Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 12/31/2009 11:09:00 PM
Nightmare New Year Eve
Screwed it! I hate being left alone at school. I was planning to find my boyfriend somewhere but I couldn't find him. It's been a while we didn't talk to each other :/ I felt something had gone missing between us. But I just couldn't figure it out what.
Somehow nobody actually sees me walking around here. Are they blind or am I invicible? They mind their own business without even took a glance of me and they were all strangers. I've never seen them in my life. It was all so odd.
Oh! There he is! My boyfriend :D I walked to him and he stared at me as if he didn't see me before. What was the matter? He stared at me and not for a while he walked away? :O I gave a flustered expression thinking what had I done wrong?
I tried to get near to him but he's like running away from me. I couldn't reach to him so I just sat alone in the corner pretending that I'm busy or whatsoever on my phone. I went to Facebook to cure my boredom and that's what I'm always doing.
I went into my boyfriend's profile and suddenly caught my eye. His profile picture. Him with his ex holding so close to each other. I was gasp-ing! Did they got back together again? :'( I was crying with all my might. I couldn't remember he did suggest a breakup. How come he got with her all of a sudden. My mind went all wild and my heart all stumbled out. Out of the blue my boyfriend just disappear into the thin air and went back to her again. I was in an emotional state.
Then I saw his ex walking around with her friends. She knew about it too and even told me that they didn't get back together. I didn't know why I trust her because I know him. He's such a loyalty kind of guy who will love his love till the end. I was just another backup for him to keep aside :(
Tears leaked and leaked and leaked, never ending. I felt my face all went wet and so does my side hair. As if I'm sleeping on a wet sponge. Sleeping?
I woke up from the horrible nightmare. I got up and spotted I slept infront of the mirror! -.-' I believe that it is not a good thing to sleep infront of the mirror as the Feng Shui said cause it'll suck some of your spirit or something and maybe gave you nightmare. Oh yes, I'm being superstitious :P
I was glad it was only a nightmare.
Labels: late night, nightmare
