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Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 1/31/2010 11:35:00 PM
I'm lost in your eyes
I'm so adoring this blogskin! :D

Blue-ish, grey-ish and white-ish! (L)
I changed it cause the previous ones looks awful and scattered around :/ Still under construction but I managed to fix them in a while.

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@ 1/31/2010 01:20:00 AM
Fair enough
So I just went to this consumer fair at ICC which will be the last day today. The last day will be hell lots of people wandering around, crowded people squeezeing here and there just to see what sort of promotion and sales at the consumer fair.

Going to the fair ain't my type. People squeeze through people can get suffocation. First, find parking and then get bus to go to ICC. Weather was hot and all that, forgot to put sunblock. Heck, nevermind cause I'll just hide wherever got shed. I got sensitive under the sun cause I'll be sneezing -.-

Main entrance of the ICC reminds me of going to take the Academic Award. I used to go there every year ;) Hopefully can be choosen this year too. Shoosh, cool inside and majestic. Get to spot Zhafri working at the Winter Wonderland and I said hi and ended with a bye. Cheh, I thought it was some sort of snow present in there but it's just detergent and bubble floating in the sky coming out from a hole? -.- Air-con(s) provide so that's why made the place cold. And the decoration, it's from NBT -.- get to snap some pictures though.


Then went shopping and sight-seeing things. Yada yada yada, didn't get to buy anything :/ Ah, for my own good to save money ain't it? Anyway, the food court place was oh-my-god. Not enough sitting place so we had to wait for the ones that had finished their meal then quickly conquered the place. Cleaner was nowhere to be found so my brother and I cleaned up ourselves. I quickly use my sanitizer. euw -.- Nevermind of the man that sat next to me that thinks that I'm a paranoid some sort. The man was quite friendly, he talked with my mum, both complaining about the restaurant's food expensive :P

Last stop, went to the place-so-called-wet-market? That's my point of view. Selling those housewives gadgets, yeap. Wth, and I think I stepped something euwy and gooey at those area. Those irresponsible people there just threw food stuffs onto the floor -.- Gosh! I wanna go home :/ My mum was getting all rushing-to-see-her-gadget feeling.

Finally went home with a big sigh, then my mum suggests to shop at Jaya for a while. Good grief. At least it's not like at the "wet market". Bought some stuffs for myself then went home.

Automatically went to a deep sleep when stepped into my room, smash myself like sandwich onto the bed. zzz.

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Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 1/29/2010 10:33:00 PM
I want it back!
I could just flipped and played around my long hair whenever I'm bored. Any fashions could be done. Sometimes I bite the end of my hair, eventhough I knew it was disgusting but who cares, it's my own hair.


Whoop-dee-doo, I so want my long hair back :') I think it's more suitable than having short hair eh? Never had short hair before. Though when I looked back my old photos, short hair or classic hair -.-' Those two's were never get bored out of my life. I know in the past, I had no sense of hair fashion :P
You still think I look good in short hair? *tempting sparkling puppy eyes* :P

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@ 1/29/2010 04:48:00 AM
I randomly post
I got another new student tuitioned here ;D Actually couple days ago. I'm just getting lazier to blog. Well here I am, nothing to do so updating blog would be nice.

Kelly's wayy nicer than Jia Lu and Jess. Both of them complained like crazy when I gave them some works to do. And yes, when I gave them work no doubt about it they're lots O:) For example do page 1-10. Ah yes, suffer those kids :P HAHA! Neh, then I gave them lame reasons like, "you wanna get no.1 or not? then practice more la. It's for your own good" :P

Especially Jess, she complains about I gave her more work than Jia Lu. They like making cute face. Sometimes I would go like -.- or bang the table. Overall I'm getting along with those kids. They're adorable. Hopefully I'll continue tuitioning them till the end of the month ;)


Tomorrow's a SKINNY chance of knowing our result :/ Sigh, I nearly fed up waiting. I don't wanna expect more of it. Instead I don't think much :D Good ah :D

Last night, watching The Exorcism of Emily Rose. It's a horror movie where a girl named Emily Rose died due to 6 devils conquered her body. I heard its based on true story. She's like being possesed some sort. Goosebumps all over me when watching her being possesed :/ Oh, creepy. Father was trying all his best to get the demons out of her pathetic body. The way she screamed :/ was like omg. She scratched the wall with her claws and even ate woods. Her face was being scratched by herself and she often wake up in the middle of the night, i.e 3am and did something horrible that I couldn't imagine, e.g like doing yoga? -.- she curled up like prawn on the floor at the same time eyes and mouth wide open. Speaking of the devil, she even challenged the priest, talking some unknown language O_O

I knew I would think much of my results so yeah, I ended up watching that movie O_O It worked. I slept peacefully last night :P Weird.

Meet BAMBOO! I love the song Avalanche by Marie Digby!

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Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 1/26/2010 06:23:00 AM
Pictures speak millions of words
It was the best birthday I've ever had! ;D Loving the surprise party planner!


*mwahhh* :P



The people, part of the lying-the-gullible-birthday-girl *sniff sniff*

The couples :D HEHHEHEHHE



The inturder and the invasion of Fakhrul! Coming on with some peace signs and laughter! :P

My friendly old neighbourhood :D

The handsome wolves and my two Best BoyFriends! :D



The presents are still come in messy on my tables. Exactly occupied on my desk.

Walaa! Happy 17th Birthday to me :D

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Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 1/24/2010 06:35:00 PM
The true story beyond
I'll just start off with couple days ago. Celebrating advanced birthday with my family at Misato ;) And yes, it's a japanese appetite ;D Aww gee, if I could have one more bite of unagi!
Coincidencely saw Makai and his friends stepped into Misato. I was like that guy looks familiar. After finishing dinner, went for shopping at huaho kiulap. That place reminds me of childhood moments, we rarely go there anymore. Who would want to go huaho kiulap so far when we have Huaho bunut instead ;p As usual my mami would go to clothing section to buy clothes for cny. Actually kind of bored looking all those clothing already so I just stared at my phone, wondering if my darling will be okay at kk.

Then again, I saw someone familiar. Someone which I wish not to see that person again. It was too sudden! O_O I squint my eyes and I 50% sure Johnny was looking at my direction too! I let out a squeked and hid my face -__- dang! HAHA seeing him reminds me of memories.

Then when I hid my face, he's gone. Was that an illusion? No idea. Then came a message from my darling ;) I was actually a little mad at him for his late reply. He told me he didn't enjoy his kk trip at all, wishing me to be at his side. I so miss him from the bottom of my heart. I was too, wishing if only he wasn't at kk -.-

At 10.30, I went online, waiting for someone who could actually chat with me on my birthday. Thanks to the ones who willing to accompany till my exact birthday. I received few greetings too. Thanks everyone ;)

My sis accompany me chit chat for a while before we sleep. Complaining no one would ever celebrate with me on my birthday. Just a small gathering. And then we went on gossiping and secrets. I had trouble sleeping at night. Couldn't sleep at all.

The morning of 24th January 2010, woke up revealing panda eyes O_O ate donut as breakfast. HAHAHA pity eh -.- Watch the Biggest Loser Asia, as in so random. Aww I guess my birthday turned out to be the same ordinary day ;) Parents and lil bro went to Miri, left my sis, and Wilson at home. Planning for outing with Alex and Vivian.
My sis asked to go for Mister Pizza during lunch. Ate another bread for lunch?! :O We went out fetching Vivian and Alex before going to mall. Going to the CD shop to search any dvds. Around 12 going to Mister Pizza. Looking from far already I could tell Mister Pizza so quiet and why was that. Vivian told me to go in first as she pushed me in. The guy at the counter Mister Pizza there smiled to me o.o? I smiled to him back :P Apaan. At the walkway, I think I saw Deejah standing there. Well maybe that was just coincidence meeting her at lunch ;)

A SURPRISE break the whole silence ? O_O I'm 0% don't know what's going on. At that time, I didn't figure it out that today was my birthday :O HAHAH! OMG! Okay, people there actually saw my expression looked like -__-' It was a don't-know-wtheck-is-that expression. My face tells, "WHO ARE THOSE PEOPLE??!" hahhah that was what Muin told me. Bree held a birthday cake infront of me. Then they sang happy birthday song~

In my thoughts, I was thinking, Aie? Didn't bree told me that she got a date? and muin, he got his plan too. didn't expect Fakhrul, elson would be here? Martin? Didn't he got a spring cleaning to do? :P and hah? Xiang Jun and his gf? Seeing Rhonnie too! And Carol!! :O AH? WHAT IS TIISS! and that was why my expression looks as if I'm ready to kick their asses :P HAHHA! omg. How could they lie to me!! They're such good actors and actresses!!! XD Everyone looked awesome!

They told me to look behind me. I glanced around then saw Matty! :O My mind was actually goes like this : OMG! WHY THE HELL IS HE HERE? didn't he just told me he went to KK? :O ohh I must be dreaming, dreaming!!! :OOO GAH, at that time, I wanted to differentiate between dreaming and reality! :'D IF no one was around, I could go hug him! HAHAH as my expression was too solemn already. Was too shocked ahh! :O man~ I could go like this forever, "I must be dreaming~" -.- omg omg omg omg omg ... Infinite. how could he lie, lie to me that he's going to kk? :') haahah. Didn't know a thing cause everyone act as if he was really going to kk ah :O omg I'm soo gullible! I'm as blah as a noobie!

Received soo much presents from them! xD THANK YOU SOOO MUCH EVERYONE! xD

I still can't believe it :'D *sniff sniff*

My cake was CHOCOLATE!! WUUUWEEEE :D hahah. And it wrote "mami panda happy birthday" Aww, that was the time I realized it was papa panda would have wrote it ;D I made wishes then blew the candle. I was having hard time on cutting the cake. It's hard as a rock, I could have use the metal knife instead of the plastic ones. Cake was yummy and sweet ;D Pizza was delicious! :D

After lunch hour, we decided to go for movie, the tooth fairy! :D I've watched the trailer and it was hilarious! The movie was SUPERB AWESOME! :D HAHAHA! Somehow I missed some part of it. Rhona and Deejah went home so we said goodbye while Bree and Zhafri too, in their own world~ :P

After the movie, Fakhrul and Muin were teasing me and my boyfriend :P I showed them my fist! :P HAHA I know, I'm so ganas :D After movie, we went for some desserts like ice cream? :D Matty introduced us to go to snowhouse. Never been there before.

So yea, went up the stairs and saw Tan sitting at the staircase with his shocking state when we all spotted him smoking outside snowhouse. Alright, I won't talk much O:) HEHE So we, Matty, Muin, Fakhrul, Elson, Martin and Carol went inside hunting for a comfy place. The sofa seats were taken by a I-don't-really-like-them group. I saw one of my friends there staring at me somehow I wish not to say hi :/ Woops. I'm not arrogant, I just don't want his friends think that the guy was my friend :P apaan.

We ordered 3 plates of snow ice cream, different flavour so we could share! Tasted soo snowy and stinging my tongue! :D Ohhh I love them!

After that, Matty and I went to take back my presents which we put at Martin's brother's shop ;) thanks martin ;) then I went home with my sis, wilson, viv and alex. My darling and the others went home too ;D
As usual, when one of our family members got birthday, we ate noodles with chicken soup and eggs. I ate two birthday cakes in one day! ;D HAHA. My sis bought another chocolate cake ;D WUHUU I made another wishes! :P HAHAH. *tamak*

Late night, chatting with my baby boy! Love him to the max!

Happy birthday to me ;D And I'm 17 :O still young. boo! :P

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@ 1/24/2010 06:52:00 AM
BLAST you guys!
HAHHAHAH Okay, I was laughing like hell at my previous two posts I posted up -.- GAHH! Didn't realize I was that emo!! HAHAH :D Looking at it reminds me that I'm so gullible and so noobie -.- Didn't even know they were acting! :O

Ohh they're soo gonna get the Academy Award of acting!! :O

THE SURPRISE WAS AWESOMENESS!

This was the best ones in my life! Never had like that kind before ;)

I'll do all those story tomorrow ;D and upload pictures :D I'm tired going out the whole day ;)
24th January 2010, you're the best date !

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Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 1/23/2010 12:52:00 AM
Birthday
I wish not to be pissed anymore. I was cold to him the other night right after he told me that he'll going wayy awayyy from me starting today till as soon as he finished his work and that means I don't know when. Pissed for a night made me feel suffocating. I don't usually pissed for a small thing. Well maybe yes, but not as long as this -.- Sigh.

He was trying all his best to make me happy and he did :) A bit. I understand that it wasn't his intention for leaving me and break his promise to me cause his company suddenly wanting him to go KK for work stuffs :S And yeah, I was really not satisfied when he told me that. As the second he told me I was in a state shocked. Couldn't utter any words but to left in despair -.- All the waiting I've been waiting since the day he promise me will spend with me on my birthday was all vanished like a powder into the thin air.

If he didn't tell me last minute I could have spend time with my friends on my birthday :/ Yeah sure. It was a surprise :'( I messaged some of my friends, most of them got their plans already. Either going out on a date or with friends or family. Aww pity me right ? -.-

Well, my family planned to go miri on my birthday so we're going out on a dinner today to make it advanced :) I'd rather count on my family than my boyfriend! O:)

Not a big blast birthday, just a small gathering will do :)
I'm still waiting for my boyfriend's plan to come true :)

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Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 1/21/2010 07:10:00 AM
He's not here
Fine, I don't mind. Thanks a lot with the "awesome" surprise you gave! Especially on my birthday!
You don't even make me happy or cheer me up. Just millions of sorry you splattered to me.
Definitely a "happy" birthday.
Last year's the same, this year too!

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Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 1/20/2010 07:47:00 AM
Expect the unexpected
Result of O Level will soon to be revealed and it's not known yet by us. Rumours said so that it'll be bombarded to us at the end of January. Gee, I just realized time past by so fast. Somehow I still feel it ticking so slow since I'm here being a desperate-o wanting to step into PteK!

I'm having this school-sick :( I wanna meet my friends again. I so surely they'll have in good shape! ;P haha!

The dates shifting next on my phone calendar so fast. I guess I even never notice what's the date today. My big day's coming soon. And neh, I didn't countdown or whatsoever. I don't think my birthday's gonna be any special happening :( Sigh, so like a drama~

I'm just hoping that the result of Olevel won't become my birthday gift ;)

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@ 1/20/2010 07:35:00 AM
Busy lady
Morning : teaching Jia Hui + doing chores
Afternoon : teaching Jia lu and Jess + doing chores
Night : teaching my lil brother + doing chores? -.-

I'm like a housewife teacher nowadays! *sniff sniff*

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Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 1/15/2010 04:38:00 AM
Another month
Happy 3rd monthsary Lao gong (L)


My love to you won't fade. I trust your promises that you gave me ;)

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@ 1/15/2010 04:22:00 AM
The kiddies
So far my students been a goodie, enjoying my teaching I guess. They're sometimes being such a nuisance though but hey, they're kids -.- And their girlies with kiddish talking makes me sick nowadays. All the words they had spoken out to each other was "I LOVE PONIES AND I WANNA BE IN FAIRYTALE!" O_O I did all my best to make them shut up but I guess my madness won't make them do so. So I had to repetitively mad and bang the table -.- They did shut up for a while but not after one minute.

It usually happens when they finished all the works that I've given. Yes they do complain about the works I've given so complicated and many too. I love to make them "suffer" Nyaha!

Well, kids, talked about lame jokes. I had no other but to give them faces by forcing out to laugh with them when they told me about their jokes. Like ohh hhahhaha ~ -.-

But I do enjoy teaching them ;D I've been determined to make them genius!


The not-so-mad-at-all-expression with this kiddish face teacher -.- yeah laugh it up.

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Monday, January 11, 2010 @ 1/11/2010 07:15:00 PM
Oh worries
There was once a student that is quite retarded in some ways. The teacher repeated more than five times in explaining so much clearer and way crystal clear! Somehow didn't get it why does the student kept repeating the same mistakes all over again.

The teacher tried to have some talk with her, like getting socialize and so friendly with her. Instead, the teacher seems like she's talking to the wall -.- or just wasting her saliva cause the student will just stare at somewhere else and pretending that she didn't hear a thing. With her unclosed mouth and this chinese eyes, it will give the teacher this expression -.-''
"No, I wasn't talking to you, I was talking to myself~" said the teacher. Pathetic.

Every questions that the teacher told the student to do have to give out the answer one by one, slooooowwwlllyyyy due to maybe her brain has been rusted and unable to perform function. Therefore the teacher had no choice but to force her brain to work, meaning shout or becoming hulk, that's the only way.

The student = Jia Hui
The teacher = Me

I ended up in the emergency room, thanks.
True story.

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Friday, January 8, 2010 @ 1/08/2010 07:34:00 PM
Love, Life
Love starts with a smile, develops with a kiss and ends with a tear.

It takes but a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don't go for looks, it can deceive.

Don't go for wealth, even that fades away.

Go for someone who makes you smile, because only a smile makes a dark day seem bright.

When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has opened before us.

The best kind of friend is the one you can sit with on a porch swing, never saying a word and then walk away feeling that was the best conversation you ever had.

It's true, we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes their way.

Maybe we need to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally do meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for the gift.

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return , but what is the most painful is to love someone and never finding the courage to let the person know how you feel.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back.

Don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts, but if it doesn't be content that it grew in yours.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.

Live your life so when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying.

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@ 1/08/2010 06:59:00 PM
Vanilla Twilight
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

© OCEAN CITY PARK;

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Tuesday, January 5, 2010 @ 1/05/2010 01:46:00 AM
My job
Sleepy.. in the afternoon.. SLEEEEPPPYYYY~ O_O

Keep holding on, emz :/ *slap face* I was trying not to fall asleep infront of kids okay :) Setting a good example.

This month I'm starting my job as the school already reopens I might find something to do. My mum suggests me to teach those primary kids of hers, last year that my mum used to teach them. I, as a substitute YOUNG teacher -.-' While waiting for my OLevel Result of course, I could gain some money :D Nyaha!

To make myself clear, I don't want them to call me "lao shi" (teacher in chinese) cause it sounds old okay :/ They're being good students calling me "jie jie" (sister) instead of "lao shi" leh~ :D HEHE adorable kids.

One such coincidence is that my boyfriend's colleague's daughter, Jessilyn Teh is one of my student :P I just knew when my darling told me that. And his colleague mentioned to me this afternoon again ;D I was so shy and blushed, agreeing her to that my boyfriend ever mentioned to me too :P

Jessliyn finished her work like a speed of light. She's really quick in doing things, that's her capability :) She's quite talkative too. Sometimes I get to know her better.
Jia Lu was quite quiet in some other ways when I get to talk to her. She just nodded and agreed everything what I said. A very good listener ;)

Tomorrow morning I'll teach another student again. Yeayy! :D Sigh -.-

Ehem, Yeayy is for fees $.$
But sigh is for no time for my nappy :/

I'll becoming a busy YOUNG teacher -.- in just one month :P Watch me!

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Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 1/04/2010 08:18:00 PM
The truth
This is a list of things girls wish their boys knew :)

1. Don’t think that just because you didn’t tell us we are never going to find out.

2. Our friends know EVERYTHING.

3. EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Guaranteed.

4. No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend.

5. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven’t.

6. The fact you might leave us for another girl keeps us up at night.

7. When we’re not talking to you on MSN, we’re actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us).

8. When we act sad, we want you to hug us.

9. Our favourite part of the MSN convo is at the end when you say good bye, because that’s the part you say you love us.

10. We actually freak out on what to do during holidays like Valentines Day.

11. We don’t care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.

12. Yes, you might be the reason we failed that Maths test.

13. We are very, very scared of scaring you away.

14. We don’t care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes.

15. Of course, we do believe the crap we read in magazines.

16. We have mood swings. Get over it.

17. Everytime you’re around other girls, we worry they are better than us.

18. We don’t want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbour/best gal friend is.

19. Movies like ‘He’s Just Not That Into You’ depress us.

20. We will move mountains on our timetable if it means seeing you.

21. We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best.

22. We hate it when you go to discos/bars without us.

23. We hate the feeling as if we are like any other girl.

24. Don’t brag about other girls liking you, it just makes us insecure.

25. When we say everything is ‘fine’, it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces.

26. Don’t just say ‘ok’ when we say we don’t want to talk about it.

27. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.

28. If you do not hug us, we will not kiss you.

29. We think you are the best guy in the world.

30.We.Will.Kill.You.If.We.See.You.Slow.Dancing.With.Another.Girl.Without.Telling.Us.

31. We really do want you to stick up for us.

32.Compliments. We love them.

33. Be on time. We will think you don’t care if you’re not on time at a certain place.

34. Whether you say (L) or luv or love does matter.

35. We don’t care if you couldn’t come on that date because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don’t lie to us.

36. We like cuddling up to you so let us.

37. Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.

38. You will be classed in our ‘Hate’ list if you forget our birthday.

39. Do not ask what’s wrong. We’ll never tell you, we just want you to cuddle us.

40. You need to tell us what you think of us, we don’t make assumptions (apart from ‘OMG HE’S GONE OFF ME HASN’T HE?!’)

41. Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS.

42. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously.

43. If you do end up doing Number 42, you just have to hope we aren’t in a bad mood.

44. Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook. — DON’T SAY IT, DO IT!!!

45. We never forget things. Ever.

46. We over-analyze everything.

47. We over-react to everything.

48. When we are mad at you, we aren’t actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again.

49. Please don’t stand 384931491329403 feet away from us. Even if we are scary.

50. Please acknowledge that when we are online when you sign in, we probably have waited ages for you to come online so please make it worthwhile.

51. We do not care if 50,000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters.

52. We don’t like being used.

53. We like it when you do unexpected nice things.

54. We usually don’t let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damnnn you must have done something bad…

55. This is the way it works: You don’t give us any attention, we dump you. It is NOT: You don’t give us any attention, we chase after you. Deal with it.

56. We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special.

57. Unless she is a moronic idiot, a girl who truly loves you will love you for a long, long time.

58. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time there we were probably thinking about you. A lot.

59. No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand.

60. And please for the love of god shut up about how fit other girls are. You know we like you and the fact you do this despite you knowing how we feel is just evil.

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@ 1/04/2010 07:00:00 AM
Doubley date
It was just happened yesterday and I could still feel that it was just now :) time fly past so quickly when you're with your love ones.

My sis and I stopped by at the saloon that Artie and my boyfriend went there. To fetch them up then off we went to our destination.
My dear was sweet-talking with me in the car =D hehe I loike :P


The picture shows it all. He kept teasing my hand that looks so kiddish cause mine's way smaller than his :/ Aww, even I have to use my two hands to hold his one big palm while walking :P HEHE.

On the other hand, Artie and my sis sat infront teased more than us HAHA. Well, they're so them after all :P
My darling's hair looks kiddish! :P MEH, now I get to tease him ;P I'm still not used to it my new hair :/

We went out for lunch at La Mee restaurant. Noodles were so tasty but my chicken ain't. Too much soup and 100plus in my stomach made my stomach went bulging :/ Yeap, it satisfied my appetite apparently.

Then next stop, Artie wants to go to airport to do something with his ticket la :P My boyfriend likes to hold my hands wherever he goes~ *flashback* :P HEHE. When I walked beside him I felt so like a little girl indeed. He's taller than me one headed so it's hard for me to kiss him in fact :P Umm I dont need any blusher, thanks :P *so random*

Then we headed to Jaya for a while for hunting shoes. Ended up didn't buy anything ;P the guys decided to go for a movie. I don't mind, I just wanna be with him ;)

We head off to Seri Q-Lap for a movie. Buying seat last minute of Alvin and the Chipmunks 2. That movie was awesome and adorable ;) I love the way I hugged in his arm wrapped around me while watching movies :D So comfier than my bed xD aww~missing him already xD

AHHHH! I SO LOVE HIM!
老公, 我爱你!

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Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 1/03/2010 06:29:00 AM
New year, New hair
Well, seems like it's part of my new year resolution! :D Get my messy hair done! and yes, I'm a little bit regret that I went to the saloon to cut my hair till so short :/

I'm still not used to it when seeing myself infront of the mirror.

I would go like " OMaigosh! who's the.. oh, it's myself -.-" yeap, early in the morning when I happen to brush my teeth.

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Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 1/01/2010 04:41:00 AM
Happy 2010
I just got back from Miri to celebrate new year. People had wandering around the town to countdown and most probably awesome fireworks displayed wherever you may go, I guess if you're lucky enough.

Welcoming the new year by awesome greatness expression like ooh and aah or yay? Seeing those spectacular fireworks indeed put me into cloud nine :P


I'm gonna treasured all those memories in 2009. It had been a great year of course. Lots of things happen day by day. Goods and bads, it actually been divided. And stated clearly in my calendar.

Scanned through all those moments I've been through with friends, family and love ones. I won't forget each and every moments I've been through with all of you guys ;)
Hopefully this 2010 will be worth having and happy always to me and everyone ;D



I kept annoyed my mum to go to somewhere for a new year countdown when she told us to just stay at home instead. At night will be a traffic jam since everyone will be going to either Boulevard, Bintang, Ti kong or somewhere else for a new year countdown.

She get annoyed and finally agreed to bring us to Ti kong. There will be lion dance competition from many schools.

It didn't amaze me at all those kitty moves they made -.-' All they just did were hit the drums and the gongs and the lion just go like jumping and hopping and shuffle around. They didn't do any professional stunts. Well, students perform of course.

Got annoyed by all those noisy gongs and drums drumming in my eardrum. I don't want another lion dance in my house for this chinese new year -.-'



"Are you guys ready? WOOO HAPPY NEW YEAR!"

They didn't even countdown and it's not yet 12am. Not yet 1st January 2010 and they had let out the balloons down. I was like "what eh, so suddenly" no fun.

Jump up and downs like monkeys for God sake to get the stupid pop-able balloons which contains lucky number inside -.-' Of course I didn't join the crowd. I'll be acting stupid :P Or worst, squished like a bug :/

When we got out from the shopping mall, the next thing we saw fireworks ;) Ah, pleasant ;) then I've received some messages from my friends a happy new year :D I especially love my dear's new year message (L)

I suggested to phone my dad at Brunei to wish him a happy new year which he didn't follow us down to miri. He was having great time watching his favourite movies and countdown as well at TV. hehe :D

Gosh, I got black circles recently around my eyes :/ That will be part of my new year resolution. To get more sleep and to maintain beauty :P I'll be thinking more of them and points out my weakness and suggest solutions to a new year! :D I'll be loving this year! God Bless! :D

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