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Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 4/30/2009 05:13:00 AM
Odor
Odour

Random : Okay here's my plan. Get your lazy bum and finish up your computer project of testing plan for crying out loud! -.-

Today I've been suffocating. The diffusion of the air and the mixing of gases today keep stinging my nose and I felt the dizzyness in my head. I could feel the pumping of my blood in my head -.- I could not stand the smell, I forced myself to breathe through my mouth instead of my nose. Though breathing through mouth is not healthy but who cares! All I just required was just fresh air! -.-

First : I've been encountered this similar kind of smell from my mate, Jason. No offence Jason, he really smells when I sat behind you from yesterday. Even Dijah complained about the sour kind of smell from him. I thought I was the only one smelled his odour but no. Dijah too mentioned about that. Probably he sweat a lot and I could see Jason was trying to cool himself by fan-ning himself using his uniform by fanning in and out. The odour spread so quickly that I could not stand but to hold my breath for the whole lesson. Well not really whole lesson. It was just after breaktime. Always, everytime. The same kind of smell. Amy complained that our class smell of fish. Perhaps it was Jason's odour. Remember to remind me to bring air-refreshener to school.

Second : My brother. Why do guys sweat a lot? And their odour -.- Ahh! It was in the car. In the car is more worse. The space in the car is small so therefore the diffusion incresead so rapidly. Bloody hell. Just now Jason and now my brother. Everytime after school when my mum fetched my brother and I. The sour kind of smell again. I'm getting dizzy and I rather faint than inhaled that sour smell. Especially when he got P.E lesson. I have to smell my mum's ambi pure car literally. It's so torturing. My nose will soon be destroyed -.-

Last : Why can't I have a peaceful dinner? My family and I always sit together eating on a table, including my amah. Well guess who's odour is so well known till I put him/her in here, my post? Does every amah smells? Sigh, she smells alright -.- Yeah, her odor spoils my enjoyment of my dinner. She even sat beside me! Ahh! *bang my head on the wall* Why can't she go take shower before sitting with us eating dinner?! The standing fan to fan us when enjoying our meal had made her odour mixed with the wonderful smell of the chicken rices. And poof. Tadaa. A terrible smell formed.

Oh God! Have mercy. All I just need is just fresh air.
@ 4/30/2009 05:05:00 AM
Songs
Songs

Random : Ahh! I gained weight -.- by 1 kg. Currently it's 45kg. huh, I'm fat. *hide my face*

Boredom strikes me! Argh, nothing to do. Either listening songs, downloading songs, admiring the melodies of songs, seek for updated songs, shuffling the music player songs, sing-a-long with songs -.- Gee my daily routine boredom is all about songs. I can even compose a song of boredom. Nice (Y) I might consider in composing a boredom song :) how's that? :P

Yeah, according to my title tells it all. Currently I cannot rack my brain on what to post actually. Due to my free time now I suppose I should post something to my blog to make it alive. Since last Sunday my blog had been abandoned by the owner due to her piles of homeworks keep coming and going. Not a second can she rest. By resting she probably would pick her headset up and listening to songs and make her head do perhaps up and down, following the rhythm of any kinds of songs. Either screamo, RNB, pop. And what was I mentioning eh? -.- I'm now into catchy songs (Y) :D
@ 4/30/2009 02:55:00 AM
HairDo?
HairDo?

My hairstyles look similar than last year's. Looks the same but not the same :) I'm just bored to do this kind of post. You can omit this post if you like :P


12-7-2008 - Ah yes, I love this hairstyle of them all. I miss you hair! :P


22-9-2008 - This hairstyle not bad unless I tied it.


18-9-2008 - Ouch! Stop, readers. Don't stare this picture! I'm so fake :P My hair's kindda long that time.




22-11-2008 - Did you see I'm blushing right here? Hmm.. Probably the colour contrast huh. My hair look okay if I put a hairband on.

3-10-2008 - -.-" No comment.



30-3-2009 - *Cough*





18-9-2008 - I like my hair to be messy :D



9-4-2009 - Rugged kaliah ! :P



Hairstyle of the present :)



Thanks for not omitting this post! :P For spending your time staring at my vain pictures. *salute*
Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 4/26/2009 07:00:00 AM
Thank you
Thank you

Random : I just finished Intergrate-ing my Addmath! :D

I knew it. It's because of the St.Andrew's friends he got there influenced him to become a jerk! That REtard much -.- My sister told me about her friend's brother, he was a close friend with the jerk in the past. But now the jerk is like somehow neglected the Hasan's group and now join the St. Andrews's. I think because of that he had changed to another person, another stranger to me. He forget his friends so easily? Even his loveD one :( He even sweared me at his nick. My tears couldn't hold much longer but to let it out. And at the same time I was listening to my sister's mp3, Michael Learns To Rock, you know the oldies songs. It's title was that relates For breaking my heart again -.- Then I burst into tears ignoring my sister's presence. I just couldn't stand it, so I cried, sniffing and tears welling from my eyes only though. Not like crying out loud la. It's not the tears of hurt. It's the tears of ANGER. I clenched my fist with my eyes full of hatred. I'm never going to forgive him for the rest of my life.

Then I decided to follow my sister to church. I wanted to calm down myself. My heart back then was full of hatred and cursing. I felt guilty and that was why I wanted to go to church without regretting, though I had a pile of homeworks undoned. Church was full of people's holy singing when I first enter into the church. My heart suddenly fell soft-hearted and enjoy those voices of angels, lingering. I followed their singing group and I could feel as if there was the presence of God by my side. All the songs were so beautifully sang and I got touched when I sang the songs. It was oh-so-lovely-and-touching that my tears even leaked from my eyes. After that the pastor read some stories and some verses from the bibles. I listened to all sorts of touching stories and lovely ones. They were all nice stories to hear and some making sense stories :) About life, giving, etc. I love this quote : Giving is the language of loving.

After that we had refresments downstairs. So much food and beverage, I was starving (A) Then there were a man and a teenage girl appeared from our sight. They're from the youth church, asking my sister and I whether wanna join their youth or not. They're friendly, I like them. As a matter of fact I'm not good in socializing. My sister was the one who talk a lot. I opened my mouth when they asked questions only :P Their English were superb. I felt like chickening out coz my English was like a bit broken -.- Of course they're good in speaking English. They're from St Andrews for crying out loud. St Andrews -.- Right.
Saturday, April 25, 2009 @ 4/25/2009 05:30:00 AM
Exhaustion
Exhaustion

Random : Can anybody tell me how to cure my panda eyes? -.- Coz I look more worse than panda's eyes.

I forced my eyes to open up when Sir Yong, my commerce teacher was explaining this banking topic. He himself told our class that he'll go on faster coz we're gonna miss so much of his lesson due to his onleave for like 2 weeks. He gave a lame excuse that he's not going faster in explaining due to he didn't bring his watch therefore he couldn't time manage. Eventhough he bring his watch it's still the same. Explaining a question for like 4 or 5 minutes had exceed the range of 'faster'. He called that fast ? -.- Ahh, my eyes felt like want to falling down to the ground and my muscle in my but was hurt due to long unmovable sitting there in the same position -.- His voice can be my lullaby song. It was oh-so-soothing that the sound wave of his travel through my eardrum then send the message to the brain and command my eyes to sleep. Wow huh. I should have brought my recorder to record his voice for my lullaby so it'll cure my insomnia :D I just couldn't understand I'm a bit hyper at night but daylight I'm in a sleepy mode.

At least I have two accompanies, Dijah and Bree to put me awake. They're my pills of awakening :P We laughed like maniacs during our hangouts. During breaktime of commerce lesson, I saw an inverted beetle when we were on the way to go upstairs to our class due to the breaktime almost finished. Curious, I went up infront to the beetle and said my heart said it looked fascinating. It was so great seeing a beetle that was inverted. It looked so helpless to move his own body to the upright position. I felt satisfying. Dijah spoiled my satisfying mood by kicking the beetle to its upright position. Then I was like "WAHH!" and went zoomed upstairs as if I've seen a ghost. The beetle is more horrible than a ghost. I hate beetles especially when the time they're in the air, zooming here and there, to the light, to the ceiling, knocking itself on the wall, and probably landing ON YOUR HAIR! O_O AHH! It gave me the goose pimples on my skin. I just can't accept the fact when they're on your hair. It's disgusting legs are sticking to your hair, stronger than super glues. And when you touch it's body, though it's silky but it's yucky! Bloody hell it's body is shining black like your shoes had just polished after using shoe polish. Though I was tired but I could manage to save myself from the beetle. Unfortunately the beetle had a shorter life expectancy due to it's wobbly movement. Dijah had already made it turned upright but the beetle was just so bimbo, it made itself to turn inverted again. I laughed at it so hard :P Sir Yong was at the scene too explaining Bree, Dijah and I that the beetle's going to die soon. So random :P



After commerce lesson I was like rushing to the bustand to move on to my next lesson, physics tuition. Dang, I'm exhausted. I should have told my mum to fetch me at the Dome. It's much nearer than at bustand. I forced my legs to walk faster, dashing through the pathway like Ghazali's rushing walk style :P Hahah. The lactic acid in my muscle was increasing. I had to rush myself to take a short shower and dressed myself up to tution. It started at 5pm but I had to start my journey at 4.30pm due to my mum complaining about the traffic jam. Okay one thing for sure I came early to tution, 4.50pm. Haven't the lesson start yet I already dozed off on my seating place. Not long after that Mr Koh came and immediately it's like the second lullaby song for today. Though the first lullaby song was more put me into sleep. At least Mr Koh knows how make butterflies in our stomach. He surely knows how to make us laugh :P And at least got this cute guy I can stare at. It won't put me to sleep. I could see that he was sleepy just like me too. I caught him sleeping when Mr Koh explaining his physics theory. He's like a sleeping teddy bear that I wanna cuddle up to him :P

I had been not eating like after 7 hours after my lunch at canteen. I could even hear my stomach crying for some food, famine occured in my stomach. I waited for my parents to fetch me and not long after that they came. I went into the car and immediately dozed off. My body need some rest due to the exhaustion. Then I came home having the nicest dinner I had ever had. Well not really -.- At least now I had fed my stomach with steambot. Now, I'm sitting here blogging and it's hurting my bloody eyes. Hell, my eyes need some rest!

Few minutes later..... Insomnia again? -.-

Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 4/24/2009 03:26:00 AM
Nothing else I can say
Nothing else I can say

Random : Bree's keys got legs -.- I didn't know she slipped her keys into my pocket. Sneakayy :P
My phone messages that him usually send slowly has been deleted by me. The him, Johnny Lee. I'll forget you bits by bits. You had left me bleeding -.- Urgh, why am I mentioning about him again. It makes me wanna puke. Bah whatever you jerk. You even used my email to block and delete your own email using my account. Childish much, jerk. I don't care if you did online at my sight, I don't even care if you're exist. You are already extinct from my life. There I go again, mentioning about him again, sheesh.

Well it's almost been a week after my exam. My marks were all messed up and I didn't even have the guts to mention them here. Sigh, I'm a bit regret of not revising much. Form5 is getting harder than I thought. About getting distinction I'm not sure that I can get any of them out of 9 subjects. Probably I'll just get credits instead. I'm not the type when I used to be in Form2, spending all my time with books and reducing the time of doing something which is not necessary to do. And I'm not the type which questionning teacher whether I had any doubts whatsoever. That depends on the situation though. Everytime when I study I need a quiet and a peaceful place with no disturbance. Well it's common for every students like me. When I study like 2 or 3 hours I just cannot stand it because of the quiet and boring of the surrounding, so I switched on my music player and listening to it non-stop, for like more than 1 hour or so. It's so time consuming. I guess a nap is fine. But still, for me sleeping is also time consuming. I can get insomnia sometimes.

I just cannot understand everytime when the exam papers are given during the exam progress, probably I go a bit of nervous and my mind go black-out like that. Nervous breakdown always struck me. I always got some careless mistakes in questions. Even a simple one I can get that stupid careless mistakes. My visions appear blur when I see distant objects. I just couldn't see what's teachers writting on the board therefore obviously I have to identify what's on the board from my friend. Because of my blur or so called 'bular' -.-, that is why I get so many careless mistakes. That's my weakness. I have to improve my weakness by carefully and quickly reading the questions for not to waste time.

Oh by the way, we got our class photo yesterday. Finally, after like about 5 years, our school, Sayyidina Hasan has finally wanting to do a school magazine. I still got the 2005 school magazine, when I was in Form1. I just couldn't stand laughing out loud seeing my past photo when I was in Form1, more like a kid. Flashbacking memories started when I stare through the photo. I miss my ex-classmates in Form1. Some of them still in my class but most of them has been seperated. I'll never going to forget your kids faces :P So therefore I'll be having Form1, junior year and Form5, senior year.






I'm the tallest girl in there alright, and now Miss Annie told me to position myself in the centre :D

Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 4/18/2009 05:50:00 AM
Saturday
Saturday

Random : I'm going Miri tomorrow though I still got exam on Monday :P To do garderning bah. I hope my brother won't squish the caterpillar again with their juices coming out -.- euw.

I had the last theory paper today and it was Biology1 and Chemistry1. Biology paper was quite satisfying when I finished them on time. Earlier than what I expected. And it was surprsingly quite easy. Unless I got some careless mistakes, that's my problem. Biology had made my day but Chemistry had made my mood went down. And eventually becomes constant -.- Adrenaline was rushing through my veins and I felt like vomitting when I did Chemistry paper in the morning. It made me felt sick -.- And you know what, out of the blue my pencil got a little tiny matter. It ran out of pencil lead and one small part of it was stucked on the opening. I was like cursing the pencil, "ARGH! What the hell. Come on you dumbhead!!" while shaking the pencil aggressively like a maniac. After 5 minutes, God, finally you came to life! -.- I was wasting my bloody 5 minutes to adjust my bloody pencil -.- I should have brought extra pencil.

After both of the papers ended, I was soo disappointed and worried about my Chemistry marks. I could imagined Miss Annie's disappointed expression to us. Most of us were saying the Chemistry papers were really hard. Sigh, sorry Teacher :(
Well anyway, it's all over. After that I played cards of Speed and BigTwo with Bree, Muin, Akif and Dijah. It made my expression lit up with delight. At least the adrenaline rushing when playing Speed with Bree was excitement :D We played it like more than 15 minutes or so. So batah :P We won't end the game until the winner is declared but yeah, I lose in the end -.- I still want a rematch, Bree! :P what to do? We both Kiasu :P Rhyme :P We played cards for the whole Geography paper exam. I pity the six ones :D We're so loud and hyper back then. I hope we didn't make you guys write anything related to cards on your exam sheet :P

I was planning to go home and take a short nap after I showered. But then the laptop attract my attention and eventually my legs dragged me to the place and sit infront of the laptop. I was onlined for the whole afternoon till 4pm. I was getting ready to go to saloon to cut my hair. It had been postponed, actually it was yesterday -.- My mum was busy. So yeah at 4.30pm we went to the saloon. And this customer really getting on my nerves! -.- This old lady kept complaining about how to cut her hair. She demand the hairdresser to cut her hair a bit. Then the hairdresser did what she had told.

After cutting a bit of her hair she was like,
Old Lady : Eh, I look like an old lady eh. Why is it still long ahh?
Hairdresser : Because you told me to cut it a bit only.
Me : -.- You andang jua old apalaa *mumble*
Old Lady : Eh, cut lagi eh. Still long ah, and nowadays the weather so hot ah..
Hairdresser : Okay.
Me : Cut BOTAK la! -.- *whispers in an aggressive way*
After 15 minutes later,
Old Lady : Aiya, so ugly one this hairstyle. Can cut a bit kah?
Hairdresser : This is already short o. Bah ok la I cut a bit lagi.
Me to my mum : *Look at the time* God! What the hell this old lady wasting my time and I need to go tuition at 5pm lagi la
Mum : Bah cut your hair next time la then. We go Miri cut.
Me : bah ok loh.

When I was outside the saloon. I was like $%&*^* to the old lady (A) My mum too :P Like mother like daughter.

I was late for tuition and they had already start the lesson. As usual, I was the only girl sitting at the guys' table. Pai seh -.- The girls' table had already all occupied. And as usual I didn't talk, just laugh when Mr Koh explain something funny theory to us. I was distracted by a guy. I don't wanna say his name out loud here. He sat infront of me. He's so adorable when I took a glance of his face. Of course I didn't dare to just stare blankly at him. He's just too attractive! His eyes attracted me the most. He wears white specs, beautiful one. And he got this tanned skin and his hair is so spiky like Goku's from the dragonball :P He got the most perfect face I've ever seen. And he's quite active, he's the only guy who speaks up when he got any problems in physics questions. Got this moment when I really blushed hard =/ I felt like my whole body was in the hot bathtub :P Due to I sit infront of him, my foot suddenly, accidentally touched his! My heart nearly fell out! ahh maigad :P hahah. I tilted my head down just to make sure he didn't see me blush. I blushed so hard. SO HARD! -.- I knew that my whole face was burning red hot! Suspend much, just because my foot touched his -.- I just like to peek to see his face when teacher's explaining :D Though I'm sleepy but I could still feel the adrenaline rushing non-stop.

Got this funny moment too at my house. My two little brothers stucked in the bathroom for 15 minutes. Something wrong with the door, I think it had stucked or what. They were like shouting and bumping the door to escape but no can do. I was standing there laughing evil-ly :P Mean huh. I did help my dad and my sister to open the bloody door. And the way my mum trying to open it was she's trying to smash the door with her but :P hahah. I said, "good mum, got large surface area" :P hahaha. My sister was deciding whether to call the bomba rescue or not :P haha my dad said he will be the hero ;P And yeah he was the hero. He smashed the door with his foot! :P Aggressively and continuosly kicking the door with his foot. Then BOOM, they're outta bathroom :P hahaha.

Enjoy reading my long post :D I'm outta here :D
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 @ 4/14/2009 04:44:00 AM
I don't want any
I don't want any

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.. i wanna let you know how much i miss you wa
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well then how much? xD
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丫 = e M i L y 伊敏 = 丫 says:
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macamtah u never seen me before ah
[c=20] Kaveen Original thought is Powerful thought [/c] says:
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丫 = e M i L y 伊敏 = 丫 says:
how many ah?
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4 months?
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ohh quite a long time xD

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wanna pinch you
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[c=20] Kaveen Original thought is Powerful thought [/c] says:
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did u do that for every girls?
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nope..
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.. sometimes nia.. joking de nia
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what happens wor?
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yeap im living in a single life now.
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well u ask him laa
[c=20] Kaveen Original thought is Powerful thought [/c] says:
wanna in a relation ma?
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with who?
[c=20] Kaveen Original thought is Powerful thought [/c] says:
just want or not nia.. ha
丫 = e M i L y 伊敏 = 丫 says:
no i need to concentrate on Olevel first

[c=20] Kaveen Original thought is Powerful thought [/c] says:
forever by your side
[c=20] Kaveen Original thought is Powerful thought [/c] says:
emily~~
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XP
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em i love you
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em then ily
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becomes emily lu
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makes sense

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so now you no admire?
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uh..
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in the mean time no xD
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should i go for you?
丫 = e M i L y 伊敏 = 丫 says:
you're joking again ah?
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[c=20] Kaveen Original thought is Powerful thought [/c] says:
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bah eh i gtg liao.
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I was trying to ignore all those sweet words from him -.- Not even a sweet word will give me an effect. I'm getting fed-up with all those guys -.-
Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 4/12/2009 03:05:00 AM
You are very welcome.
You are very welcome

Random : I've finished my oh-so-many mathematics exercises! Yipee :D

Exam week has been getting so far so bad -.- Though my mood has becoming so far so good :) I've been using my JGO wisely. It's really effective for me. Eventhough I live by my own now but hey, I still got my friends beside me, supporting me. I felt lucky and blessed for having such a lot of lovely friends. In that case, I can concentrate more on my exams.

Though my life has becoming wonderful, I have this curious feeling inside of me. I secretly go sign in to the jerk's email. Surprisingly, he hasn't change his password yet. But hey, maybe he's busy somehow doesn't have time to change it. I'm just wanting to see his nick due to his changing nicks everytime he sign in. I'm getting curious nowadays, don't blame me =)

Then something caught my attention and made my day even more. His nick tells it all :
Thanx 4 evrythin.. AND THANK YOU 4 MAKING MY NAME WORSE!!

Oh, am I so proud to make your name worst :D I felt like I had completed my mission. I've been wanting to make everyone despise him for the sake of the incident then. After the incident, I was like cursing the jerk like hell! I will make him regret one day! Yeah, I'm evil. But the jerk's even more evil!! He had hurt my heart leaving me bleeding love and now I will hurt him back by just blogging. My blog is public and I advertise my blog link to my facebook, letting everyone worldwide to see your jerk-ness! And I wanted to say to you, Johnny Lee Kah Meng :
In that case, you are very welcome. It's my pleasure :)
Thursday, April 9, 2009 @ 4/09/2009 05:26:00 AM
Better appreciate it! :P
Better appreciate it! :P

I've been having lots of friends celebrating their birthdays lately. And so I have to force myself to wake up at 12 midnight just to send the greeting :D I like it when I do that kind of stuff. It just make me feel relief :) Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARTIN! Though I don't know how old are you today :P

I never talk to you before not even once. I mean face-to-face. However you really are a nicest friend I've got. He's my keep-in-touch-through-conversation friend :D I mean we talk in msn only. Not in reality. Whenver I talk to him it is as if all my sadness had faded away. He brings happiness inside of me. He help me to regain my strength back whenever I feel down. Never have I got a wonderful guy friend like him. May all his wish being granted and may he pass his O-Level this year. God bless him :)


This is one of the conversations I saved. I don't know when is it though but I just like to view them whenever I'm bored.

Martin says:
DIM SUM?...lols..we like...coming from the same world..
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
ohh yeah mostly are cheap xD
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
haha. everyone's like dim sum
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
i like it too! much! xD
Martin says:
lols...im lil bro fight with me for the siu mai..
Martin says:
lols..eventually my dad ate it
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
OMG! xD hahah!! i loveee siu mai!! xD and i also fight with my bro with siu mai just now
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
haha xD i end up losing coz my dad say give the small ones -.-
Martin says:
LOLS....my lil bro punya pasal..
Martin says:
lols
Martin says:
i ate ....sumthin call HA KAO?..im nt sure whether correct pronounsation
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
whats that?
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
never heard of it xD
Martin says:
its part of the dim sum..lols..i dun kw la..
Martin says:
then i plan to Play the Playground..but...lols
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
u play the plyaground there?
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
wow so brave! xD haha!
Martin says:
NO LA
Martin says:
lols..
Martin says:
just watch..boring..
Martin says:
lols..
Martin says:
Giant not for teenager..lols
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
and really annoying for me
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
kids screaming here and there
Martin says:
YA LO..got one fall down...lagging...like 1 min..then cry...i laugh like wat..
Martin says:
lols
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
HAHAH!!! XD
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
his reflex action slow baa
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
hahha
Martin says:
lols...his quite fat..lols..
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
fat deposits are blocking his brain for receiving the information ;P
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
hahaha
Martin says:
i was wondering if people stab him..then lagging...lols
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
what kind of theory
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
die tarus no need to cry
Martin says:
Emily theory..
Martin says:
lols
@ 4/09/2009 05:09:00 AM
Gruesome much
Gruesome much

Though it looks more like a movie to me than a music clip. I love it :D Coz he included vampires :P I love (Y)
When I first saw this clip I was like blankly staring at it without even a blink of an eye O_O He mumbles and all, I didn't even understand what the heck is he singing however I just kept staring -.-
Wednesday, April 8, 2009 @ 4/08/2009 11:39:00 PM
Cinderella
Cinderella

Random : Invincible Shan Bao Mei (無敵珊寶妹) so hilarious! :D You should have watch this drama! :D

Today's paper was oh-so-disappointing -.- I had just chemistry2 only. Though I had my Addmath1 and english1 on last monday that time, it was okay. However I got so many careless mistakes on Biology2. Since everyone said it was not that easy, should I say I'll score okay? Hmm.. nope, it won't score ok. It'll score the other way round -.-

Oh whenever I had any chemistry test or exams, my mind will as if it went back out! It happens all the time especially Chemistry. When I glanced through the paper just now, I was like dumbfounded out of the blue. As if I never learned Atomic Stucture & Bonding, Periodic Table, Mole Calculations, Acids, Bases and Salts, Metals and Organic Chemistry. My mind was totally blank! Though I did finish them. And I complain, that chemistry paper 2 really had not enough time to finish them. Though the last question I simply put an unlogic answers. I would never leave blank any questions cause my eyes will be pain enough to see it unanswered.


Crap, about the school today was embarrasing much. It was during the time I went home from school. I was waiting for my mum to fetch me after school. It was oh-so-hot that time. The weather I just couldn't describe it. But yet I can just simply describe it to you right now :P It was terribly hot! The sun was like burning through my skin, more that enough of VitaminD! I got this kind of sensitivity. Whenever I am under the sun, sometimes I'll sneeze two or three times. I don't like the sun very much. It's hurting my eyes and makes me sweat like hell.

And oh about the embarrasing moment. At first I was with Dijah. We talked about the Wu Zhun's cousin as a teacher lecturer. She told me that he's one handsome chinese guy xD Oh, Dijah described him as if he's the world's perfect guy in the world. Every teachers in UBD are crazy about him! Though I never see him before but I can imagine him right now :P Then not long after that my mum came fetching me. I don't wanna walk under the sun to my car so I'll just wait my car to appear infront of me. And so I waved goodbye to Dijah and my classmates. I want to feel the cool breeze from the air-conditioner so desperately. So I jumped to the car however my shoes deliberately slipped off from my foot as if someone had been lubricated it secretly! I was like gasping and SHOOT!! O_O My SHOES! And I was like nervous coz one of my shoe was outside from my car. The blushing face of me came down from the car and pick the shoes back to my car. Oh gosh I was so in a blushed state! -.- and I laughed at myself stupidly. Everyone in the bus stand must have seen my noob-ness and my embarrassment moment. I was like a Cinderella-clown -.- At least I made people smile and laugh :D Laugh then, with all your might! =P I should have make my shoes made of
'alloy'.
It can no longer slide over easily.

Saturday, April 4, 2009 @ 4/04/2009 09:03:00 PM
Brainwashing!
Brainwashing!

Random : Why the hell am I listening to song that titles, "COME BACK TO ME" !! Hell! -.- *bang my phone to the wall*

I'll try to brainwash all of the memories that I've been going through with him. I'm using the brand new detergent to wash it. It's called "JERKS GO AWAY!" In other name, JGO :) It was all a dream all along. A sweet and a nightmare dream. At first it was all sweet then suddenly it became a nightmare out of the blue. It's like when you watch a horror ghost movie. The ending is always unacceptable and unexpectable! I trust him with all my heart! Now DANG him! I believe he will deserve all those things he had done to me will all come back to him. God bless him (A)

Due to my exam this week I won't have much time to think about him. That's so good! He's choosing the right date. Thank you, jerk. And oh, I had mathematics1 and malay1 on the first day. Not bad actually. Good thing I did revise all of them before the incident. Last minute won't help for me.

I went to tuition physics last night. The teacher's name is Potassium Hydroxide (KOH) :P Nice name huh. When I first went there, I was the first to come. He told me to sit anywhere I like so I sat infront of the whiteboard. I didn't realize I was sitting at the guys' table until they all came -.- I wanted to shift to girls' table but it was all occupied. They weren't as friendly as I thought. They seemed like they didn't even notice my present. I was quiet for the whole 2hours lesson. Mr Koh reminds me of Sir Yong, my commerce teacher. He laughs at his own jokes. His voice is oh-so-soothing-that-will-put-me-into-sleep. Two times five the same as Sir Yong. So every saturday I'll be having tution from 5 till 7. When the exam's finished I'll be having like Sir Yong's lesson and then Mr.Koh's lesson-continuously-non-stopping-lullaby -.- Oh I just knew a guy there. his name's Kevin Siaw. Rhona knows him ne :D

I'm gonna have addmaths1 and english1 tomorrow. I hope I can do better than last year. Last year's result was a mess -.- I'm gonna fix them in no time! Since I live with my single life now, I love my friends even more! :D
@ 4/04/2009 08:36:00 PM
No mercy!
No mercy!


If I happen to see any jerks infront of me I'll do exactly what's onion head doing!

"AHHH!! JERKS!! "

"GO TO HELL YOU!! $%^*#"
In the end... the jerks deserve them..


"Agree.. ? " :)

Thursday, April 2, 2009 @ 4/02/2009 11:27:00 PM
Jerk !
Jerk !

分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I t0t 4 a l0ng tym liaw..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
D result is either c0ntinue.. Or break up..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
To tell u d truth.. I hv nvr rili l0ve o care b0ut u b4.. All i want is jz 2 get u.. U undrstnd wat i mean ryt?
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
cuz luv 8 1st sight..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I t0t.. All c0mes wit pretty..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
Bt i nvr care b0ut ur feelings..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I dun undrstnd u..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I mean.. D0esnt impr0ve since last time..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
Cuz..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I owys mk u cry..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I wudnt describe dat as c0uple..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
Then..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I was w0ndrin..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
Why my interestd of u bcm less n less day by day..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
So..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
Th0ught of d bst answer.. Break up..
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
all this time u were pretending?!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
how dare u??!!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
maybe it's because we haven't seen each other.
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
i thought we're going to tahan till the end.
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
u promise me!!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
why didn't you keep ur promise!
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
IM NT A KIND OF PERSON WHO CAN BE TRUST WITH PR0MISES!
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I T0T U KNEW DAT?
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
If 1st luv cud tahan til d end..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
Den there's no such thing such as imperfect..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I jz knw dat..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I only lyk u.. Admire u..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
Bt.. Nvr l0ve u..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I TOT I DID!
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
TIZ IS NT L0VE LA! N0t l0Ve!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
THIS IS SO NOT U!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
WHO ARE U? UR NOT EVEN JOHNNY!
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
WHAT I ALWAYS DID WAs..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
Angap u as bstestfren
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
if tiz is luv..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
It wudnt ends here!
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
CUZ I NVR B MYSELF AT D 1ST PLACE!
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I AM JZ AN0THER J0HNNY INFR0NT OF U..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
Its hard 4 me 2 luv u again.. Til diz step..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
Plz emily..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I h0pe u settle it d0wn.. N try to 4gt me bits by bits..
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
YOU JERK!! I HATE YOU!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
its true that every girls are saying all guys are jerk!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
and ur one of them!
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
Yea..
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I am..
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
because u were using my love??!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
all this time u were pretending??!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
ur using~!!! GOD DAMN UR USING!!
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
DATS Y I SAY I T0T I L0VE U AT D 1ST PLACE!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
WHAT THE HELL YOU!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
U TOLD ME U KNOW WHAT'S LOVE ALREADY WHEN U MET ME!
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
HATE ME 4EVA!
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
OUR L0VE WAS DFRNT!
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
ITS TOO EARLY,KAY?
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
WHAT DID I KN0W DAT TYM?
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
WHY ARE U TREATING ME THIS?
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
IM SO HURT! BADLY..
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
im not in your heart all along????!
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
I NVR PUT U IN D 1ST PLACE,K?
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
OMMMGGGG!!!! FUCK YOU!!!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
I CAN'T BELIEVE THATS THE FIRST BAD WORD I SAID
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
AND ITS TO YOU
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
THEN SETTLE D0WN AND 4GT THIS PERSON NAME J0HNNY!!
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
THNK DAT HE NVR EXIST!!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
U DIDNT CARE ABOUT ME AT ALL?
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
IM 2 SELFISH K!?
分手只是一段爱情里面的过程。。。。。。。。。 says:
N 4GT THIS FUCKING PERSON NAME J0HNNY!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
YOU FUCK YOU!!! GOODBYE JERK!!
@ 4/02/2009 10:53:00 PM
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories


I knew that this will soon end. And now I felt that it's so soon. I finally realized that I was been used and been fooled. This will be the last time I cry because of you, Johnny Lee Kah Meng. He was pretending all along. He was being another Johnny infront of me. HELL, HE'S A FRAUD! I gave him all my heart to him and he treat me as nothing! He played my feeling! He told me that he never put me in his heart at the first place! NEVER!! FUCK YOU JOHNNY LEE! I could never believe that I let out a bad word to him. It was my first time.
JOHNNY LEE KAH MENG YOU'RE A JERK!







I HOPE THAT YOU WON'T GET YOURSELF A GIRLFRIEND FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE! FOR ALL THE PROMISES THAT YOU PROMISED ME WERE ALL FAKE! YOU EVEN SWEAR THAT YOU WILL BE WITH ME FOREVER! MAY GOD BLESS HIM!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009 @ 4/01/2009 04:32:00 AM
April Fooled !
April Fooled !

Random : I'm sleepy -.-
Yeah here I am again blogging. Seems like I'm already celebrating holiday advanced. I should study ah since my mid year exam's on saturday. Bloody hell I haven't even prepared yet. Neh! No holiday this year unless O-Level had already faded from my life! But heck! it's coming soon! -.-

I woke up late this morning. Gosh, I couldn't hear any sound from my alarm that time. I bet it was like ringing several times already but yet I hear nothing. Due to Dijah's and Bree's birthday I had to wake up at 12 midnight to send them greetings :D By the way Bree, HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY BREE ! Hope you like my SWEET gift :P I gave you three gifts today hah :D Twice you fooled shame on you! April Fool! :P And the other is something sweet, nothing to be fooled inside there :D It's all fact :D haha!




Bree, you're getting old already! Hope you won't have any wrinkles, 'big' sister! :P Aww no la, I was just kidding. You're still young. In fact, younger than me *self-offending* Still young and pretty natural. Just don't stress up yourself of your so many subjects, you'll get natural white hair later :P So popular this white hair recently. You should be happy IF you get to have white hair. Most teenager are dying their hair as white! They want to become old so desperately I guess. Anyway, natural are beautiful :P

Bree is my best friend and the closest friend I've ever had. She's an understanding, friendly, caring and lovely. I'm so lucky to have a best friend like her. (Bree kambang tia ne :P) She makes me laugh all the time and she's the most talkative when it comes to only Dijah and me. Her repeating sentences over and over again I felt somehow normal to hear them already. When she repeat her statement that she had mentioned earlier I always told her to stop and said you just mentioned earlier -.- In fact I like her mentioning over and over again :P Just don't too much. I'll get explode tu. I'm like a dorment volcano. You won't know, anytime, anywhere, somehow I'm just going to explode. But so far no one make me :P

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No one had fooled me today except one. And the person was MISS ANNIE, my chemistry teacher! It was soooo unexpected from her. And I was like OHMAIGAD I'VE BEEN FOOLED! One of my weakness is I easily trust anyone but yet depends. Miss Annie was informing us that this year O-Level will be different. She told us that the exam will be held earlier which is on the september 9th! Wayy earlier and I was like WHAT! My eyes were like bulging out and started to get ready to revise like hell! Everybody was whining and all. Oh bloody hell! And then when she wanted to show us the schedule of the O-Level exam on her laptop. Everybody was like AHH!! Coz she was showing us a monkey picture of an APRIL FOOL sign! And then everybody burst into laugh! I even heard the guys teasing Xiang Jun that he's been fooled. Maybe Xiang Jun told them he won't get fooled. But in the end we all get fooled by our own teacher. She got sense of humour wat :P The picture look something like this :


But neh, the sign board was at the bottom covering the monkey's naked body la :P




Once again I would like to wish Bree a happy birthday. I hope he's already greeted you huh :D Have a happy fooled sweet 16th birthday :D