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Thursday, January 29, 2009 @ 1/29/2009 01:43:00 AM
CNY Memorable Album

CNY Memorable Album

This was actually captured on CNY eve. We had dinner at a high class hotel but the food were low class my aunt said. And the food weren't nice so my jie and I went to the toilet to vain instead :P



26th January - First day of CNY




On the first day of CNY, flooding occur at Sibu. Look at it! It's really deep eh T.T I know the longkang there is kindda deep.


I'm a bad photographer. Why can't the fireworks stay! -.-




Ready to 'pai nian' :D



The first house was our grandmother's



My cousins :D I was behind there with the black shirt there :P What am I doing? :D



Nah, that was what I'm doing. Dont look at me, look at the dog ah :P I looked so hideous. My smile looked like kena paksa :P So gali bah when the dog is on my lap :P It's so adorable and friendly ah ! Her name's coffee :)


At Vivian's house :)





We visited all the houses of my relatives in one day! Cool huh. so tired. But my reward is so worthwhile :P






First day's angpao :D Total RM650.
27th January - 2nd day of CNY

2nd day we just waiting for guests to come :) The guys are my jie's NS friends by the way. She said she just know 3 guys. The rest are unknown eh. Minta angpao saja tu :P

Oh yeah I celebrated my birthday on 2nd day of CNY instead on 24th. That's according to the chinese calendar :)

The cake :D

The candle :D

The wishing :D


The blowing :D





The cutting :D

THE END of Album :D

Happy NIU Year :D


Wednesday, January 28, 2009 @ 1/28/2009 07:02:00 PM
Bizzare
'Bizzare'

After my birthday and before Chinese New Year, something 'bizzare' was happening to me suddenly. And its quite fuuny :P

My family and I were shopping at Parkson that day. When we all shopping, we always seperated and go our own ways. Usually I'm with my jie. The jacket of Johnny that I gave him I suddenly remembered then I shared the sweet news with my jie :P

I think I was over reacting and enthusiastic + hyper. Then there it goes~ My heart cannot stop throbbing. Some sort of my heart disease came back. I went speechless, becoming nervous and cold sweat appeared from my forehead. I told my jie about it. Her eyes were like bulging out and off she report to my parents. I made them worried again. Sorry :/

I took out my pocket pills and eat it. Good thing its round and small. I would not want to eat if its big and round. I hate eating pills. My mum took me to the resting chair. My dad kept asking me if I'm alright and he kept checking my pulse rate. They said its faster than ordinary pulse rate. definitely I'm in the "disease"

It's so awkward and weird to see people walking around the shopping mall stop there infront of you and stares at you right? well yeah, they stared at me. My jie said, "people stare at you eh. Mei Nue (pretty girl) got strike disease really hot news" -.- She got mood to joke around lagitu.

Then after a few minutes I can feel my heart began to pump normally already. "Yay, can I go shopping now?" As if nothing happens hoh? :P
I bought a blue shirt. I love it :D And I thought I could wear it during CNY but I had already enough shirt :) So I'll keep it lah. Hehe.
@ 1/28/2009 06:50:00 PM
Sweet Sixteen?
Sweet Sixteen?

25th January 2009

Yesterday was the day I became a year old again. And it was the worst birthday in my life. Why did I say that?

Well first of all isn't it nice that no one ever remember my birthday? How sarcastic I am. Not even one of my family members remember my birthday.

And second, they just treated that day as an ordinary day. I was being told to do chores and all that stuff. And the day my jie came out from the camp coz of holiday. They all care about my sister. I was being ignored and later isolated. I was hoping greatly at least one, ONE of my family members would mention that 24th January is something special. Seems like my birthday isn't as important as my jie's arrival.

At least some of my friends did send me birthday greetings. They actually made my day. Thanks guys :)

I cried hiding myself out from them ='( I suddenly miss all my friends and school. They wish me happy on my sweet sixteen. However, my birthday was a bitter sixteen.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ 1/21/2009 06:13:00 AM
I'll be back ;)
I'll be back ;)

Gonna leave Brunei tomorrow afternoon. So I'll post for the last time tonight just in case I couldn't online tomorrow morning. Cannot be la coz I got school in the morning :P I'll be back on 29th Jan. I won't elaborate much. Just wanna say :

Happy Chinese New Year to all Chinese out there! :D
Advanced one la xD And advanced birthday to me ah :P
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 @ 1/20/2009 05:56:00 PM
What a wet day
What a wet day

Yesterday, I was accompanied by my addmaths for the whole afternoon. Really was so tiring trying all those differentiation questions which teacher only explained the meaning of it and gave formula. She didn't even give example on how to do it. So I forced myself to understand it and refer some notes from Agatha Goh's and my past sister's exercises. Still I only can understand a bit. well at least I understand a bit rather than sitting on the desk and stare at the questions 'bangang-ly'. After solving some questions I was happy like hell. Though I only solved 3 or 4 questions huh. Then I took a cat-nap for an hour.

Last night was raining like hell. And thunder was striking here and there. I havent even finish watching my drama coz the service currently not available. So I fed up waiting and went upstairs continue doing my addmaths which I havent finish and its due tomorrow. My parents told me that they wanted to go HuaHo Manggis which is soo far away from my house. So I decided not to follow, stay at home, finish up homeworks. how nice.

At about 10+pm they havent even come back yet. And its raining cats and dogs continuously non stop. I began to worry about my parents so I went downstairs check the surroundings. Hell, its flooding! My place were flooding. then they called. they said they're going to come home late coz most of the roads were blocked. I went online for a while and chatted with Johnny for an hour. He said his place were flooding a bit too. Flooding, cold and wet. And me, in an air-con room. Shivering of homeostasis :P So cool~

I slept at 11pm and I know tomorrow the floods will be gone. But I was wrong. Outside still in the flood condition. My dad said that most students wont be able to go to school due to the flood and the road blocked. I didn't believe and I kept worrying bout my addmaths which I haven't even finish yet. I planned to copy Muin's or Bree's work :P How nice, they didnt even come to school. Dijah came after me. She said she was right behind me after two cars. I didnt realize she was behind me when she called after me. When we entered the class, how silent it was. Jason was there already. The first comer :P Then after a while, Hisyam came.

Surprised to see everybody was not coming when the bell rang for the 1st period. So Dijah and I walk to Miss Annie's staff. Should I be happy or sighing? There will be no lessons for today. Well thats the happy part. I wanted to sigh coz I spent my whole afternoon doing addmath and keep worrying bout it but it end up no lessons. And also I told my mum that I'll be staying till 4.

Then the announcement told us to move to hall. Teachers told us to wait till 12.30pm to go home unless you have already called up your parents. Of course Dijah and I dont want to waste our time sitting in the hall till 4 right. So we borrowed sir Zamri's phone. While waiting, we did addmaths. What a nerd huh :) At least we got solved a question together. Thanks to Dijah :D I spent most of the time talk with her about the flood out there and some stuff :D I'm so glad Dijah came. Or else I'll be alone with the guys =/ And by the way, Ghazali came to school around 8.30am. So kia su eh :P

My dad fetched my brother and I about 9.30am. I thought Dijah will be go home 1st then I waved goodbye to her. Outside there were much better already but still wet.
Take care people! :D
Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 1/17/2009 07:32:00 AM
Advanced
Advanced

I celebrated advanced birthday of mine, cny and mothsary with Johnny :) The advanced day was yesterday xD The cheerful state of mind wouldn't appear from me. I kept smiling for the whole journey to Mall. Like a psycho. Good thing my mum didn't get suspicious. If not, I'll be doomed. So I'll stop smiling as she asked me =/

Everything was happening so fast. I've always wanted the time to stop there with him by my side~ Well yeah, 5 hours were not enough for me. How I wish I could be with him 24/7.

Today is the day. Our monthsary. Happy Monthsary my dear :) Almost half a year. And almost 3-4 years I've known him. I know what kind of person he is. And I love the way he is :)
Thursday, January 15, 2009 @ 1/15/2009 07:45:00 AM
I miss Johnny so much! It's been a while i didnt see him. I love last year better. I could enjoy my honeymoon year :)
@ 1/15/2009 07:39:00 AM

This is the first Addmaths homework, Quadratic Factorization.
So many questions right? Though all of them are EASY.
@ 1/15/2009 05:33:00 AM
Greetings

Greetings

It's been a while I didnt blog. You readers didnt miss me eh? :P haha perasan. Ive been busy lately with homeworks accompany me everyday. Yeah, I was like spending so much time with homeworks. My eyes are like as black as a panda. Well sort of. Oh homeworks, why can't you leave me alone. You always reproduce each and everyday (sounds weird eh :P) haha.

Ohh, I haven't even done my Gantt Chart for Computer. I dont know how to create -.- Can anyone teach me? I wanna scream when I sit on the computer doing nothing. Sir said press F1 for help. Computer didnt help me at all. I typed, "How to create a gantt chart?" Noob question eyh? I know, it won't give you the answer just like that. But at least, computer ah tell me where it is mah! -.- Huh *frustrating*

And uh, the problem for I cannot finish up my homeworks, as usual~ give me a break Addmaths. You keep reproducing! You're having fun reproducing but I'm the one suffer! *screaming* Stress already. And I got at least two days to finish up for 20+ questions with a,b,c etc.

Huh, enough of the homeworks crap talk. It just made me more stress if I kept talking.

Alright, calm down :) hehe. That's better. Finally tomorrow is a holiday. Friday. And I hope this calendar will always be holidays. Holidays everday instead of homeworks. How nice :) What a daydream~

Ever since I posted about my birthday post. Some of the people had send me advanced greetings. Well maybe they read my blog. I dont know how many people read my blog and who read my blog. Well the ones who greet me, thanks for the greets. It's my honoured :)

Saturday, January 10, 2009 @ 1/10/2009 07:25:00 PM
Love Story

Lyrics | Taylor Swift lyrics - Love Story lyrics


This song I love <3
Thursday, January 8, 2009 @ 1/08/2009 07:38:00 AM
Random
Random

Its late midnight right now. And I'm kindda like wasting time playing pet society. Am I? I should finish up homeworks eh? Sigh, I want to. I wish I'm a robot. No need to rest. Finish up the tasks that I want to do. I may finish up homeworks in no time.

Addmaths is a never-ending-giving homeworks. Eventhough teacher already given a week for the due date, still headache, stress, faint* I wanna scream when I looked at the question. I need help! Differentiation is new to me and obviously from the title itself, different. I'm still blur. Just because I'm lagging that makes me blur too. How nice. Well when I got problems in maths or addmaths, my sis is always there to help me. I miss her teaching me eh. Now I'll have to be patient for 3 months till she come back and teach me. Her wrinkles soon will be seen :P I'm a slow learner i tell ya.

I didnt notice my birthday's coming soon. And I'll soon turn another year old again. I dont wanna be old -.- wanna stay young~ Well turning another year old again got their advantages too. Like thinking maturely. Got diasvantage too which is getting wrinkles. I don't have yet :D I'd miss my birthday celebrating with my friends. Actually I was all planned up for my sweet sixteen birthday party! But it ends up RUIN, DESTROY. change of plan -.- I'm going to celebrate with relatives and family instead. I keep complaining why Chinese New Year is so soon. Why can't it be february kah~ Haiyama. I'm going to Sibu on 22nd. And my birthday, *sniff* 24th. This year will be the year that I'm not going to celebrate with my friends. Happy sweet sixteen, Emily~

Hmm what else to share huh. What do I do today? Well I got school then stayback till 4pm having commerce. So sleepy. wanna faint on the bed when I step into my room. But when I took shower, I got freshed up again. Then I was so semangat to do homework addmaths. Couldn't finish it up. Stressed! Switch on laptop. Play game. Ahh, much better. After that watch Taiwan Drama, Summer Summer. The drama, so funny :D then do addmaths continuation. Finally I finished Quadratic Factorization Exercise. Johnny messaged me. I miss him. But homeworks misses me more. So yeah I had to finish up first before I chat with him. I online then I miscall. He online too. While chatting, I played pet society. I was bored of my M-Ly already so I use Junili. Then he ended the conversation. Sigh, I thought I can chat with him more longer :P Haha I'll chat with him tomorrow anyway :P

Alright my eyes are heavy now. Got nothing to do in the middle of the night except sleep. Goodnight.
Monday, January 5, 2009 @ 1/05/2009 10:55:00 PM
Happy School Day
Happy School Day -.-

School~ The only fun thing about school is meeting up friends. During holidays, students usually hang out at Malls or just stay at home playing games. But now Holiday went Bye Bye. Now hello to school, teachers and classmates.

On the first day of school, nothing unusual. We don't study because we just been given our schedule on that day itself. So yeah, we didnt brought any books that day except for some nerdies including me -.- Well I'm not that nerdy nerdy. It's just I like carrying books. I was like finding troubles on my own. Anyway, carrying books looks cool ba :P

My classmates, 5sci1, classmates still the same. The only different is they all using new stuff like new school bag, pencil case, stationery, school uniform, etc. All new. Seems they're so excited for the new year. Well I don't. It's like an ordinary day to me. And all of my stuff is old. Nothing new. Except my pens. Of course every month I need to buy. I use a lot of ink on writting. My pencil case had been following me for nearly 5 years since form1 ive been starting using it. One of my friends is like every year changing pencil case. wow. I guessed i'm not updated.

And then here comes the fun part. Meeting my classmates! Oh how much I missed their giggling and laughing echoing around the corner of our class. Their faces still the same. Duh -.- And Teachers! I miss them too! :D It's been a month we didnt meet each other. but now nearly like everyday.

My computer studies teacher is still the same. Sir Leong. He's been teaching us for 5 years including this year. Thank you sir for your patience to teach us. sorry to make you feel so anooying of us :P

The 3 sciences, Biology, Chemistry and Physics, yeap still the same. Same Same Same. Commerce I bet its the same :P

Addmaths now, Miss Susie has been taken place this year. She's really good in teaching no doubt. Although she teaches like a machine gun according to my sister, she teaches much more clearer than teacher Iza. And on the first day of school, she motivated us that makes me more confidence in doing addmaths now. She'll give us a whole lot works to do this year. And I hope I can cope them. I hope. She already gave us the first homework on the first day.

Sir John W is our english teacher. Yeah an Ang-mo again. Last year and this year is ang-mo. I think it's good maybe. He motivated us too. And yeah i'm more semangat already to read books for 5 hours in a week. That's what he said. Or maybe even better, 10 hours a week -.-

Alright, I'll stop elaborating now. I gotta continue my addmath exercise. Ciaoz people.
Saturday, January 3, 2009 @ 1/03/2009 01:37:00 AM
Gee~ Now I can post pictures :P
That night.

The guy behind me seems like he lost with emotional =P

Woot! I carried with one hand kaliah :P and a PEACE :P


Even the kids were good in bowling :D

Friday, January 2, 2009 @ 1/02/2009 11:14:00 PM
The Night, I forgot to tell him =/
The Night, I forgot to tell him =/

Sorry readers, theres this virus problem in my laptop so yeah. I've been putting this post in draft since 2nd January -.- Stupid Virus go away! I malas take it to the shop to fix it you see.


Okay back to the 2nd January, I chatted Johnny for a while in the morning and I told him that I have to go so I said chat laters to him without telling him that I'm going to out dinner later. How can I forgot -.- So yeah he did wait for me to online but I didnt. Hell he was waiting for me like so long. Sorry my dear. I've been a forgetful nowadays. However when I got back home which is 12am+, I immediately switched on my laptop and went online. Unfortunately he's not there. So I guessed I'll use his email to check his nick. His nick stated there asking me where am i. Yeah I felt guilty. So I played Pet Society for a while then went off at 1am. And the next day he told me that he slept late and went online again at1am. the time that i had already went off -.- It's alright.


I went out dinner for this New Year celebration again. With lots of people whom I don't know except Vivian's family. Vivian and her siblings are like my chilidhood friends :) I had so much fun chitty-chatting with her. We talked lots of stuff and gossiping :P About 8pm+ we had buffet. I ate 2 rounds of plates of variety food and 1 plate of desserts. I tried almost all the dishes at there. Then my stomach started to bulge out. Then I suggested we all should play bowling at downstairs.


Off we went downstairs merrily, -.- then ask the man at the counter to pay $6 + the shoes. extra $1 for the shoes and it's compulsory. I don't like wearing it. It feels so uncomfortable and it's big. I asked for shoe sized 7. And of course i dont like it. Who would like to wear millions of people that wore that shoes before without even washes it? eeuw. After playing a few more rounds then into the final, I lost. I was the last. I got 25 points -.- Even a kid can beat me. I'm such a loser. And yeah the ball was so heavy so I only play the green ball which is lighter. Whatever, I care less. I'm not kiasu anyway. Let it be (A)

After finish playing, I heard upstairs got karaoke eh :D haha! I wanna sing jua! What can I say? I'm shy. So I'll have to wait most of the people go home first :P Yeah I waited for.. batah la. And my eardrums hurt to hear people singing loud so I went downstairs again to watch Alex and Wilson playing bowling~ So I intrude their match coz I'm so addicted to it already! xD well yeah we played randomly until the final round. After final round we got to play another half eh! :P haha I think the counterman forgot to switched the place off :D we got free playing eh. how nice. But till have round only.

Playing bowling was tiring. My hands were a bit cramped already. Then I sang karaoke.

I sang

-Zhi Dui Ni You Gan Jue by Fei Lun Hai feat SHE

-Chao xi Huan Ni by Fei Lun Hai

-Over the rainbow by unknown singer (this song was really slow~ -.-)

Alright I got to go now. Today's 4th January actually. So have to off now. Ciaoz people :D

Happy reopen school! -.-

Thursday, January 1, 2009 @ 1/01/2009 12:44:00 AM
New Year Day
New Year Day

Its a new year! :D
Looking good 2009! :D

I haven't convince my mum to let me go to IMD later at morning. Actually I did last night. But she said no. And I wasn't satisfy of her answer. I want a YES answer! So yeah, I was being majal and keep bugging my mum to go to Rhon's place to play basketball and badminton. I wanna go there so desperately man! Johnny's there that's why :P And I wanna go there not just that. I wanna burn my fats coz last night I ate BBQ which made me look like santa claus's belly :P

And she kept saying no no and NO -.-'
me : why no lei?
mum : you at home ask you to play badminton you don't want.
me : that's because i wanna play with my friends!
mum : last time you said last liao then why today wanna go again?
me : mami, coz it's new year mah~
mum : what's the difference anyway. It looks like an ordinary day to me.
me : -.-

Then dad came down the stairs ask what happened. So yeah I told him then he agreed to bring me! :D Love you daddy! xD love you too mummy :P

I saw Johnny, Matt and Rhon there at the basketball court. The guys were playing and Rhon was being the referee :P After a while, I played with my dear. He taught me the real technique of shooting ball. I didn't know shooting ball got technique. For the whole time I just shoot for fun :P

After playing basketball, we went to the gym to play badminton coz I insist. Playing basketball is already boring so yeah :) At first I was playing with Rhon, single. And Johnny was playing with Matt, single too. Then dont know why suddenly the guys take over our court and we're playing double now. Automatically one. My partner was Matt. Opponent was Johnny and Rhon. They both look so funny when they argue man. haha partner arguing :P AND -.- Matt kept stealing my shuttlecock. The shuttlecock was happily flying infront of me then I wanna hit it so gracefully but then ZOOM! Matt steal and hit it with a blink of an eye. WTH that's mine! -.- He bully me ahh -.- And yeah, we four were not good together to be partners after all.

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I went home early than all of them. At 11.30am coz I'm going to Mall later with my family. We're going out lunch. My bros followed my dad and I go with my mum. We go jalan2 till we both bored of Mall and I was hugry so we went to Ideal to eat my lunch. I ate 1 plate of chicken with rice and 1 plate of spaghetti. Now I'm back to santa claus -.- Then my mum said she wants to go Jaya to buy clothes coz most clothes were cheap. We bought hell lots of clothes! For my dad, bro, sis, aunt, grandmothers. And oh yeah I bought a jacket for Johnny. I remembered he told me that he's always catch cold so yeah I bought him since he doesnt have jacket too. The jacket fits me well but I don't know for him. It's big for me though. Hope it fits perfectly on him :D Luckily my mum didn't know I bought the jacket for a guy. She thought I was the one who wanna wear. Coz mostly my jacket looks like a guy's :P Shhh.. (A)

After that we walked back to Mall again for a one-stop shopping :P I bought a bracelet for myself and a necklace for my sis. Hope she likes it :) Then we went home afterwards. Exhausted. I feel like wanna drop already. I shop till I nearly drop.

Happy new year everyone! :)