feels like i'm falling and i,
i'm lost in your eyes
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 6/30/2009 12:58:00 AM
My Routine
My Routine
Random : I heard some random facts in the radio. It was saying that doing house chores definitely can make you fit. Doesn't mean that you didn't exercising by going gym won't make you lose fats. *start doing house chores* ;O
Basically I just wanna spit out and point out my random routines though. I'm getting bored nowadays. Spending the whole day in my room. Most entertainment can be found here you see. Don't underestimate my bedroom. Though you think bedroom is just a place for you to sleep hah =O Not for me ;) Some random stuff can be done in here.
I came out from my room just to eat my meals and watching TV. Then I would go hiding inside my room again :P My room is just like heaven. There's no other interesting place like my room. Indeed ;P
Let's start with the homeworks (computer studies) *staring at those questions* Ah Easy -.-

*After finishing one question, stuck* ;O What is tiiiss -.-' Rack my brain trying to figure this bloody hell question. Scratch my head, hoping that my bulb will light up with some ideas. I could feel the throbbing in my brain. GAHH! fed up.

See the homeworks below:-


Before : Good gracious. It's taller than mount everest ;') *tears of joy*


After : At least there's no books around. Papers to be done here =O Included computer, addmath and math. Yes, wasting paper, destroying the trees hmph =O


It won't do good for my brain if I continue like this. Yes, racking my brain gives me serious headache for just an hour I could feel the pain -.-



It's been a while I didn't play GameBoy. It's my brother's by the way. I don't owned GameBoy -.- Just to release some stress.




I find this game, Pooyan rather piss me off =O The highest level I could manage was just stage3. Bloody hell -.-'' I played that for 15 mintues =O



For Fitness Purposes:-



Ohanaa~ :P hahah I'm doing the hulla dance :P I even wore the hawaii pants xD

Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 6/29/2009 12:57:00 AM
When it is so random
When it is so random
When vainess unleashed...
When boredom strikes...
When you're in the mood...
This will occur...

I live with my Teddy Bear~




Solo


Turn around and walk away~

Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 6/27/2009 02:36:00 AM
Homeworks
Homeworks

Random : My hair sucks -.-

Hey homeworks. Let's see how's your condition =O *stab myself* Oh bloody hell, what was I doing for this two whole weeks holiday =O For goodness sake, haven't you've been doing homeworks for the whole day? It seems like my homeworks are infinite and never ending. More like endless homeworks been given.

After the reopen school, teachers usually ask students like how's your holiday. Same answers for students replying them holidays are not enough at all. Haven't been spending properly or relaxing much. Students will sigh and grumbing with all the homeworks coming and going to them on the reopen school.

Each of my subjects are given homeworks ;) Well not all, except Malay and English. But what's the point. Eventhough it's not all subjects been given homeworks, I still can't finish those other 7 subjects homeworks. Homeworks definitely are killing me softly.

Good thing I manage to finish one homework, completely. And this homework will be adding into my OLevel result. That's why I'm concerned about this and I immediately finish them before I went to Miri that day. Yes it is and this homework named Computer Project. Am I so proud I managed to finish them last week :D With 186pages altogether.


The front page of my documentation project. Yes, as you can see what topic I was doing. Indeed nerd =O I just ran out of idea what kind of shop would I choose so I randomly choose this instead.



Yes, homeworks. I'll come up with you later. Look at it, it's piling up like mountain! *sniff sniff* I still got another mountain behind this mountain shown.


Sigh, any cure to my black eye circles due to homeworks? -.-
Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 6/26/2009 09:26:00 PM
Back again?
Arise again?

Random : Thank goodness my stomachache just lasted for a day. I can go hyper now :P

Yes, it's back. The emotional state inside of me is coming back again. Last night I cried without any reason at all. Its not the sadness of crying but the crying of without any intention at all. The tears of mine doesn't obey my mind control. It just keep flowing and flowing down my cheecks till my lips. I could even taste the salty-ness of my tears every single drop of them. I painted a smile on my face yet the tears keep flowing. When I tend to close my eyes, I saw the vision of you. For a moment or so I felt that as if there was shards of ice keep stabbing and then dragging along my skin. Extremely painful indeed. My heart felt as if someone's been clenching really hard. Ouch, hurt =(

Seeing my friends here and there finally found their partners. No, it's not that I'm desperate. I just envy them, their partners are so much caring indeed. I miss your sweet talk, suddenly. The touch of your hand, really cold. I thought I could be holding your hands keeping them warm everytime. But you had to let go of my hand, as if my hand is no longer useful. I felt useless indeed. I miss the gazing of your eyes. Your eyes are full of confident and hope. That time I wish I could be staring at your eyes without a blink of an eye, scaring that if I blinked you would be vanished. You were everything to me.

And now, you really are vanished in my life, in my world. I still have some missing thought of you in my mind. Its just too stubborn to wipe them off. Goodness me, what is this? =O I'm so EMO! =O

Sigh, I just hope that I could forget him one day. And it's already 3 months! I still mentioned about this -.- Seems like my mind is a Pentium1.


Hoping one day I could find my true love.
@ 6/26/2009 03:29:00 AM
It's been a while
It's been a while

For that particular person:

I thought after 3months I could forget everything of the memories and the experiences I had been through. Probably because going to the Mall brings back the flashback of you and me. Why can't you just go away from my mind. I don't understand. I thought my mind had completely forgotten about you. Totally. Even your appearance I wouldn't dare to think and recognized. For example yesterday, I thought I saw you at the Mall. But it was my mistake. He wasn't you. For Goodness sake, I've been hallucinating.

I thought I could be happy without your presence in my life. I thought I could even happier without you. But I was partly wrong. Not completely wrong though coz I still got my friends to care with.

Last night I couldn't sleep at all. And I cried silently inside my blanket. For the moment I thought about the moment at the Mall where I had went just yesterday, it was like the flashback came out of nowhere. The flashback of us. How sweet we were in the past. I realized I just couldn't forget the moments and every single word you had spoken and told me. The advices, the sweet things, the everything. I know everyone had said that you were the jerk because you really are. Though you're a jerk somehow I still couldn't forget a jerk like you.

Forget me.. Forever.. says:
Emily..
Forget me.. Forever.. says:
Time is the key..
Forget me.. Forever.. says:
4gt s0me0ne is nt smtin 2 b d0ne..
Forget me.. Forever.. says:
In jz 1 o 2 day..
Forget me.. Forever.. says:
If we've ord date 4 5 years..
Forget me.. Forever.. says:
Time 2 4gt..
Forget me.. Forever.. says:
Wud take myb 10 years..
Forget me.. Forever.. says:
N0w.. Myb less then 5 m0nths..
Forget me.. Forever.. says:
hpe u cud f0cus m0re in xam diz year.K?
Forget me.. Forever.. says:
I thnk..
Forget me.. Forever.. says:
Dats all..
Forget me.. Forever.. says:
Sory 4 evrytin.. N bear in mind.. Undrstnd him 1st b4 date him


I will bear in my mind for what you had done to me.
@ 6/26/2009 01:25:00 AM
Transformers - Revenge of the Fallen
Transformers - Revenge of the Fallen

Random : My thumb hurt had slow down my speed of typing. So sad -.-

The night before the day out I admit that I had difficulty in sleeping. Couldn't I sleep well even if I change the position of sleeping several times. I closed my eyes and I expect tomorrow will be a great day. I know probably I've been nervous on going out on the 25th. Wishing that tomorrow will be a great outing and overall my hair won't be a mess. I literally forced my eyes to close and then I went off to my dreams.

The next morning, I woke up late and I spent the whole morning on deciding which outfit to wear. And yet, that outfit was the best I could find in my cupboard. I needed something comfortable to wear and great I search something quite suitable. After that I had to make sure everything were in my pocket. Wallet, handphone and tickets were the important ones. I didnt usually bring handbags around. It was just so annoying and nuisance.

Off I go to my sister's car, fetching Artie first then comes to Rhona. They both live somehow near around the area. So thank God for that one. Or else Rhona won't be there with me ;P We arrived at the Mall around 1-ish pm. It was kindda late coz I havent even eaten my lunch. Furthermore the movie, Transformers The revenge of the Fallen start at 1.40pm. The others had been like searching me via messaging. I told them I was at the foodcourt, still enjoying Jollibee with my brothers. So heavenly yummy :P

I finished my lunch then *poof* Martin came out of nowhere. I didn't notice him at first meh :P The first thing came out from my mouth to him was 2-2-3 *showing the ticket* That was the seat where should we sit -.- apakan :P Asking him where should we sat he just decided wherever -.- Alright the next mission I had to do was finding Bree. She haven't got the ticket from me yet. Calling her several times made me pissed -.- She's nowhere to be found. Probably she doesn't want to see the movie after all. So I'll just have to walk into the cinema and then enjoy my movie and my flying tickets. Thank God, she appeared before my day dreaming occur. Zhafri pay for her tickets and then Rhona, Martin and I move on to the Cinema1 whereas Bree with Zhafri at Cinema2.

During the movie, whoa =O was all I can say. It was incredibly awesome! The comedy, checked; the background theme song, checked; the effect, checked; the quality, checked; the position of where I sat, checked; the temperature in the cinema, checked, Okayy I better stop babbling about this. OVERALL 100% checked :D


That movie was freakingly cool and awesome to the max! Whoaaa!! I want a rewatch!! :D That's what Rhona and I were thinking about. Yes, I mean it I want a rewatch! :D Well probably not in the cinema anymore. I'll just going to buy the blu-ray DVD of it. And I could just replay over and over again until I'm bored of it. I bet I won't get bored of it. Holy cow, it was really awesome! *tears of joy* Anyway, enough with the emotional.

As you guys know, about the case H1N1 is getting serious lately, it's better to stay out of the crowded places where it usually and easily being spead. As a precaution I didn't dare to go to the arcade. Usually crowded ones. So I didn't get to play any games that day.

Lemme uploaded some pictures. Well anyway it was the same as in the facebook as I had already uploaded. So you guys won't bother to watch them again and again -.-









Fakhrul came to join in our group for a while to hang out. I was the first to greet Fakhrul and how am I so proud =O HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAKHRUL! I don't know what's your age coz what you had told us that your age was 10 -.- Like I am so naive going to believe that you are 10 huh. But anyway, you're one of my best pal I've ever had. By the way, as a gift, I gave you a compliment : Your hair is so shiningly shaved (Y)





Martin was so sweet, spoonfeeding Adib ice-cream. Aww can be husband and wife ne :P hahah. Hakam and Dijah had the same color of clothing =O So I'm the one which is the 'lightbulb' *asking Rhona to join us*


Probably Adib was crying out of joy because Martin had done his job as a husband :P Sorry guys, no offence. I'm just joking (A) Us, at Gelato.


Before I took picture with her, *obeserving her eyes* =O Ah, Dijah, Youre eyes are sparkling! I know, I was like small-matter-that-make-it-up-to-a-big-matter type. She had a makeup! First time I saw my 'darling' on makeup. Wuuu ~ :P



I just wanna have peaces with Rhona before she left me :( haha. Her sister messaged my phone asking Rhona to go home early. I will be alone without her, with the guys =O


Before she went home, she took some awesome pictures ;) Thanks Rhonnie, I love you :P And thanks Muin, for suddenly treating me ice-cream without purpose at all. He was like asking me out of the blue =O Probably I was well behave. You know, like being well behave will be given an ice-cream. Cheh =O he treat me as a child!

After Rhona had gone home, our table became the quiet table. Sitting beside me was the emotional Muin, sitting infront of me was the shy Martin. Double M the same speechless. We were doing mind language back then. Beside our table was Dijah, Adib and Hakam. I don't know the heck are they talking about and I didn't want to interrupt their conversation without any purposes. The next table beside us was Bree and Zhafri, sweet-talking here and there was all I could heard. And then when I turned to my own table, I was like "say something" Muin kept laughing whereas Martin was as if he ignored me. I was talking to the wall =O I pitied Muin. Somehow he had a mental breakdown.

After a while the others had gone home. Left Dijah and I. Oh no, with Zhafri and Bree. They were stalking us :P Then we were like rounding around the Mall as if we had no directions to go. I had fun chatting with Dijah. Obviously she's in love. I am so happy for her, really :) Finally she had found someone that the someone also liking her ;) Bree and Zhafri I had no worries at all. They had finally became couple. Cheers for the sweet couple of the year. Yellow-minded :P haha!


Above shows us, left the 3 musketeers :D My best friends aka darlinx ;) I less than 3 you! :D

Oh Forgot to mention who I see at the Mall =O I saw a lot of people! Katok people, PDS people, MD people, smsh people, St Andrews people. Oh so lot to mention one by one their names.

I really had a great outing yesterday ;)
Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 6/20/2009 12:40:00 AM
Can you feel my world
Can you feel my world

Random : My eyes! Gahh!! *rub rub* Bloody hell it hurts =O

Arrived from Miri to here a day ago. Yeap, yesterday that is. Too much pictures to be uploaded so I just upload some of them. SOME only, still got lots more. But since I'm in a good mood and so are you, I'll upload some only so that you won't have to move around your eyeball just to make sure you read one by one of my words stated. Yeah, I'm not going to torture you guys just to read my blog. Back off if you don't wish to. If you wish to, fasten your seatbelt. Ah what the heck -.-

Neh, I don't wanna explain bits by bits of my whole journey to Miri. Explainations from pictures will explain it all. Just a bit descriptions will do.



In the afternoon - 17th June



Gad!! My evil grinning smile would hurt your eyes! Cover them before it's too late. Too little too late =O My sister and I were jobless since the journey to Miri was far, about 2 hours or so.



Booo~ Scaring you. I hope I did scare you with my lame so called scary hair. Neh, I didn't meant to scare you (A). It just that, the car doesn't consist any more space for me to sleep so I'll just sleep on my sister's lap. That's my sis's legs, not mine. In case you're wondering how was I suppose to sleep in the condition like that :P I have no idea.


Dijah! Bunny bunny! That's you! Neh, I just miss you :P Ah! Caught ya rubbing your eyes! *smack! Precaution for H1N1 don't rub them! :P



My neighbour dog's bark seems to attract my attention so I hurriedly go outside and took a glimpse of it. AHH! So adorable! It didn't bark at me. Moreover it was trying to come to me. Aww, too bad there was a huge drain there, couldn't I go there to pat it =O

The weather looked so peaceful. Therefore it is the best time to do gardening. Right. I was doing gardening while I been stabbed by a cactus pines -.- ouch. I should wear specs that time.



Insane jobless brother. Why don't you pick up somebody on your own size?! -.- he kept bullying me by thowing the "thingy" (don't know what kind of bug is that). While I was running like a speed of light here and there. I hate bugs! =O And pity the thingy.


My hardworking employees :D *puke* from far you can see that my brother still holding the thingy. And my lil brother seem to be so excitedly jumping up and down like theres no tomorrow. Due to that, that is why you can see I was picturing so far =O


At night - 17th June


Picture 1
Elwin's wondering: Hmm. Do I look good in spec. Seems like everybody in my family became nerd already.
Mummy's daydreaming: I wonder what took the chef so long. I'm starving.


Picture 2
Elwin : Mummy, the chef like slowpoke one lei
Mummy : How'd you know what was I wondering? My son's a psychic?

Alright, I just made that up. Not true and I didn't even know what are they whispering about =O
And yeah about the chef cooking really slow was true. Shouldn't go to this restaurant again. Sevice so slow one -.-
But in the end, I enjoyed the feast :D

In the morning - 18th June



Yeah, pulling off grasses again! -.- So warm activity it was. Look at the weather! Bloody hell, definitely it will cause skin cancer! Choi! :P I was under the shade for the whole activity :P Intelligent me.


I'd rather enjoy doing homeworks than pulling off grasses. As you can see I just did simple mathematical expression. *so proud* See the video yourself. I was really doing the homeworks! :P


They're just too tired. Elwin was tired playing gameboy whereas Wilson was tired of break dancing. Check it out his style of break dance at the Video of Wannabes :P

Dinner time!
I was totally enjoying the vegetables when suddenly Elwin stated that there was a caterpillar on the veggies. Oh gross disgusting! take a look at that segmented body. And it was actually green in colour and now it was yellowish. It was already cooked boil in the inside. *puke*! Oh bloody hell. They're lucky we didn't sue that restaurant.
Hmm wait.. P.S I'll post another one for myself vaining -.- Nevermind if you ignore ;P