feels like i'm falling and i,
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Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 5/31/2009 06:34:00 AM
Remembering Sunday
Remembering Sunday

Random : Actually this isn't random though ;) The title above represents a song, Remembering Sunday by All Time Low. Try listen to it ;) I kept my shuffling playlist stop just to listen to this song over and over again. Never I feel bored.

Dam di di dum dum. Let's skip my daily routine part. Or else I would elaborate more and more till you get bored of my lecturing paragraph. I'm good in making sentence as much detail as possible. Like making my own sentence. Example I maybe would make an essay out on boring on which studying a certain topic. Yeah, if I tend to write that long sentence in exam in any questions sometimes I may not get any mark or just 1mark out of 3marks. Life isn't unfair.

Ohkay there I went again. Spitting out some random things :P I apolojize on my late upcoming post. Been busy on doing my daily routine. Nothing to say about my daily routine actually. It's just the same cycle. Here and there, there and here. Oh crap, what am I talking about. Yada..yada..yada.

Due to today I'm not doing my old boring daily routine, I shall post something about my Sunday. Went to the usual place where teenagers and some what-I-call-gangsters usually socializing there. And yeah, you got the point, The Mall that is. Ah so enthusiastic and can't wait to go to mall. That's sarcasm -.- Crap, I thought I would spend my afternoon time on doing my project. I've been addicted to it lately ;) Good news that is.

It's hard for me to find an outfit on what am I most suitable on wearing it with my SPEC on -.- I dislike wearing it coz it makes me look more like a nerd. And then I found this outfit, well not really appealing but at least it looks great on me. Red and black, probably will fit perfectly with my spec. Not sure. Still imperfectly match but hell I'm tired on looking and trying all those outfits from my cupboard. Whatever will do. *put my spec on* Gahh! I look like a school uniform girl -.- Lalala okay here goes my hair. Crap much, why do my hair get on this mess today. I tried three different hairstyle and in the end I went on with the second one which is tying-up-not-all-hair. Not sure of the description.

It's 1.30pm and I haven't enjoy my peaceful lunch yet. Traffic jam causing my stomach grumbing hard at 2pm. Ordering then waiting food cause my stomach yelling of hunger. While wating, I then interested on seeing people's outfit. Seeing the surrounding here at the mall so many varieties of people's outfit. Some of them exaggerating, exposing, unpredictable, old-like and whatsoever. I could see clearly with my spec on. Without it I would be drousy and no direction to go. Not long after that, here comes my meal.



I ordered sizzling rice with chicken. Ah, the picture I took was during I already taste some of them. Because I was starving so I couldn't wait to dig in. It was so delicious and it satisfied my hunger. I realized I like sizzling dish ;)



Due to I was busy on enjoying the sizzling dish, all the dim sum, "siu mai" had been eaten by my brothers. Sadly I just ate one out of two dishes. Not really sad, at least I got taste one.

After our lunch hour, the next sentence we spit out was, "what movie are we watching?" My dad booked their tickets without my sister and I. My sister and I decided to go with our old-long-time-no-see friend, SK. We met him up at the arcade. He looked so different from the last day I saw him. What can I say, long time no see ;P Our first option on deciding a movie was Night at the Museum II. But it was all fully occupied so we went for Terminator Salvation.



After the movie ended, my sister and I were satisfied of the movie. It was a really cool movie shot. So much of exploding and machine gun's tone and all that screaming and shouting with all those helicpoters and robots' tones really made my adrenaline rush. Heart beat increased when the sudden sound of the robot bulging out from the screen. This movie have the combination of War of the World, Alien and Transformers. Of course including The Terminator, the previous movies. Though all the characters are different from the previous ones but I still give two thumbs up for the movie (Y) At the movie cineplex, Tan Choon Hong came and poke me out of nowhere. I was on the phone busy talking with my mum, then I jumped up seeing him and gave him a bimbo hi. He still seemed to care about his height with me -.- Always complaining that I'm taller than him :P But crap he's now taller than me by 1cm. Nehh~ :P then we seperated, went our own way.

Believe it or not, I spent most of the time hanging out at the stationary place. I really have no mood on hanging out at the clothes section. Stationary is my second choice. Gee, now it really made me look like a nerd. People would thought that why is there a nerd wandering about at the mall. She should be staying at home studying for exams. Great, now I'm the one thinking far-fetched -.-


Enough babbling about this nerd topic -.- I wanna do something that really making me satisfying ;) That is doing homeworks! Ah crap. Nerd talking again.
Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 5/25/2009 12:23:00 AM
Postponed post
Postponed post

Random : Hot afternoon today -.-' The heat! Gahh! Nearly passed out =/

Purpose of going Miri:
1. Fetch my mum from airport
2. Do chores
3. Check my degrees of my specs
4. Shopping! ;)

Woke up early. Still felt dizzy and wanting to fell to bed again as I woke up. My eyes were still shut tight while going to the bathroom. I already memorized the pathway to go to the bathroom so no sight is necessary. Brush my teeth and took shower, still with my close eyes. There I bathed with cold water and my eyes wide open due to the coldness of the water in the cold morning! I'm awake!

Went out eat breakfast at some kinfd of a chinese restaurant. Didn't notice the restaurant name. Who cares, I just wanna enjoy my breakfast. I ate a hot bowl of porridge to fill up my empty tummy. What I meant is a bowl, a HUGE bowl. And I finished them all. Ahh, so yummy ;) I felt the energy in me.

Then off we set off to our journey to Miri.

Drive all the way from Brunei to Miri was building up my boredom. The only entertainment in the car is just listening to songs or just having great bonds between all of us, having a great communication between five of us, my dad, two little brothers and my sister including me.

After arriving at the airport, we all came down to fetch my mum. My dad joked that each one of us must wear masks in order to get into the airport to prevent H1N1. If no masks then you have to cover your mouth :P If we were to do that, people around us would felt that their odour smells :P




After fetching mummy, my sister and I vain level had increased in just a bit. So yeah.. :P


Talking so happily.. Leaving me vaining so boringly :P


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Crime Investigation - Siblings abusing


Suspect in the scene. Picture shows that a little boy seems to be his little brother there were trying to squish his brother with his stinking socks. The big brother couldn't fight back due to the little brother's small repetitive kick non-stop. With his small feet, large surface area.



The little boy is having fun on murdering his own brother ;) He even showed to his mummy sitting on the couch, so relaxing.

The sister of the little brother came out of nowhere. Suspect stopped immediately cause he knew that the sister would report the officer of the scene just now.


Omaigosh, the big brother had passed out by the small stinking socks. The little brother seemed to be guilty and beg for his revival.
Soon the little brother escape from the scene leaving so many proofs that he didn't even notice.

JUST JOKING! ;) revival of the dead!


Little brother : You're not dead? Impossible!
Big brother : I won't be killed so easily! And just by your stinking socks?! Huh! Think twice!

Little brother : I'm so gonna kill you this time!!


After getting bored of the murdering game, they choose to disturbing the animals.

ZOOMING - A house lizard got eaten by ants. My brother tend to destroy their meal.

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Shopping part~!

Walk around from store to store. Window shopping was so tiring. Then in the end, Boulevard has the most optional clothes to wear. I found this outfit really caught my eyes. But too bad I didn't get to buy it coz my mum said I didn't look good at it.



Do you think so? I just realized most of my outfits are black and white. I like the combination of the colours but they're not my favourite. I just like my outfits to be black and white.

I bought a set of outfit in the end. But not the picture above. I didn't get to take picture of it. It's Black and light black, well in other words, grey :P Nice (Y) I adore it! Mummy and sis also commented that I look good on them ;) Even the salesgirl :P



Happy eating, handsome? :P Hey! seems like one of your tooth had been stolen by a toothfairy huh? :P



By the way, I bought a book from popular. Ah the cover of the book caught my eyes as well. Well some people said don't judge by the cover of the book. But hey, it's blue! and the betrayed title really made it sounds fascinating. So I might try to read it when I got free time ;) Unfortunately I bought the second book. The first one never I read it. But already bought the second one. This book had the same story as Twilight I guess. It's about vampires! ;)

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And oh! Forgot to mention about my specs! ;) My right eye degree is 100. Not bad. Worst is on my left eye degree which surprisingly is 375! Crap! It was alomost double the right eye degree O_O So high ah? First timer already got so high degree! And Oh my God, when I put on the spec I felt dizzy. The man who work in the optical shop told me that it is common that it will feel a bit dizzy.

Oh oh before that I was told to look at the checking eyes machine! And whoa! For all this time I have been so curious on what's inside the thingy in the machine! When I look through it, I found it so cute! I saw a hot-air balloon on the road from the hole of the machine. Aww haha! It's red in colour :P Suspend :P And then I was told to go inside a room to check what is my possible degree.


Here's the receipt above. It cost cheaper than in Brunei. And Miri got a lot of options to choose. So many pretty ones. And I didn't regret of my option :)






And WALAA~! My favourite colour attract my attention! Vandome brand ;) Light blue and white! ;)

Saturday, May 23, 2009 @ 5/23/2009 06:47:00 AM
Scattered
Scattered

Random : Oh gosh! What happen to my shoes?! -.- Am I so ganas till they wanna peel off the bottom part or is it the quality is low? -.-

Due to whoever announcement it is said that we're gonna have assembly today this morning, therefore I wore uniform and not to wear P.E instead. Alright, so I didn't get to play any sports today -.- I admit that I'm not fit. I'm not that going outside everyday type to play any sports or doing other stuff. I'm the type of person who is sitting either infront of the computer or just books. Alright fine, I'm not sporting -.- I rather smell my fresh air in my bedroom.

Oh speaking about that "fresh air", it was during our P.E lesson, classmates guys of mine were out like monkeys playing football + basketball at the same time, so violently. They played so harsh that I dare not come any closer to the place where they were playing. Afraid that the flying ball would hit me. I remembered, before got this flying ball hit me so hard on my head! Not only on my head, shuttlecock on my forehead, basketball on my back, I nearly threw up ! Euw :P Just kidding :P

And oh, Xiang Jun even showing off his body, what I meant is in the front. Dijah told me that she saw his rib cage, no abs nor muscle but yet he's still showing off :P I couldn't see clearly cause spec is not on me. Muin, likewise, showing off his leg -.- Why do my classmates showing off their gruesome part? In fact it was infront of my classmates, girls. Muin was showing off his "furry leg" O_O Hopefully I won't get any nightmare :P

P.E was done and all of us returned to our class. WOOT! Now this is what I called "LEMON SMELL"! (Lemon's sour ;) ) -.- One of my classmates spray some air refreshener to the air con, to the ceiling, everywhere! But oh! the mixture weren't create a perfect smell at all. It just made things worst! I couldn't stand it! Since that time was breaktime and the others had gone to Tasmih, I walked alone to the library just to get away from the mixture of gases. I need to borrow books as well :)

Alright, admiring the books till exceeding the time of breaktime! I didn't realize breaktime's over =/ So I rushed to my wah!-so-far-classroom. Good thing I wasn't late so and then yada yada yada.. It was all about subjects :P Too much to mention. All I wanna mentioned was just I did enjoy the "lemon smell" what the.. -.- NOT!

OH yeah I felt guilty this afternoon! =/ I was wrong! I didn't get to concentrate did I? I told my whole classmates that there will be no Commerce this afternoon! But the truth is, the other way round -.- Oh gosh! everyone was actually happy on going home so early and not to accompany Sir Yong. Oh the spoiler of our mood came and told Aiman and I that actually the extra class commerce is on. And yeah, minus Aiman and I there will be only two people to come to his lesson. Pity him. And I felt guilty! =/ Ohmaigosh, SORRY! =/ Crap much -.- Then in the end the commerce lesson had no choice but to cancel it. Great though coz I really don't have this mood to listening his lecturing. I'd rather sit infront of the computer and modifying my project!

Speaking of project!, -.- I got the wrong concept again! No wonder my pages are HELL LOTS! I did the wrong content! The testing part was really pissing me off! GAHH! I had to delete the mistakes part and start redoing it again and again and AGAIN! I'll go insane in no time :D Amy was trying to distracting me. She kept bugging me on my work by teasing me that I did the wrong thing.

Me : Amy! Sudah eh! Don't drop my water face!
Amy : Hahah! Kesian eh, 120 pages just now then reduce ne! yayy!
Me : -.-' Shaddup :P
Aiman : Banar wah?! Oh! I'm going to beat your pages, Em! :P
Me : Bring it on, darling! :P haha!
Amy : *still teasing me*
Me : Gosh, don't bug me! Go do your work, Shoo! *while deleting*
Aiman and Amy : *laughing like maniacs*

Yeah I admit that I didnt pay attention to class -.- Sir Leong was already proud that I managed to get into 120 pages. Crap la all! -.-

After computer class ended,

Amy : Em! Your boyfriend tu going home! *pointing at Jason*
Me : -.-'' Every chinese guy in this school you tend to say that they're my boyfriends eh?
Amy : hahaha! Awuu :P
Me : Then all the malay guys here all your boyfriends then! :P haha
Amy : Oh yess :P hahaha

She's adorably funny! ;) Probably my school here got less chinese people no wonder she get to think of that naive saying :P
I'm going Miri tomorrow by the way. Enjoying my holiday :P
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Oh extra info for today,
For my life that continues in a state of constant dull activities or boring rest, will you be the resultant force that acts on it to produce an acceleration into the future?
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RE : Gee Shien Wei, =/ I havent get myself ready to be your resultant force. To have a smooth acceleration, I need time.
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Weird reply huh =/ Never have I receive this kind of proposal. Shien Wei, you're so unique! :P Using Physics theory (Y)
Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 5/21/2009 02:57:00 AM
Deep Inside
Deep Inside

Random : My involuntary action happened in the afternoon. I broke one of the test tube during Biology Practical when it was in the progress. My bad =/

I was in my life, a perfect beautiful life with no challenger nor opponent. I could almost spend my time doing my daily routine. The same old daily routine. So fun and no worries at all. My expression was always so delightful doing the same kind of thing. I would not regret in doing such a thing at first.

Not long after that I finally realized I had been attacked by some sort of powerful opponent. Could not I defeat this opponent. Was way too powerful to defeat. I couldn't see the power in my opponent. I couldn't identify what sort of weapon does my opponent use. So difficult to do my analysis so in the end I lost.

I lost in vain. Lost so terribly. I wanted to find a way to win over this opponent but it was way too late. I realized that I had wasted my time doing my ever so lovely daily routine. I regretted and never again I'll repeat this task ever again.
Must be wondering what is it all about huh ;)

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Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift lyrics
Songwriters: Rose, Liz; Swift, Taylor Alison;

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see




Teardrops on My Guitar - Taylor Swift
@ 5/21/2009 01:10:00 AM
Greeting :)
Greeting :)

Random : I'm gonna spend my time doing my project for today ;) Since tomorrow's a holiday why not? My target to produce 100+pages ;)

I would like to make a post especially for my beloved friend, Vivian Tan Yi Wen :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIAN! Aww, you're turning 17 right? ;) Another teenager year! I bet you didn't expect I made a birthday greeting for you here huh :P And oh, I just greeted her again at facebook.

Vian, you're becoming more VAIN :P Neh just kidding. It rhymes wat (A) Though we haven't meet each other yet for a long time but we still keep in touch ;) Probably after exam we'll spend out time hanging out right? ;) I knew her since we were a toddler. Kids like us sharing things and borrowing stuff and play around like maniacs. I still remember we used to play Barbie Dolls :P Oh Gosh, it was so embarrasing when now I come to think of it. We used to hang out in our rooms, either hers or mine, sharing secrets and gossips here and there. As kids, we already knew how to gossip people, isn't that nice :P

She's my childhood friend. I used to live at her place with her and her family, she's my neighbour! But now I had moved to another place to live. A far away place from her =/ Aww some other time my siblings and I will just stop by at her house to see each other appearance and changes.

Before when we were in primary school together, HAHA! I was taller than Vivian! :P So proud. And now when I met her, she's like wayy taller than me! Aww, what make you so tall, vian? :( I was so shocked back then, even her lil brother and sister were over my maximum height. I was like O_O what the..

She's loud and talkative at the same time! :P When I tend to talk to her it will definitely make me go hyper and all that. Never have I regret having such a wonderful friend like her. I miss her voice xD Sometimes she would just go on talking about subjects and all the future stuff :P She's a nerd as well? Aww neh. It's a normal random thing to talk :)

Vian, this is especially for you *wink ;)

HAPPY

B e Yourself!
I nvite New Challenges
R ecall past triumphs
T rust your instincts
H ave faith in your abilities
D esire only the best
A ffirm your strength
Y ou're got what it takes!




Ne! That time I was taller than her wah! T.T And then now...
Oh Crap! I'm shorter than you by a centimeter :P

Woot! You look so sexy in here, vian :P haha! Bowling model yea~ :P
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 5/19/2009 01:35:00 AM
Totally Tired Tuesday
Totally Tired Tuesday

Random : It's been a while I didn't watch TV =/ Aww, and I've missed all the episodes of Wu Di Shan Bao Mei -.-

Exhaustion rose within me when I came to school. Tired and at the same time sleepy -.- I don't feel like studying due to my sleepy mode. But yet I painted a smile on my face when my friends came to say hi to me. For the first period of subject already made me stressed. I've been spending for long hours, probably like 6 hours? on computer project. Gosh, that was so stressing! Imagine, staring on the computer screen for 5-6 hours doing it non-stop. Probably because of that the short-sighted came to me.

Ah talking about that, during the English lesson in the reading room, I couldn't see what was on the white screen of the projector. The darkness of the room and the distance from the white screen had made me almost impossible to see what was on the screen. So I took out my sister's spec that I borrowed from her and wore it. Ah, what a clear vision infront me. I could see it so completely clear. And then Dijah noticed me and said, "Ah Emily! You look nice on it!" She was saying it almost out loud =/ Therefore some classmates of mine turned their head to the back and stared at me like a stranger. Well yeah it was my first time wearing spec to school and let them see as well. And then I was like, "Aww Gee Don't look at me. I look weird!" while covering my face and demand them not to look at me. Good thing the lighting which is dark hid my face which is in the blushed state. Oh great, they didn't get to see my blushing face ;)

Wearing spec is such a nuisance to me. For the first timer probably is like that. Then I walked around the school with the spec on. The environment of the school and the people here suddenly became soo wonderful, so beautiful, so clear. I could even see one student's pimple from far :P Aww so gorgeous, fascinating much! Then the people that I know became curious like asking me, "Eh Emily you wear spec as well ;)" Smiling was the only thing I could do. Why did they have to ask me again while they were seeing me on spec? -.- Some of my classmates were saying that I look cute in spec. I didn't make up this sentence alright. They stated it. I objected their statement and replied them I look terrible in spec.

Oh great, just now I really did have a worst headache during chemistry lesson. I didn't concentrate much on what teacher was saying. The spec really got my head spinning like mad. It hurt my eyes and my head and my nose as well, my ears too. Gahh, it's like entirely my head hurts! So I took the spec off. Aww, the world had turned to blur again. So I alternatively wore on and off my spec making my head more hurt. Aiman gave me a meaningful statement, wearing spec on and off would definitely making your head hurts, besides I'm a first timer as well. So yeah I accepted it and wore for necessary purpose only.

During the afternoon, I had extra class computer. Continueing the computer project again was really exhausting. Sir Leong, my computer teacher spotted me wearing spec.

Sir : Eh Emily, finally you're wearing spec ah?!
Me : Yeahlah
Sir : Told you already you're short-sighted. I knew it since last year loh
Me : -.- Baru this year I'm short-sighted
Sir : *ignore my sentence* How many is your degree?
Me : 100+ It's not mine actually, it's my sis's
Sir : Your one lei?
Me : No time to buy so I borrow my sis's first loh
Sir : Haiya what you mean no time to buy. Nearest shop got lei, checking for few minutes only mah
Me : *ignoring his sentence* Alright, I gotta go do my project now.
Sir : Bah go do now ah. Don't waste time already. You guys are far left behind already ah.

Then he kept nag, nag, nag on us! I bet his hobby's nagging. I wonder how his wife could stand his nag ah? When he left the computer lab for taking stuff, my classmates were sighing of relief. Ah, free from his nag finally. He just won't stop nag on us.

Alright now I have to go do my project now. Before the end of May must finish this Design and Implementation stage. And before the holiday starts must finish them by that date. I got like 200pages to go. I know, hell lots! -.-
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 5/18/2009 04:42:00 AM
Paradise
Paradise

Random : Oh gee, thought that I would skip to the next stage of implementation. Gosh, I'm slow -.- But hey, look at the bright side! I managed to defeat my classmates on the pages I've got! 85 Pages of Analysis and Design. Beat that! :P

Aww, starving and at the same time stomach grumbling continuously. My stomach crying for food that time was 6.50pm. The last time I intake food was at 1pm. Yeah, I starve so fast and my stomach full so quick. After a long hour sat infront of the computer screen, typing and clicking, doing my project computer, I felt my stomach was crying for food as if my stomach inside had suffer from famine -.-

So I tiptoed while walking downstairs to hunt for food. The way I walk was funny enough and my stomach sound would make you laugh till you're full. There, stood my mum cooking a dish that attract my attention. Whoa, curry fish with potatoes! Aww gee, it's been a while I didn't get to taste it. So much of missing eating those. I helped my mum in cooking. The only one I cook were vegetables. And I'm good at it! *perasan* -.-

After cooking, I prepared the cutlery and sat down. My stomach was already prepared for welcoming the food to arrive. I dipped my spoon into the hot bowl of curry fish and taste it. Ah, I felt like as if I'm in paradise. The soup of the curry fish were running down my throat so gently and I could taste every single bits of the soup of mixing with potatoes. The meat of the fish was so soft that I won't have to chew for it, just swallow would do due to the softness of the meat. I ate cautiously remembering my attitude of eating. The way I sound seems like I'm doing the eating advertising show -.-

Not long after that, my face had turned into a red hot face like Hellboy -.- You know the movie? uhuh, yeah that's it! :P Though it was spicy but I do enjoyed the delicious of the curry fish, ignoring my blushing state. Seems like you miss the part of seeing me blushing, Wei Kwang :P Boo! :P I especially like the potatoes till I ate it 4 or 5 of them. Yummy ;) A bowl of curry fish with potatoes was more than enough. My stomach had now filled with satisfy. After finishing my dish I ate two juicy apples to let my throat to be recovered from spicyness. Checking.. Huh? My weight still remains constant? -.- I ate a lot okay. Still 45kg. Congrats on maintaining my balanced diet. As if, I'm underweight -.-
Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 5/17/2009 01:38:00 AM
Randomness in me
Randomness in me

Random : I rather stay at home in my room than going outside breathing the fresh air. Don't think that my room has no fresh air. My room has 'double' the fresh air -.-

Aww gee. Nowadays I don't know what is the matter with me. I tend to become lazy each day. Trying to figure out where is the source of it but heck, the source of the lazyness is in myself anyway. Lazy to open the books to revision, didn't bother to finish up my homeworks, rather imitate my friends' answers. Sigh, EMILY SNAP OUT OF IT! What is the matter with you?! Flashback to the 'old-ies', this Emily girl was oh-so-hardworking, didn't complain much on homeworks and yet tend to finish up in time, not last minute. Hell yeah, she even beg the teachers for giving extra more homeworks. Aww, how adorable NERD am I -.- or so called GEEK? Hmm.. I prefer NORMAL -.-

Actually I am also lazy to blog not that I have no free time. Wong Wei Kwang, you better give me something in reward :P haha But yet, I as well wanted to make this blog of mine come to life again. Oh talking about life,

Knowing that I have sinned and that I need the Lord Jesus Christ as my Saviour, I now turn from my sins and trust Jesus for my eternal life. I ask Jesus Christ to forgive me and to deliver me from sin's power and give me eternal life. I now give Jesus Christ control of my life. From this time forward, as He gives me strength, I will seek to serve Him and obey Him in all areas of my life.

I know, it's so holy. I trust Jesus Christ from now on. Though I'm not Christian. Since the day I went to Church last Friday, my witnesses talked about all those sins and eternal life, my mind and soul had changed. I felt guilty coz I know I sinned alot. And like just now I had sinned.

I had wanted to knock down my little brother's head and shout at him at the top of my lungs! -.- At that time his eyes were just stuck into the laptop's screen and treat that as if I was talking to the wall. I complained to my mum that he played the laptop for the whole afternoon already but yet my mum didn't hear a word of me as if I was talking to the air. I wanted to use the laptop for some purpose, finishing up my project is something I really need to do. My little brother is a spoil brat -.- When he's mad he'll do anything to your stuff. He messed up my room to let out his anger. I felt the anger grown within me and felt like wanna smack him like a 'roti canai' to the wall! -.- I think twice, now I had sinned. I didn't take any action to my imagination. I felt guilty so I pray. Currently I locked my room and he's now trying his best to intrude my room again, with keys -.- He's like a predator searching for its prey. Wuu, I'm scared. *sarcastic*

Ouch, I had a headache after an hour nap. Haven't even finish my piles of homeworks here. I had postponed it like days. As I had mentioned earlier, I'm getting lazier. Wow, rhymes ;) Cannot ah!! -.- I so can't wait to go to PTEK ;) So yeah in that case, I have to sacrifice my time.

Oh great tomorrow's a Monday again. Four periods of facing Miss Susie is so basking or in other words, enjoying indeed -.- Ah, the wonderful Addmaths teaching in her is so memorable. What the. What had I just said? -.- By the way, my classmates currently had this phobia of seeing Miss Ling, my physics teacher. Last time she screwed her face into a furious and this severe expression. I think we had made her disappointed due to our faults. Copying each other homeworks is a no-no but yet we still did it. Well probably because of her monthly routine I guess =/

Oh lately I've been thinking of this 3-D movie. It just came popped into my mind :P How about making a 3-D ghost movie? *Evil laugh* You'll get scared out of of your life and increase your urine production due to the adrenaline increasing! The greatest fear of your life would suddenly came out from the cinema screen and trying to snatch out of your life. Aww I could already imagine it (A) Why didnt anyone think of that huh ;)

Huh, enough of this so many crap talks. I've been squeezing my brain juice out on what to write and now yeah it ended up like an essay about my life -.- nice.
Thursday, May 14, 2009 @ 5/14/2009 01:48:00 AM
Short-Sighted
Short-Sighted

Random : I didn't know my blog inspired people to create a blog as well. You know who you are, stalkers ;)

Couldn't I see any distant objects recently. My visions appear blur and I have to squint my eyes and rubbed my eyes as if my eyes has been got dirt or whatsoever that irritate my eyes. Due to make the view infront of me clear as possible. When I see people from far, their faces, blur completely as if there's nothing on their face. No, nothing I tell you. I have to guess who are they randomly. Their faces are nothing, as I mentioned earlier. When I see their each one of their faces of nothing, I'm scaring myself. And I feel the dizzy spinning around in my head trying to figure out who's the one waving me from far. I have to wave back to them just to give them face eventhough I don't really know who are they. I had to ask one of my friend that who is the one waving at me. Pity me I couldn't get to see the lovely face.

I tried to wear specs by borrowing my friend's specs the other day in order to analyse how many degree should I wear. Probably about 200, I guess. 200 is perfect for me. I felt my lens changed in my eye to focus an object. Never had I see something really crystal clear in my life! Oh it was so clear that apparently my expression lit up with delight. I could see everything, anything, anywhere so clearly! And yeah, I was trying to analyse as I mentioned earlier. I don't think that's my actual degree. I kept playing around as if I was teasing my lens by wearing specs and not wearing specs alternately. Shifting up and down just to see how the specs really works. Ah, fascinated me much.

Probably because of my short-sightedness, I read a lot of books and looking at the computer screen probably too long. That'll hurt my eyes I guess. I know, when I really wear specs, I'll definitely look like a nerd. People will tease me the way I look like when I wear specs. Oh gosh, I could really imagine that. I cannot understand why. I didn't even stare at the computer screen too near or too far. I'm sitting infront of it in a right posture. And books, I don't really read a lot of books :P Well unless exam's in the corner or whether I'm bored I'll flip over some novels or finishing up my lots of piling up homeworks on my table. Alright, I confessed. I do read a lot -.-

When I tried to wear my sister's specs as well. It do perfectly fit me as well. The degree I was told was around 150. So in the end I'm not sure what's my degree. I'll have to check up as soon as possible. Being in a blur world seems freaky to me. And scares me a lot. I wanna live in a clear, crystal place.

Once I placed the specs above my nose, I had to adjust them so that it'll fit perfectly on my nose. As a matter of fact, my nose is not so pointy so yeah, the specs keep falling down whenever I looked up -.- I think it's better for me to wear contact lens.


Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 5/10/2009 02:09:00 AM
Exhaustion
Exhaustion
Random : Didn't study for the whole day -.- Sigh

In the morning

Woke up early for the nervous day had finally come. Packed up my things and remove the rechargable camera. Packed all my necessary things and off I go. My mum fetched me to school due to my dad was sick. Walked along the bustand full of crowded people. Didn't realize even in the morning our fun fair carnival in smsh had now filled with crowds. Saw Bree running down from the stairs as I wished to walk up to my class. However I failed due to Bree's eagerness to wait Dijah to come. Then we waited at the bustand for a while therefore in the end we ended up going to class due to Dijah-always-late-come-anyway. Not long after that, Dijah came. Registered our names after the assembly then off we went to the hall according to the anouncement.

Hall was cold and full of students wide spread smiles on their faces. Definitely they couldn't wait for the fun fair later after the ceremony at the hall. The tetamu kehormat arrived late just because he's a VIP -.- Then we listened to the not-so-interesting-to-me-speeches. I ended up chatting with Bree and Amy who they sat beside me. I had becoming a little hyper due to the excitement grown within me.


After about 9am something, the ceremony ended. Finally I got to get out of this hall and enjoy myself! Off Bree, Dijah, Amy and I went loafing around and wandering about what to see around our school area. The gulingtangan performance attracted our attention a bit so we stopped to listen to their traditional songs for a moment. Not interested anymore after a minute or so, so we continue our hunting journey to somewhere that will amuse us.


We stopped to see a sign of indicates that there are turtle inside the classroom. Off we went into the classroom with joy and found out some turtles in a big blue container. There was a big one and small ones. I dare not to touch the Big one of course but the small ones will do to make me satisfy. After holding the turtle experience, we went to the bomba something like that. The firemen demo us some equipments that they knew and I didn't even bother to hear it. Just a bit will do.

After for a tired walk and my stomach was grumbling, I suggested to go for a jumbo sale outside the classrooms. The school area sold many varieties of food and beverage. But the only food and drinks I bought were popia, cupcakes, coconut drink and grapes. The cupcake really made my stomach felt satfisfying. Dijah, Bree and I ate our bought snacks at the bustand. The pictures are down below of me struggling to eat coconut in a funny way -.-
Pony ride was at the padang. We went to the padang after finishing our snacks. The pony, I had seen before when I went to Jerudong Park last time. I still remembered so vividly coz of the beautiful gorgeous of the pony. Too bad I didnt get to ride on horse of course not the pony. The pony would die if I once sat on it -.- Dont I dare to play on the flying fox either. I'll make myself embarrasing if I go up there screaming like there's no tomorrow. Not that I'm afraid of heights -.- It is just my reflex action.


In the afternoon

Time is going by so fast when we're having fun. Though I decided to stay at school to wait for the Katok people to come in the afternoon. To meet the ex-hasans and our ex-seniors. Really miss them a lot. Bree's and Dijah's families were coming to smsh and I envied them. My family's busy all day long. So I accompanied by Rhona, Eemay and Hadijah. So much I miss them! :) Aww and I didn't get to ride a horse so I had no choice but to refund the ticket. My mum came ealier than I thought though that time was 4pm already.


In the afternoon-night

I'm going to have tuition later at 5pm again. Tired but forced to go, I quickly cleaned myself and off I go to tuition with tired and still blushing face. My face was red hot due to the heat. Tuition from 5 till 7 really tiring if you just sat there didn't do anything but listen to teacher's explaination of physics.

After tuition I was the one who went home late and the coming soon movie made me think of it a bit. I was scared alone waiting in the dark so I forced myself not to think of it. Then my car came with everybody inside dressing up beautifully as if they wanna go out mall or something. I complained their late coming and I was told that we went out for a dinner. I thought I could go home after tuition but no. I had to exercise again.

After dinner we planned to go visit my dad at JPMC. I too wanna go there see my dad's condition. I hope he's better there.

Seems like he's healthy again I felt relief.



While watching TV, I thought this TV is better than my house's. It's a waste if you don't watch a TV at JPMC :P

@ 5/10/2009 12:20:00 AM
Descriptions of the photos
Description of the photos


From right to left : Amyy, Me and Bree ;) It was taken during the speech of the principal in the hall. I was hyper that time :P Can't wait to get out of here and play those games out there!

After renovation of our school hall. Nice and cool after the renovation ;)


I love your voice, principal ;) I wonder my marks can get a bit higher in Qualifying :P

Aww that was my expectation of the 15th anniversary cake of smsh. But the real cake seems shrinking -.-

Surprisingly attractive stage :)


Chitty chat with Bree while listening to the speech of whoever were on the stage :P


Lips were sore and voice were croak after using up our saliva on chatting :P haha Doing our own task for a moment. Me, fixing my tudong. Bree, investigating her nails ? -.-


The turtle looks grumpy. Seems like it's uncomfortable when the person held it :P aww lemme carry you :P



How's my handle, turtle? :P At least you were trying to stuggling to make yourself comfortable? Gee, don't you like me turtle? :P


Aww gosh! Turtle like Dijah more! -.- Aiee aiee! *jealous* :P



Whoa! Look at it's shell! It's hard like a rock!! *sakai*



Swim turtle!! Crawl for your life!! Someone's wanna abduct you! :P


Hyper-ly, psycho-ly laugh with giggles of me -.- Dijah and Aiman, you guys better handle that turtle with care :P haha



Bree's arrogant look :P Me, Dijah and Aiman's lovely smile ;)



Washing hands after holding turtles. I'm gonna miss your scent turtle! Euw :P hahah!


Dadah Poster behind us? Yeap :P From left : Aiman, the responsible prefect, Me, the only chinese girl, Dijah, the animal lover and Bree, the genius :P


Amy joined us in the picture to replace Aiman :D



You have no mercy at all, shooting a perfect photographer like me! :P In your nostrils, Bree! :P ahhaha



Dijah and I holding a weapon. Shoot shoot! :P Heavy much. Not enough strength to carry it -.-


Demo us the holmatro works



I thought I saw a ghost in this picture -.-



Bimbotic walk :P


Tired after all those visiting classes one by one. Enjoy our snacks. As a matter of fact I don't enjoy hot stuff in this hot weather. How can they survive with it? With their smiles on their faces no worries for them :P

On the other hand I rather enjoy my cool, paradise, coconut juice! After halfway of my drink, I planned to eat the flesh of the coconut.

Whoa! After 2 or 3 minutes struggling the flesh, haven't taste it yet. I need a chopstick -.- Come on! I'm starving!!


AHH!! GOTCHA! :P



Happily got it!! satisfy! Oh the hole, I poked it to get it ;)



Ahah!! PONY!! Nice hair you got there, pony. Though look straight but rough. Aren't you the most adorable creature! :D I was trying to interrupt the pony's meal. Evil :P



Stop eating! And start vaining! I guess it doesn't use my language :P



Vaining! NOT KEMON-ING! -.- hahah!

I like this view! However my face spoils all overall the photo -.- Dang it. The horse looks gigantic O_O


Walking, breeze blew under my tudong~ (8) haha


Vain

Double vain



Different vain partner :P

candid of a hungry monster xD