memories
Unexpected sweet memories

Oh I love the yesterday day. Wish I had a recorder, record everything then I'll just replay all the scene from the very start I've meet him very closely till the end of the day ;D I'm so thrilled on this date! Never known that this could be as wonderful as I could imagine. It was actually over my imagination. Thanks to my darling, Matt who gave me all I wanted ;)


My sis fetched me to Mall just to make this date present! :D Thanks sis, for the transport :P I was so "semangat" already and I've been prepared myself for an hour just to make myself okay. And neh, I did not do any make-ups! I just put a little concealer to make my panda eyes invisible. Yeah, I slept late alright -.- I just can't clear my mind with this date. Then put contact lens then did my hair then off, I'm ready :p

It was kind of late to decide what to eat for lunch though. We had only 30 more minutes for the start of the movie, Christmas Carol. My sister and I decide this last minute so off we go to TT blues. Then I told Matt to come over from Mall to unitech. What took him so long anyway -.- But never mind, as long as I get to meet him ;)

I ordered Gadong in Blue and it tasted like pepsi blue. Fizzy kind of drink and it tastes good ;D I still knew it tastes like pepsi blue eventhough they're already extinct in this country.

My sister pay off the bill, she lanja :P We didn't eat anything for lunch just a drink to fill some in the stomach. Cause we ran out of time, the movie start at 12.05pm. He held my hands all the way from TT blues to Mall. I miss holding his hands ;) His wide biggie hands.

We rushed to the cinema then to our seats :P Good thing we arrived in a nick of time. The movie haven't started. Trailers are being shown at that time. Less people in the cinema 4. I'm glad we book the seats earlier ;D

Thought I would enjoy the movie but my expectations on that moment was out of my expectations :P apaan :P hehe. I love you, my darling :P

After the movie was about 2-ish pm. So we got lots of time to hang around at the mall until the time I went home. Around 5-ish I went home. Finally we get to take some pictures together with baby panda! :D I've brought him along hehe cause he misses his papa :P family photo revealed! :P


Most pictures are taken at the mall, rizqun. Cause it's a no-one place ;P




More pictures in Facebook. I just love to scroll up and down, thinking of that moments we had :D hehhe ;D Especially exploring the Mall? :P Gosh, we act as if we're tourists.

We went to arcade and took pictures again at the photo booth :D hehe And sing song ;) Oh! We sang a song only. Jaychou - Qing Tian. I swear I did sing! But Matt kept complaining that he didn't hear me sing :P He insists me to sing again so we went to another k-box but too bad it's been occupied by people. Don't know what day is it making everybody wants to sing ah -.-' All k-box are occupied so maybe it was fate that I won't be letting him hearing my singing :P Meh. We did play some games but not much.

I saw Fakhrul at the arcade suddenly greeted me. I waved him back and said hi. He replied me with a "eh, sexy jua ah" -.- HAHA Matt was beside me wah. I told him that I knew him :P He's always like that one.
Then there's another group of guy again -.-' One of the guy said to me "eh, pegang tangan ku la" I was like "euw" omg what happen to people in mall. They had been 'mutated' :P

We even visited Xiang Jun at his working place too. Chatting for a while hehe. Most probably we hang around at the electronic and CD shops :P Aiya, my darling's favourite place ah. My favourite store is clothes ma :P I had fun with him, window shopping :P

I love the couple keychain with a whistle he gave me and a lock necklace for me ;D He wore a key necklace which unlock the lock in my heart, he says :D haha I so love those adorable gifts! much! :DD

Before going home, I met his parents :O I was nervous at first, and was thinking, should I hide myself? HAHA idiot much. My darling told me not to be shy so I went up and greet them ;P It was my first time greeting my boyfriend's parents. They seems friendly :D HEHE I hope I didn't freak them out (A) It was nice talking to them ;D hehe.
Not long after that, my dad fetched me home. At home I was so starving cause I didn't eat anything for lunch but a choco chip. It was surprising my mami ask me something.

Me : wahh I'm so hungry eh!
Mami : You go paktoh, your boyfriend no feed you ah?
Me : (Am I illusion-ing or something or did I hear wrong?) What you say ah, mami?
Mami : *repeating the sentence* So karit one your boyfriend ah :P *smile and walk away*


I didn't say a thing ;D Was too shocked to say anything :D hehhe.
P.S Some things aren't suppose to be shared. Secrets kept in our minds ;D
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 11/25/2009 11:50:00 PM
Panda post
Panda post

I found an interesting game in facebook which currently attracted my attention when I saw someone having a fluff friend as a panda! I was obviously jealous so I'll say to try out how it works. I usually didn't explore any facebook game unless people introduced me to games in facebook. I even abandoned my pet in pet society which I knew it's dying of hunger -.-' *shake head*


I know nothing how to play it :O So I'll just explore some of the stuff in there on how it works though. It's so cute!! :D It's fatter than my real baby panda though :P

Here's the detail of my fluff panda :

Panda is a roly poly friend with a shy smile. His favorite activities are sleeping until noon, eating bamboo and taking afternoon naps. Because Panda is aware his lifestyle may be considered "lazy" by some, he tends to be embarrassed around strangers.

Huh? It's characteristics are almost the same as me! Only, I didn't eat bamboo -.- haha!


I wanna dream about my panda family again ;) HEHE. I miss hugging papa panda :D

Ah! I want this family pack hello panda! heheh :D My dear papa panda will buy for me ;) hehe I love him so much! *huggie* <3

@ 11/25/2009 11:12:00 PM
Wonder act
Wonder act

Matt went offline early the night before. I was shocked when my ex appeared giving me a smiley. I was wondering whether to reply him or not. I didn't reply a minute or so but I ended up replying him.


Ashie_lonelyboy59@live.com says:
:)
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
Huh?
Ashie_lonelyboy59@live.com says:
Sorry wrong window
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
Its alright


I'm sure I didn't add his contact and he didn't add me either. How come he still replying me with a "wrong window" case? I don't get it. I didn't even receive an invitation whether to accept his email in my list. I was wondering about it. He even blocked me already. Well I don't care anyway.

I checked his facebook profile.

Johnny Lee Kah Meng THANK YOU GOD 4 LETTING HER HAPPY AGAIN!!!!!
Sun at 11:42pm

His status. I'm sure it was for me? I guess. Maybe he saw my relationship status. That was on Sunday I changed. It has been 8months and my hatred for you has fade away ;)
Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 11/23/2009 12:27:00 AM
The sakai-ness
The sakai-ness

I was amazed by the floating of the lens in the container. I poked and turned into irregular shape and for a second it went back to original shape! Amazing! -.- HAHA The sakai sickness was arousing within me. Obviously it's my first time seeing a color contact lens. I was so thrilled and kept bugging my sister to teach me on how to wear it.


Yes, I bought perky brown color and I hope it's suitable for my eyes. Both my left and right eyes degree are wayy different. My left eye has a higher degree than right so I might try to put the left one first.


First trial

According to my sis, I kept blinking my eyes when I tend to hold the lens closer to my pupil. And my eyes are not opening wide enough. I kept laughing cause it seems like I'm in the sakai mood. And I have this feeling of want-to-put-or-not-ah?-aiya-so-scared-eh! HAHA!

My sis had to force herself to demo using her contact lens for me :P I was so noob in putting contact lens wah! Sigh. My eyes went all watery and red as if I'm crying. The contact lens won't just stick into my eyes ah! *sasak*

Second trial

Okay calm down and smile :D I'm getting nervous when it comes to my eyes :O Sigh, here I go becoming a vampire again :P It took me 1hour? to accomplished this mission! Sheesh, it just so hard for a first timer :(

And yes! I like my new contact lens! I think it suits me ;D

Ignore the baby-fats on my face! -.-' HAHA and hey lookie at my left eye and my right. Got difference ain't it? xD


Both contact lens had been placed in my eyes and it looks more or less the same as my original black eye? -.-'
Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 11/22/2009 11:07:00 PM
Away for a moment
Away for a moment

I went Miri the other day. Well it was yesterday actually to be precise. For half a day. Just to cure my boredom staying at home and to hunt for entertainment. I'll be going insane if I'm not going out from this house for a week ;)

Before we set off our journey, we had to make sure everything's were in their place. I meant that my parents are really freaked out with all those important stuffs like passports or keys if they tend to forget to bring them. So in the mean time, my brothers and I wait them as they packed them all up. My little brother psst-ing me as he saw two kittens playing his sandals :P They were just so cute and I wanted to stroke them already on its head. But I hold back cause I don't wanna get my hands dirty and that time I was too lazy to wash my hands so I didn't. I just stare them in the eyes. That was the very last moment I saw the kitty when a tragedy happens to it.

My dadi start his car engine to move his car so that my mami's car set off to our journey. When my dadi already moved his car and so did mami, all of a sudden he pointed to the drain. We were in a shocked state when we saw in our eyes, the kitty had died in vain. It's head had been ripped off, nowhere to be found and it's body was in the drain. I guessed my dadi's tyre and my mami's had squished it's head into pieces and it's too late for the head to hide in the drain. My feeling was all mixed up when I saw right infront of me, a headless kitty. So horrible O_O That moment was like a movie from Final Destination all right. Poor kitty! Blood splattered out. Infact, my lil brother said he saw it's tongue and eyeballs? *puke* But I know I saw it's spinal cord! YUCK!

In a minute I just saw the kittys playing naughtily to my lil brother's sandals and for a moment, it was dying in vain. Two out of three had died already. One left. I still can't believe it, it just passed away like that. What a tragedy. And I blamed for it stupidness! -.- My dadi had already start its enjin, it should ran off quickly ma~! Sigh, stupid cat just won't get it. Don't blame our murderer, kitty O:P
One of this two had died. And I didn't know which one though. Their body color looks the same wat. I'm sorry. Though I'm not the driver. May you rest in peace ;) Wow, and good thing I didn't get to stoke its head on the kitty-going-to-die-soon :P

It's mother then came to the scene. And she acted as if nothing happens, I think. Smelling the putrefying dead body just made me sick *puke* Omaigosh, I just couldn't get rid off the picture of the headless kitty for the whole journey to Miri. What a bizarre event.

Sigh, forget the headless kitty! -.- Miri ain't fun alright. Shopping there is the only entertainment I could search. Don't know for you guys. Well, at least it's better than here, Brunei. As usual we went to Boulevard. I bought a T-shirt cause I envied my mami which she bought shirts too. She used to complain that I had lots of shirts in my cupbaord already and not necessary to buy again. Her clothes are much mountained than mine but yet I just keep quiet. She bought two shirts and I bought one only. I'll be buying lots in KL! :P

And oh, I've bought contact lens ;) I've been wanting to try to wear in my eyes. I wanted to know how it feels like. HEHE I bought a perky brown color though I wanted smoky black one which made the eyes pupil bigger but it's quite costy than the usual one. So I ended up with perky brown ;D *happy*
Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 11/21/2009 12:38:00 AM
Fairytale planning
Fairytale planning

Last night's dream was more or less the same we've planned in this conversation. Which is soo fairytale ;) HEHE But I love it ;)


M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
ID(interior design)
hehe
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
can design our future home
xD
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
wahh make it my dream house! XD
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
hehe
hehe,,,
wat u wanna include in the house?
private cinema wit ony 2 seats?
xD
then got own DQ!
xD
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
hahah!
wahh nice ehh xD
got ice cream to eat lagi
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
haha
got playground for baby panda
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
haaha
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
then my computer room~
hehe...
what more you like ?
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
nice ahh. looks like my fairytale
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
u can karaoke room?xD
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
its more than enough for me
hahah
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
ar~
haha
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
can also xD
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
*hug*
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
*huggie*
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
then everyday i come home will be like...
'laopo! dinner done?'
xD
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
hahaha
dear think soo far-fetched alreadyy ah xD
hehhe
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
haha...
make it your fairytale ma
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
yeahh xD
i love it xD
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
then wish it one day to come true~
xD
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
then i help u carry ur things
then u eat dinner with me and baby panda

M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
no no no!
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
why no?
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
i will be lifting you ip
xD
up*
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
u so tired from work
hahah
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
haha..
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
so energetic eh my laogong
hahah
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
energy for hugging laopo ofcz got la xD
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
heheh
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
hahaha
*hug*
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
*hug* hehhe
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
lao po~
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
wahh since when im ur laopo
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
after planing your fairytale
feel like to call you that ma xD
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
hehhe
but i sound old
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
dont make me feel so old to call you that already
xD
hehe..
no la =D
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
heheh

M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
hahah
see mami panda awhile then i need to go iron my school uni owh~
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
whah havent iron hoh
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
no~
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
let mami panda iron laa
heheh
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
haha
ok!
xD
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
then i put a tie on u
off u go school xD
haha
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
hehe...
no~off to work
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
hahha
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
then finally a kiss on the cheeck
then you will say
'dont be home late dear'
xD
another part of your fairytale
hehe
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
haahha
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
hehe...
then ony my lao po put on my tie owh~

丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
but ahh, i dont know how to tie
hahah
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
hahaha
丫 = E.M 伊敏 = 丫 - says:
u teach me ah. then i can do it for u everyday
hahah
M.E going as me for you on my everyday life xD says:
u need to learn hw to make coffee and put on tie xD
heheh..

Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 11/19/2009 06:28:00 AM
Lookie!!
Lookie!!

This message happens to be in my phone long time ago though ;) HAHA. I saw something really interesting!

Lookie at the shape of the smileys! HAHA It goes like this "<" HAHA! I didn't actually notice it when I noticed them! Apalaa :P I love you Matt <3
@ 11/19/2009 04:12:00 AM
It's been a day
It's been a day

Wondering how can I survive with this long term holiday. I have no idea. Trying to find a job but requirements are not on my side. Meaning that I'm still underage and yeah green IC has no right to say anything. Sigh.
I managed to fill my day with smiles today. I found something worthwhile to do though ;D I played with kittens this morning :D they're just so fun to play with if you poke poke them. My little brother is really into this playing cat habit these days -.- He even hug them wherever they go. Carry them like carrying a baby.
And yeah I actually always screamed at him when he does that. Okay it's a black cat so I assume it's dirty -.- HAHA.
This kitty won't just stay put and make a pose. I had to make it do a pose eventhough it purred like hell :P HAHA Am I so mean? *innocent look* The kitty looks like the kitty at Shrek the movie! :P Adorable~

The picture tells it all. It looks like the poor little kitty had been forced to look at the camera by the killing strangling of my brother's hand O_O


The kitty just won't like me! ;O *crying in the corner* HAHA Padahal Smiling so happily! :P Aww gosh, I smiled till my eyes looks so chinese! -.-'




My mami yelled at us after seeing those cat and kitten being bring in to the house O_O HAHA.


Obviously, my day is getting boring-er each day so I ask mami to teach me to do donut ;) heheh. It's fun doing all those flour mixing with yeast and all those ingredients to form a piece of dough? :P I don't know :P So here it is. The process.


Using a cup and a bottle cap, punched through them and then TADAA :D heheh. my hands look all white and pure ;P Wonder what if I look like when I spread all those flour on my face. Looking good to fright people during night time *evil laugh*

My favourite part of making donut was adding icing sugar and those sprinkling colorful ones adding on top of the donut. Yummy ;)

A close-up picture for you readers to drool for your life!

My dadi just did lecturer to us. Discussing about my brother's future. Sigh, I'm actually so disappointed on him. His result ain't good :/ I just hope he'll have more mature thinking after hearing all those advice from dadi.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 11/18/2009 05:23:00 AM
AEIOU
AEIOU

I've heard this from radio and I think it is really a fact and very true for me.

A cceptance
E mpathy
I nterested
O penness
U nderstanding

That's relationship requires and I truly have those all and so my papa panda :D I love you dearly <3
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 11/17/2009 12:32:00 AM
Last school day
Last school day

As I stepped out from the car, I felt like I wanna stumble over due to the oh-so-hell-heavy textbooks. We are ordered to return textbooks due today so yeah. Good thing I remembered to bring addmaths textbooks which is the most thickest of them all. Bless my short term memory :P This morning will be my last glance to you, my sayyidina hasan school :) Until we meet next year :P To take my result.

Gad, it was heavy okay. I need not weight lifting using a dumbell. Carrying textbooks are more or less the same weight. And was I too early to come to school when I suddenly glanced around seeing no one with textbooks. So I probably wait at the bustand area cause I had no idea which destination should I head to. Besides, I don't want to carry those textbooks around, my arms are getting longer in no time -.-

Not long after that, Muin came with his textbooks too. Seems like mine's more than his so yeah, we chat for a while then met up with sci2 guy asking where should we head to. Muin helped me carrying some of my textbooks ;)

Our classroom seemed to be renovated. Too bad it was renovated during our very last school this year -.- Sigh. It was pretty unfair. Then we were asked to go to Chemistry lab to rearrange our textbooks. Aiman forgot to bring her Geography and she was panic like hell. Unlike Bree, she lost her Maths textbook but still manage to put up a smile hahha. To be specific, her sister lost it O:P

Everybody was busying carrying up and down, here and there. We performed physical exercises wat. I got all sweaty and shaky legs :P I got headache too and somehow I managed to control my heartbeat. I don't want my disease to come alive again :O Sigh. Suddenly he appeared in my mind. I miss him so much ;)

Then after those textbooks activities we head to chemistry lab and do our stuff. It was fun chatting with Dijah and Muin. We talked some random things.

At 1030, I planned to go home. So I waited at the bustand with my mates. They suddenly teased me. I meant not really teased but I knew I was blushing back then :/

Them : Emily, you got boyfriend sudah ahh. Eseh :P
Me : *smile and nod-nod* blushed* O_O
Them : Bilakan? eh masa last sunday kan? Sama c Matt Voon iaa ah :P
Lyea : Who's he?
Aiman : *describing* Neh, the guy wearing spec, the tall one ahh *showing the height*
HAHAH
Them : Ohh. Congrats emz :D
Me : aww thanks ;)

I'm so proud having you as my boyfriend <3
Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 11/15/2009 11:59:00 PM
Appointment
Appointment

I had appointment that morning at 10.30am. I was expecting to see back my usual doctor whom is Dr.Moncy. The Indian doctor who speak English which is totally not understandable for me :O I know, I have prepared myself to listen to him carefully cause I didn't get to hear properly to his advice the last meeting I have with him about few months ago. Need a translator last time -.-
But this time, he has the same race as mine. Oh goodie, of course can understand him. Oh before that, my appointment suppose to be at 1030 but I waited till 1130 -.- Wow, service so slow. And then, I was ordered to go into a room by a nurse. She told me to lie on the bed and lift up my clothes! Then I was like, what the heck she's gonna do! :O HAHA big reaction :P Then she put some wiring thingy onto my body -.- You know, it feels weird letting a stranger to see your naked body :P HAHA! I felt like being molested by her! After that I'm gonna run away and hide my face T.T

My little brother came along with my mother listening to the doctor in the room. The last time I had this SVT disease was on September. It was due to my excitement and breathing at the same time, that's the reason why I got heartbeat fast O_O I got hyper because of my darling :P Hehe, In fact I was happy that time my heartbeating so fast O:)

While the doctor were talking to my mami, the nurse check my blood pressure. And my little brother was so curious and kept asking me what is that thingy on my arm.

According to the doctor, inside my heart got this two "wires" which is not really normal. So I guess he mention wire is my valves? If my heart happens to beat very fast again and not cure by my pocket pills, I had to be sent to the hospital and do operation. To burn the "wire" which is not necessary for the heart. My pocket pills are just for temporary matter to not letting the heart beat fast. Sigh, I don't wanna do operation! :O I've seen too much movies -.- Doing operation people will somehow get emo. Gahh! :P

My 8-year-old little brother told me I have 87 lives! Then I was like huh? HAHA!
Elwin : Neh, the one that put on your arm ah. I saw a heart shape symbol there then it said 87.
Me : -.-' HAHAHA! *laugh out loud* That's not life laa, that's blood pressure!
Mami also laughing :D hahah
Elwin : really ah? where got ah. It's life laa! You so laoya one. 87 only. Mine 100 leh!
Me : *continue laughing* HAHA

I guess he plays too much games ;P HAHAH being a Mr know-it-all eh :O haha. Mantang-mantang in the class got number1 -.- His nose is as tall as a mountain already.
@ 11/15/2009 05:37:00 AM
Sweetheart 15
Sweetheart 15

Today probably is the wonderful day in my life, definitely. This won't describe as the most though. Maybe in the future will encounter :) Absolutely wonderful. I can still smile all the way to the bathroom and brushing my teeth, waking up early is not a problem this time. Since I can't sleep the whole night thinking about what should I do the next day.

Wow it was my pleasure to satisfy my mother's wants in this morning. Helping her make breakfast and did chores. I just wanted to arrive my destination at mall. Yeah, got motif actually *winkwink* I'll do anything just to see him! Grr! :P

Matt and I had been officially sweetheart the time he actually propose me face-to-face. I actually want it though. Got immediate feedback ba :P Though I didn't count as official as we had already been messaged more than couple months ago? And yes, seems like he knows what's my wants.

It didn't turn out what I expect. I expected a small kind of proposal. As if a small matter. I don't even know how to explain -.- Alright, and he gave me a surprised one. A big proposal for me though.

He held my hands and drag me to a no-one-place. As you know it's a Sunday so lots of people walking here and there crowded noises so I can't really hear him speaking. I actually couldn't hear him speaking sometimes. He seems like mumbling? :O Ish, he definitely sounds like Jaychou! :P HAHA Sorry my bad can't hear him properly :P Had to make him saying twice? =/

Alright, where was I? I kindda got carried away :D HEHE Alright, he then took me to a no-one-place then suddenly hug me then suddenly :O Everything was so sudden I didn't even prepare myself and I was in a state of shocked at the same time butterflies in my stomach. How naughty he could be! And after that he proposed me. wasn't that the other way round? :P But I like it this way, unique.

I like the way he hug me from my back. And was I too short to be hugged? :O He even lift me from the ground and due to his excitement I guess?he spinned me around. It's romantic :)
(8) You lift my feet off the ground, spin me around. You made me crazier, crazier (8)
This song was in mind ;)
Aww it feels so warm in your arms. I wish time didn't fly that fast that time. cause it was our movie time.

We watched 2012 and it wasn't bad after all. But the duration was kind of long. 3hours movie? More like Titanic's. It was scary and looks real. I leak few drops of tears due to my emotional feeling and freaked out. He wiped my tears out and I smiled to him :) It was horrible to feel the end of the world. Is it true? 21-12-2012 ended? No! I haven't married yet! -.-
In fact, I'd rather watch him than watching the end of the world movie which I confirm it was those stupid scientists guesses! -.-

It was a full house for that movie but Matt managed to buy two tickets at the most front row? Not really front though. At least I won't be squinting my eyes at looking afar. But I guess Matt mind =/ Mind that we couldn't get the very last seat of the movie ;)

And yeah time was actually tick-tocking very fast. How I wish I could held your hands once again, never letting go :( I love you, Matt. Once again my life becomes colorful due to your presence.


P.S I lost the bet with my sister. We're betting that I'm not gonna have boyfriend this year :O But it's worth it to lose $10. I gave her happily instead :P

P.S.S I changed my status in Facebook. We received many likes from people :D Love you all! HEHE.
Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 11/14/2009 01:06:00 AM
Fireflies
Fireflies

This melody song keep ringing through my ears everytime and made me brighten up with a smile :)



Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 11/13/2009 11:49:00 PM
This is the end
This is the end

Mentioned that I racked my brain trying to figure out how to solve this hell topic of Relative Velocity, just making me puke -.- Sigh, yeah you didn't even appear on the paper itself! Coward! :P


Nevertheless I tried to enjoy myself not to get stressed up by vaining. I'm just ran out of boredom, I guess. Oh look how geeky I was. You won't see me like that for the few months anymore. You'll see me like, like uh.. I don't have the word to replace that. Can't think of any right now :P

How great. Kittens even welcome my freedom :D How cute were they. That time they were trying to climb on my mum's car tyre. EEE how cuddly!! :D The kittens look like the cat that was acting in Shrek the movie. The one it act cute in it! Ah! but this kittens are naturally cute ;)



I felt like wanna squish you into juices! :O You're just so adorable. I don't like their mum. So fierce :O She hums when I get near to the kittens. HAHA humming.

Friday the 13th. Aww how wonderful that day was :D I've been plan to give him a surprise visit to his workplace :) Though I was still in my uniform I just can't help myself. I'm too shy? -.-

He held my hands, so warm. Clutching between my fingers, as if telling me that he won't let go. Eventhough he hasn't propose me yet, but I know I love him deeply and I'm waiting :) And I'm sure he'll bring happiness to me.

I was stunned when he first did that. It was last month I think. And I still remember it was on friday too. From now on, can Friday be my favourite day? :D hehe.


I love you, Matt Voon. (To be specific baa xD) <3
@ 11/13/2009 11:31:00 PM
Sweetness of Freedom
Sweetness of Freedom

Wow, glad I still can make through here. It's been a while sure do :) And I had tried so many times to access through here cause apparently I had forgotten my password to access through here. Yeap indeed, I've tried like 5times? Then I just remembered my password -.-

Though my blog looks dusty here, that I haven't been touch or scanned through here for like two months? That just so neat. I'm gonna make it come alive again :D

And hey! Lookie here! I just done my OLevel exam and I'm so free this instant! At the same time, I'm bored too. It was actually ended yesterday. Friday the 13th. Though people say that day wasn't a good day but for me, vice versa of course! The last paper was Addmath paper2 and I'm glad it wasn't that hard. Surprisingly, no Relative Velocity came out this year. It was like the first time in this year. And hell, the night before, I was juicing my brain juice out trying to force myself to study it eventhough I didn't get a thing of it. I was really stressed out with that topic and it end up didn't come out -.- It shot right through my heart cause I've been studying that topic for nothing. NOTHING! -.- *sasak* Nevertheless, I smiled when I read through the question paper :)

Okay enough with that babbling addmath topic. I've had enough. And I don't wanna mention the other subjects as well. Well, overall all the papers are quite make it not so hard and not so easy. Then I'll just patiently wait for my result for another 3months? I guess.

Oh wow. After coming out of the hall, I could smell freedom. Yeah, I smell fresh air instead of CFC inside the hall. I feel as if there's no exam after sitting all the papers. And I didn't feel one month I've been suffering. *sniff sniff* Ahh~ The sweetness of Freedom :)