Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 1/23/2010 12:52:00 AM
Birthday
I wish not to be pissed anymore. I was cold to him the other night right after he told me that he'll going wayy awayyy from me starting today till as soon as he finished his work and that means I don't know when. Pissed for a night made me feel suffocating. I don't usually pissed for a small thing. Well maybe yes, but not as long as this -.- Sigh.
He was trying all his best to make me happy and he did :) A bit. I understand that it wasn't his intention for leaving me and break his promise to me cause his company suddenly wanting him to go KK for work stuffs :S And yeah, I was really not satisfied when he told me that. As the second he told me I was in a state shocked. Couldn't utter any words but to left in despair -.- All the waiting I've been waiting since the day he promise me will spend with me on my birthday was all vanished like a powder into the thin air.
If he didn't tell me last minute I could have spend time with my friends on my birthday :/ Yeah sure. It was a surprise :'( I messaged some of my friends, most of them got their plans already. Either going out on a date or with friends or family. Aww pity me right ? -.-
Well, my family planned to go miri on my birthday so we're going out on a dinner today to make it advanced :) I'd rather count on my family than my boyfriend! O:)
Not a big blast birthday, just a small gathering will do :)
I'm still waiting for my boyfriend's plan to come true :)
