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Thursday, April 1, 2010 @ 4/01/2010 09:06:00 PM
First of April
I'mma always gonna talk about school since I'm like spending most of my time at school.

School, school, school - yada, yada, yada :p I'm so bored till I go yada-yada. Wth I'm so lame -.-

I'm like feeling that Eas is getting tougher than I thought :/ I better go read some articles in improving my commenting skill. It is wayy out of my expectation. Dear Eas, I'm sorry that I've underestimate you -.- *bang the wall*

Going up and down the stairs really made me sweaty! I sweat easily and I despise it! :O
Going to cafeteria, sweat *took out tissue and lap my face*
Going to the notice board area, sweat *lap my face*
Going to classes, sweat again.
Wth. This could go on and on.

Fear : Emily so crazy, siao one :p
Me : *LOL-ing* Oh, you even know what is siao?
Fear : Someone told me ma.
Me : AHH! I know who! *wink wink* :p *mentioning his name*
Fear : No, no! It's not him! What's chicken in chinese? (random talk eh)
Me : Why? you hungry ah? its call "ji"

Fear : Also can use for people kan? why kan? what does it mean?
Me : It means a...*silent* HAHA a whore.
Fear : WHAT? you kidding la :p HAHAH! Don't you april fool me!
Me : I'm not! :o It is true :p
Fear : Em, you wanna eat a WHORE? since youre hungry :p HAHHA

So siao one :p hahahha.
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO BREE PHA! :D
Another of my bestfriend :D Wish you the best luck in everything and you're the bestest friend I've got! :D We're still darlings each other, yes? :D we're gays! ;p I miss gossiping and stalking with you ;p


Am like, omg, my pupils are like covering the whole eyeballs of mine -.- Too hyper motion face I've got. I'm drunk -.-


My babyboy is a sleepyhead *mwah* I love you darling :D HAHA! (L)

P.S I no like playing Go -.- Cause I always lose, that's the reason *kiasu tone*

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Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 3/31/2010 06:35:00 PM
S.C.H.O.O.L
I like the feeling when I get to type my username and password in a twinkling of an eye :p (have I said this before? no) I'm like asking question and answering myself -.- poor me. Crap, I'm tired with all half of the day at school. Wanting my life ah! :/

Yes, I praised the Facebook creator that creates this :
S.C.H.O.O.L = Six Crazy Hours Of Our Life!
I DOUBT IT! More like MORE THAN SIX HOURS staying there.

But it's alright, at least got friends and my darling to hang out with. That's the only best thing about school. Agree? :D

This morning, went to school as usual, more like 7-ish arriving. Great timing, no traffic jam! It's usually traffic congestion occur at about 7-ish am. Spotted my "alai" gang. They used to call themselves alai-alai and I don't know why :p (it rhymes wat)

Lyea and I went to our class but I spotted Bree at the halfway. I took her to Rhon's class but she haven't arrived yet so yeah, in the end, we didn't get to see her this early morning. Bree and Zhaf are okay with each other. It was yay! :D

Had an hour of Physics then out I went for my ps to find Matty. It's usually full house in the library or at the canteen. You should have seen during breaktime and lunch time at the canteen O_O wayy crowded! We searched for an empty classes to sort out our things. I got the record books! :D My babyboy adores pinching my face :p hehe

Matty : I don't like that teacher *pointing at him*
Me : Why not?
Matty : cause he cut my hair ah!
Me : what la. Saspen eh. Cause your hair too long ma. Covering your eyes one. Samseng.
Matty : Where got samseng la. I just don't like him ah. I want my hair back *estimating how long is his hair* So short :/ You know the time when at Go Tournament, you've seen my picture right. I miss that hair ah!
Me : *No comment*

HAHA. He's such a complainer and as if he soo into his hair ah :p Cute.

Had an appointment with Dijah today :D I so miss her that I wanna hug her! xD HAHA. Her birthday's today! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DIJAH! My bestfriend! :D I gave her the gift I bought at miri, it was sort of huge and fat making my bag fat and plump :p Get to talk to her, Bree and Zhaf was there too ;p Oh right! Today's April fool eve! ;p

I no like during lesson. It's so dreary :/ I wanna have ps whole day! :p

I got Computer and Math test today. It was awful. Especially the ones that goes to Computer. I'm like reading the topic, yes. But it's like 1/4 of the topic I've read come out :o Super dead meat. I'mma fail for the test. Math test was superb. I finished early than anybody else just hope that I'm not too over confident. That'll deduct my strength.

After Math, Matty and Zhi han were outside the class, probably waiting for me. Then I was like saying hi to them la. Out of the blue, Zhi han was like dragging while putting his arms at my shoulder then I was like ah what? -.- blur eh. I spotted the girl that he adores for him and he was like floating away to get to her. HAHA!

I've spent my afternoon time after my eas class with the birthday girl and a guy, don't know his name at first :p Named Hazwan. He's cool and I like to communicate with him. We chatted at the cafeteria/canteen. I don't know why I'd rather communicate using english than chinese or malay :p I just love to use english.

For example, during GoClub meeting just now, there's this chinese guy named Derrick Ling, I spoke to him English. I won him at the first round. A funny guy that told me, during the game, his hands were shaky that he even demo his shakable hands to me :p haha!

Ghaz : Emily, tu ah semua geek ah.
Me : *laughing* ko geek jua la then? :p
Ghaz : Obvious wa tu. Semua pakai spec lagitu.
Me : Why do you wanna join by the way.
Ghaz : Pasal ada this movie playing go. Durang main atu cool bah.
Me : Anime ka? Ko pandai main?
Ghaz : awu anime. Pegang pun inda pernah.
Me : Aku pun beginner wa :p

While Ghaz was playing with a so-call-for-him-a-geek guy, I was playing with Derrick. Ghaz goes like this, "Laju wahh. Lambat jua ko ane." to the geek guy :p Then he was like, "pikir jua ku ne" staring at the go board :p HAHA! Gagas with Ghaz really suitable eh ;p

I played a round with Ghaz in my sleepy mode. Of course I lost to him terribly and I want a rematch! -.- *kiasu*

I'mma hunt down Rhon tomorrow! Since she asked for it! :p

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Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 3/11/2010 10:01:00 PM
My birthday boy ♥
Seriously, I did his birthday gift last minute :p To be precise, I started last monday ;p I was having a hard time on deciding what to give. yeap, ending up stress haha. In the end, all my hardworks are worth every minute spending on it ;D

I made paper hearts for him. It's my first time trying and trial, experimenting the ways to fold it in a proper way.





I even thought of youtube-ing it -__- I really had no experience on folding origami sort of. That's the best I could think of a birthday gift haha ;p Self-learning by youtubing. I sort of followed the style on folding kind of like that. Mission accomplished! Though I didn't count how much hearts had I folded, successfully filling up a box of hearts! ♥

I thought of putting my record books inside too ;) hehe. I was really glad I finished writting in just one night before his birthday ;p yeap, I stayed up late night just to make everything perfect O_O

I sent a lovely birthday greeting exactly midnight, 11th March 2010 ♥

The morning, going to school as usual. I met up Lyea and the rest of my mates last year. Sitting with them and chit-chat for awhile. They've been at the pool area way early like 6am -.- gee ;p After that Lyea and I went to our registration class to take attendance.

As usual I had all those subjects arranged in my schedule for Thursday. Early period had Eas. Sir Ravi as usual teach with his emotional teaching method :P haha. Physics period after that, whenever I see Teacher Ainee, she reminds me of teacher susie :/ her teaching method likewise ms.susie. Yeap, sort of strict and she didnt talk much. But at least Teacher susie got sense of humour -__-

Breaktime with ps after that, had a chance to spend more time with my birthday boy :D He was asking for his present but I lied to him saying that I did not have since I'm empty handed ;p say, my bag was getting heavy due to the present I had to carry :O hehe.

During breaktime I get to meet up my friends ;D I was a bit awkward and put up a flusterred expression when Matty told me that vice president of go wants to talk to me. I thought she was going to mention about the go club thingy but instead she told me she'll gonna give Matty a surprise so I obey her rules ;p HEHE Alright then during ps, I finally gave Matty his perfect gift. He loves it! ;D Kept saying thank you AWW ♥ ♥

During lunch time, we successfully hid the surprise for him :D yayy, mission accomplished to put a smile on him! Most importantly, he laughed ;D I love the way he smiles, it's just so tempting ;p HEHE ♥

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MY DARLING ;D The book record I had written about you are facts and never will I change my heart for the others. My heart just belonged to you. Hopefully I'll get to celebrate all your birthdays every year ;D *mwah* ♥

I should have taken a picture of the present I gave ;p

Love you lao gong ~ ♥♥

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Wednesday, February 17, 2010 @ 2/17/2010 11:01:00 PM
Snap shot
Let the pictures hit the blog!

The second day of CNY is also my birthday :P Well, according to the chinese calendar. So I'm 17 again :P (Zac Efron's movie. Pfft lame :P)
Angpao worth RM895 $.$

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Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 1/26/2010 06:23:00 AM
Pictures speak millions of words
It was the best birthday I've ever had! ;D Loving the surprise party planner!


*mwahhh* :P



The people, part of the lying-the-gullible-birthday-girl *sniff sniff*

The couples :D HEHHEHEHHE



The inturder and the invasion of Fakhrul! Coming on with some peace signs and laughter! :P

My friendly old neighbourhood :D

The handsome wolves and my two Best BoyFriends! :D



The presents are still come in messy on my tables. Exactly occupied on my desk.

Walaa! Happy 17th Birthday to me :D

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Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 1/24/2010 06:35:00 PM
The true story beyond
I'll just start off with couple days ago. Celebrating advanced birthday with my family at Misato ;) And yes, it's a japanese appetite ;D Aww gee, if I could have one more bite of unagi!
Coincidencely saw Makai and his friends stepped into Misato. I was like that guy looks familiar. After finishing dinner, went for shopping at huaho kiulap. That place reminds me of childhood moments, we rarely go there anymore. Who would want to go huaho kiulap so far when we have Huaho bunut instead ;p As usual my mami would go to clothing section to buy clothes for cny. Actually kind of bored looking all those clothing already so I just stared at my phone, wondering if my darling will be okay at kk.

Then again, I saw someone familiar. Someone which I wish not to see that person again. It was too sudden! O_O I squint my eyes and I 50% sure Johnny was looking at my direction too! I let out a squeked and hid my face -__- dang! HAHA seeing him reminds me of memories.

Then when I hid my face, he's gone. Was that an illusion? No idea. Then came a message from my darling ;) I was actually a little mad at him for his late reply. He told me he didn't enjoy his kk trip at all, wishing me to be at his side. I so miss him from the bottom of my heart. I was too, wishing if only he wasn't at kk -.-

At 10.30, I went online, waiting for someone who could actually chat with me on my birthday. Thanks to the ones who willing to accompany till my exact birthday. I received few greetings too. Thanks everyone ;)

My sis accompany me chit chat for a while before we sleep. Complaining no one would ever celebrate with me on my birthday. Just a small gathering. And then we went on gossiping and secrets. I had trouble sleeping at night. Couldn't sleep at all.

The morning of 24th January 2010, woke up revealing panda eyes O_O ate donut as breakfast. HAHAHA pity eh -.- Watch the Biggest Loser Asia, as in so random. Aww I guess my birthday turned out to be the same ordinary day ;) Parents and lil bro went to Miri, left my sis, and Wilson at home. Planning for outing with Alex and Vivian.
My sis asked to go for Mister Pizza during lunch. Ate another bread for lunch?! :O We went out fetching Vivian and Alex before going to mall. Going to the CD shop to search any dvds. Around 12 going to Mister Pizza. Looking from far already I could tell Mister Pizza so quiet and why was that. Vivian told me to go in first as she pushed me in. The guy at the counter Mister Pizza there smiled to me o.o? I smiled to him back :P Apaan. At the walkway, I think I saw Deejah standing there. Well maybe that was just coincidence meeting her at lunch ;)

A SURPRISE break the whole silence ? O_O I'm 0% don't know what's going on. At that time, I didn't figure it out that today was my birthday :O HAHAH! OMG! Okay, people there actually saw my expression looked like -__-' It was a don't-know-wtheck-is-that expression. My face tells, "WHO ARE THOSE PEOPLE??!" hahhah that was what Muin told me. Bree held a birthday cake infront of me. Then they sang happy birthday song~

In my thoughts, I was thinking, Aie? Didn't bree told me that she got a date? and muin, he got his plan too. didn't expect Fakhrul, elson would be here? Martin? Didn't he got a spring cleaning to do? :P and hah? Xiang Jun and his gf? Seeing Rhonnie too! And Carol!! :O AH? WHAT IS TIISS! and that was why my expression looks as if I'm ready to kick their asses :P HAHHA! omg. How could they lie to me!! They're such good actors and actresses!!! XD Everyone looked awesome!

They told me to look behind me. I glanced around then saw Matty! :O My mind was actually goes like this : OMG! WHY THE HELL IS HE HERE? didn't he just told me he went to KK? :O ohh I must be dreaming, dreaming!!! :OOO GAH, at that time, I wanted to differentiate between dreaming and reality! :'D IF no one was around, I could go hug him! HAHAH as my expression was too solemn already. Was too shocked ahh! :O man~ I could go like this forever, "I must be dreaming~" -.- omg omg omg omg omg ... Infinite. how could he lie, lie to me that he's going to kk? :') haahah. Didn't know a thing cause everyone act as if he was really going to kk ah :O omg I'm soo gullible! I'm as blah as a noobie!

Received soo much presents from them! xD THANK YOU SOOO MUCH EVERYONE! xD

I still can't believe it :'D *sniff sniff*

My cake was CHOCOLATE!! WUUUWEEEE :D hahah. And it wrote "mami panda happy birthday" Aww, that was the time I realized it was papa panda would have wrote it ;D I made wishes then blew the candle. I was having hard time on cutting the cake. It's hard as a rock, I could have use the metal knife instead of the plastic ones. Cake was yummy and sweet ;D Pizza was delicious! :D

After lunch hour, we decided to go for movie, the tooth fairy! :D I've watched the trailer and it was hilarious! The movie was SUPERB AWESOME! :D HAHAHA! Somehow I missed some part of it. Rhona and Deejah went home so we said goodbye while Bree and Zhafri too, in their own world~ :P

After the movie, Fakhrul and Muin were teasing me and my boyfriend :P I showed them my fist! :P HAHA I know, I'm so ganas :D After movie, we went for some desserts like ice cream? :D Matty introduced us to go to snowhouse. Never been there before.

So yea, went up the stairs and saw Tan sitting at the staircase with his shocking state when we all spotted him smoking outside snowhouse. Alright, I won't talk much O:) HEHE So we, Matty, Muin, Fakhrul, Elson, Martin and Carol went inside hunting for a comfy place. The sofa seats were taken by a I-don't-really-like-them group. I saw one of my friends there staring at me somehow I wish not to say hi :/ Woops. I'm not arrogant, I just don't want his friends think that the guy was my friend :P apaan.

We ordered 3 plates of snow ice cream, different flavour so we could share! Tasted soo snowy and stinging my tongue! :D Ohhh I love them!

After that, Matty and I went to take back my presents which we put at Martin's brother's shop ;) thanks martin ;) then I went home with my sis, wilson, viv and alex. My darling and the others went home too ;D
As usual, when one of our family members got birthday, we ate noodles with chicken soup and eggs. I ate two birthday cakes in one day! ;D HAHA. My sis bought another chocolate cake ;D WUHUU I made another wishes! :P HAHAH. *tamak*

Late night, chatting with my baby boy! Love him to the max!

Happy birthday to me ;D And I'm 17 :O still young. boo! :P

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@ 1/24/2010 06:52:00 AM
BLAST you guys!
HAHHAHAH Okay, I was laughing like hell at my previous two posts I posted up -.- GAHH! Didn't realize I was that emo!! HAHAH :D Looking at it reminds me that I'm so gullible and so noobie -.- Didn't even know they were acting! :O

Ohh they're soo gonna get the Academy Award of acting!! :O

THE SURPRISE WAS AWESOMENESS!

This was the best ones in my life! Never had like that kind before ;)

I'll do all those story tomorrow ;D and upload pictures :D I'm tired going out the whole day ;)
24th January 2010, you're the best date !

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Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 1/23/2010 12:52:00 AM
Birthday
I wish not to be pissed anymore. I was cold to him the other night right after he told me that he'll going wayy awayyy from me starting today till as soon as he finished his work and that means I don't know when. Pissed for a night made me feel suffocating. I don't usually pissed for a small thing. Well maybe yes, but not as long as this -.- Sigh.

He was trying all his best to make me happy and he did :) A bit. I understand that it wasn't his intention for leaving me and break his promise to me cause his company suddenly wanting him to go KK for work stuffs :S And yeah, I was really not satisfied when he told me that. As the second he told me I was in a state shocked. Couldn't utter any words but to left in despair -.- All the waiting I've been waiting since the day he promise me will spend with me on my birthday was all vanished like a powder into the thin air.

If he didn't tell me last minute I could have spend time with my friends on my birthday :/ Yeah sure. It was a surprise :'( I messaged some of my friends, most of them got their plans already. Either going out on a date or with friends or family. Aww pity me right ? -.-

Well, my family planned to go miri on my birthday so we're going out on a dinner today to make it advanced :) I'd rather count on my family than my boyfriend! O:)

Not a big blast birthday, just a small gathering will do :)
I'm still waiting for my boyfriend's plan to come true :)

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Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 1/21/2010 07:10:00 AM
He's not here
Fine, I don't mind. Thanks a lot with the "awesome" surprise you gave! Especially on my birthday!
You don't even make me happy or cheer me up. Just millions of sorry you splattered to me.
Definitely a "happy" birthday.
Last year's the same, this year too!

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Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 1/20/2010 07:47:00 AM
Expect the unexpected
Result of O Level will soon to be revealed and it's not known yet by us. Rumours said so that it'll be bombarded to us at the end of January. Gee, I just realized time past by so fast. Somehow I still feel it ticking so slow since I'm here being a desperate-o wanting to step into PteK!

I'm having this school-sick :( I wanna meet my friends again. I so surely they'll have in good shape! ;P haha!

The dates shifting next on my phone calendar so fast. I guess I even never notice what's the date today. My big day's coming soon. And neh, I didn't countdown or whatsoever. I don't think my birthday's gonna be any special happening :( Sigh, so like a drama~

I'm just hoping that the result of Olevel won't become my birthday gift ;)

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