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Friday, October 31, 2008 @ 10/31/2008 02:32:00 AM
A weird funny dream yet sweet ^^
A weird funny dream yet sweet ^^


Last night I messaged Johnny till 11.30pm something like that. I was the first to end the conversation by giving him a goodnight kiss on his cheeks and hugs him tightly. :P Yeah I know~ Its disgust you. :P He told me that he's hoping that he'll be in my dream tonight. Really true. I did dream of him xD And he was the main character! Never in my dream he was. This is the first I think. :P As I said the dream was really weird & funny yet sweet :P
At first I was walking alone. Then suddenly Qilah was with me walking. o.o? I didnt know how she got there. It was like a sudden. I walked with her then we chit chat. I forgot about what we chat but doesn't matter lah. :P We were walking to the bus stand at our school. Then when we were there, don't know why the Form5 having their Olevels there. Sitting there and having exams while talking with each other as if they're not having Olevels. =.=" From far I can hear Johnny's voice talking Brunei Malay. Haha! xD I told you when he speaks Brunei Malay it was really funny! xP chinese talking malay imagine that with slang! xD
We walked past the bus stand ignoring them. Then suddenly Qilah turned into Johnny! I was like what the hell! HAHA! Evolution always occur in my dream xD
Then suddenly someone came chasing us from behind! I was like huh? Then suddenly Johnny grabbed my hand and I was like O_O! hahah! Imagine just like one of the drama. Then got background love music (8) haha! So like a drama~
Then suddenly we went to my house at sibu. Doesn't make sense eyh. We were running from Brunei till Sibu?! HAHA! xD
We went upstairs and Johnny told me that we had to seperate so that the "someone" can't find us. Then I kissed his cheecks & I hug him tightly like a teddy bear~ xD haha! Then off he go.
Suddenly *POOF* I woke up! =.= haha!



(>^.^)> (s) j O h N n Y 520 1314!!!! (s) <(^.^<)*nVr uNdEsTiM8 UrSeLf. TrY 2 LuV UrSeLf b4 LoVin sUm0nE~ says: wOW! (>^.^)> (s) j O h N n Y 520 1314!!!! (s) <(^.^<)*nVr uNdEsTiM8 UrSeLf. TrY 2 LuV UrSeLf b4 LoVin sUm0nE~ says: THATS INDEED A DREAM.. Haha!!




Thats what he said. xD
Thursday, October 30, 2008 @ 10/30/2008 03:10:00 AM
Sir Yong aka Bree's "daddy" will be happy ne! :P
Sir Yong aka Bree's "daddy" will be happy ne! :P

4th day of exam - According to the title above indicates that day I sat for commerce. :P Which is paper1. =D I've did my best for this paper already. I hope I'll get 45+/50 :D I know~ I always got 40+ only. Not above 45. Sigh~ So yeah~ I'll show to Bree's "daddy" that I'll get what he wants! :P HAHA!
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 @ 10/29/2008 03:34:00 AM
My malay sucks :D
My malay sucks :D

3rd day of exam - I thought Malay 1 started forst so I read Karangan a lot! T.T but it end up Malay2 start first! So dumb ah me :P I noticed when Sir Zamri wrote Bahasa Melayu Kertas 2 on the whiteboard. =P

Malay2 - I nearly ran out of time eyh. Nearly didnt finish. But luckily my reactive was fast. I manage to finish to buat ayat for the beroperasi. =P I choose soalan 2 and 4. Oh yeah. the puisi ah.. majority people wrote pantun. But I wrote Gurindam. I hope I was right. =D

Malay1 - I think I was the first one to finished my karangan. I wrote facts about students cannot bring mobile phones to school. Beri pendapat. something like that. :P I finished them at 11.30. Then I was like why time goes by so slowly. :P haha! & my words was like little. 360 words like that. Geee~ I think not enough points but who cares. I already ran out of ideas. :P So I leaned on my table wait for the clock to struck to 12.20. Heh. xD
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 10/28/2008 02:23:00 AM
Exam !
Exam !

1st day of exam was okay. Nothing much. Its Maths 2. I targeted for 80-90 marks. ^^ Its so easy. Yay! xD

2nd day of exam
was Biology2 and Chemistry2.

Biology2 -
This paper is more easier than the last test2. Well thats lucky. Hope I'll pass this time. This will make me more luckier. Ive done my best this time. Really. Ive got this phobia of failing my bio again so I wont make it happen again. NO MORE!

Chemistry2 - Well yeah the paper was so-so. Got some questions were kindda repeating from the one we had done in the oh-so-many-papers Miss Annie gave. =D OK for me laa.. But I know I got some mistakes. Probably lost all 5 marks in the empirical formula questions and section B i lost 10 marks all of them. T.T I know~ I choose a tough question instead of question 13 with the diamond and silicon thingy. Ask us to compare. But I really dont know any of them coz I didnt read that part. Too bad. =P
Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 10/25/2008 10:47:00 PM
All I want is a simple love
说不上为什么我变得很主动
若爱上一个人什么都会值得去做
我想大声宣布对你依依不舍
连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受
河边的风在吹着头发飘动
牵着你的手一阵莫名感动
我想带你回我的外婆家
一起看着日落一直到我们都睡着
我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走☆
我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡着
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我★
想~~~简!简!单!单!爱~~~
想~~~简!简!单!单!爱~~~
This reminds me of him & I <3
@ 10/25/2008 05:54:00 AM
Lets Party! xD
Lets Party! xD
-Before the party-
Tadaa! I bought some snacks (chocolates and sweets) for class party teacher's day celebration on the 25th. xD So cheap. :P At least I got buy something mah. xD Well yeah we do have class party. Its actually for Teachers' day & Hari raya. =)


-During the party-
You know what. I ate 3 rounds. xD Haha! I'll end up gaining weight ni. T.T But yeah, as usual Bree would say you're still skinny bah. :P The party was fun! xD I got helped them making some ribbons for decorations for our classroom. Dijah is so talented! She was the one who make the ketupat! It was gorageous! xD I even 'tapao' one home. She insist. =P
Oh yeah before we're having party we went to canteen first. xD Got ceramah-ing and three students made poems for teachers. ^^ And! We got new elected head prefect for 2009 whom is my classmate, monitor and prefect = Miftah Haziq Bin ... (uhhh..forgot his full name xP Bree will remind me for this =/) Is it Zulaiehe? Spelling error?? =P Well yeah, Bree drooled for the whole morning. He gave some speech for teachers. Then after that we salam all the teachers in our school. My legs hurt after that coz I keep bending & salam all the teachers. =/
I feel like Exam is over already coz we had party baa. xD Haha! Exam start on Monday kaliah! T.T
-After the party-
Ahhh~ So tiring~ Stomach heavy but I forced myself to walk. =P I wanna go home & rest but oh noo~ Mami came fetch me with sis and bro in the car. I knew Mami's going to take us to some place.
"we're going to education fair later o~" said Mami. I knew it! T.T
Sigh~ I miss TV & my bed~ I'm like a pig eyh! :P
-Education Fair-
I saw three people I know at Rizqun there~
1- Shafira
2- Cikgu Nasib (Hadri's dad) xD
3- Steven's friend. (don't know his name) xP
Shafira tagur me 1st. So surprised I can met her there. Shes with other Stpri students.
Cikgu Nasib was there too. But I think he doesnt know me :P Well its a good thing laa. I won't have to tagur. haha im shy baa. =P
Surprised also I saw Steven's friend. The guy that always took picture with him de. x)
But when I look around I expect to meet Steven but no. =P He'll be in my afternoon nap later. =PPP
Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 10/24/2008 02:10:00 AM
At the Beginning
We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start
Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart
Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ 10/23/2008 02:30:00 AM
=(
He look rather sad today just now at school. I don't know whats happening. Maybe because of Olevel. I don't know.

Today I was just smile at him and wave hi to him. And of course he gave me immediate respond as mine. Saw him at library but I think he hardly notice me. =/ Sigh~

I wanted to talk to him before I went home. But I cannot just left Dijah alone standing there. I know. He's alone too. But not long after that my car came already. That time I was just about to go to him and ask him why he act like that. But well yeah, I end up saying goodbye to him. Then I went home. Regretting.


By the way,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! <3
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @ 10/21/2008 02:30:00 AM
Gee~
SHOOT!! OMG! I didnt know my end of year exam is on the 27th! Oh man! I haven't even start my damn revision! T.T I thought the exam will be next month! But instead it end up next week!

GOSH~ Have to start now!

By the way, last monday I was so "famous" eyh. :P People keep asking me if I'm still "alive" LOL! xD Today well yeah, I met Sir Leong this morning.

Sir Leong : Emily! I heard you faint that day eh! What happen o?? Heart Broken is it?!
Emily : Yeahloh I faint ah. I where got heart broken lah! I got heart attack lei!
Sir Leong : HUH!! Is it o? haiyoo.. Then Doctor got give medicine lah?
Emily : Yup. & I got heart attack all because of you loh. =P (joking)

HAHHA! Funny I know~ xDD

Btw On monday before commerce, Muin, Aiman, Dijah and Moi moi were talking something bad about Ghazali. Haha which is soo true! =P

Ghazali is a selfish guy. Whenever he got problem in homeworks, he will come to Muin and steal his book without asking permission and say anything. =.= Its so funny when Muin explain to us! xD Then after finish copying Muin's work at his place he will send back muin's homework.! Man, without even saying thank you! =.= wahh! If me ahh! I will go mad at him. But I don't dare. =PP He's sometimes scary ahh!
Oh yeah got another case too! xD When commerc-ing. We were doing arithmetic. Moi moi was the first to finish the two questions. Then Ghazali was like roll his eyes to her eyh. So kia su! He wants the first to finish bah dats why! -.-

Okay I think I'll stop here. xP Gtg become a nerd again~ xDD Addmaths~I'm coming~~~

Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ 10/18/2008 09:22:00 PM
I miss you Escapade Sushi~ xD
<18th>

Family in the house! xD
















We made surprises for Mami! <3>




















First picture =
Mami - U better sing me a birthday song ah! =P

Elwin - Okay Mami. Anything u said. xD

Second picture =
Elwin - Happy birthday to you~ (8)

Mami - xDD















OMG! LOok at the difference man!! =PPP
















How vain of us. xPP





















Is it the lobster hard to cut. Till Mami went stabbing it! :P






















Can't I have a peaceful vain picture. =.="






















Us Posing~ =PP Creator of the pose = My sis. =.="




@ 10/18/2008 01:25:00 AM
WHEN RAYA-ING WITH FRIENDS
4th OCTOBER 2008 - SATURDAY


First, Rhona & I went to Sir Sufi's house. Sir gave us a box of weird jelly beans. =PP

Then, Bree came my house. We all go to Dijah's openhouse. ^^

We took some pictures. some are here. x)






















Dijah = beeing sakai. =P
Bree = posing like a model. xP
Rhona = showing her white teeth using darlie. xD
Me = put up a fake smile. =/ the photographer & the tallest! xDD























Rhon & I in Dijah's room. =D















My bestfriend & I~ <3













Friends forever~ <3
12TH OCTOBER 2008 - SUNDAY
I went to Bree's house 1st then Amy's driver going to fetch us to Miftah's house together
with Lyea and Chacha.
Well before that we went to pick up Lily first then we set off to Miftah's house.
We were there for like 2 hours doing nothing but watch tv & eat lagsana. But I ate rice laa. xD We watch 3 different programme. =P
First = TMNT at HBO.
Second = Dunno what title. Its about a woman who wants to give birth. -_-
Third = A lame story at Ceria. I don't even understand whats the whole story about. =P
Oh yeah, we did take some pictures using Lyea's camera. I have some of them only. Lyea
haven't upload it yet so yeah.. =) Most of them were Bree & Miftah's pictures. xD HAHA!


At Miftah's place. ^^
THE COUPLE OF THE DAY~ <3
Awww~~ They're sooo sweet!! seriousy!! xDD















I present you the husband, wife & their baby. ^^
12-10-08 - She finally fall for him again after 2 or 3 weeks of holiday~ =P CONGRATS! xD
Before I went home, we go to Basmirah's house coz its just near to Miftah's place. So yeah we walked. =P
About 6pm like that I went home. I was the first to go home. xDD

Friday, October 17, 2008 @ 10/17/2008 09:12:00 PM
PICTURES OF RAYA-ING WITH FRIENDS. xD
PICTURES OF RAYA-ING WITH FRIENDS. xD


4TH OCTOBER 2008 - SATURDAY



























I like this picture the most! <3>




















Left picture Rhon & I still vaining. =P Right picture I'm with the peace! ^^\/














My Bestfriend & I. xDD


















US! xDD Friends Forever~ <3



12TH OCTOBER 2008 - SUNDAY





















At Miftah's house. =P



We take a lot of pictures here. But mostly its Bree & Miftah. xD They looks as if they're the couple of the day. xD I hope so! ^^






















COUPLE OF THE DAY! <3>












HUSBAND & WIFE & BABY. XD

@ 10/17/2008 08:20:00 AM
At Bree's House xD
At Bree's House xD

I was planning to do homeworks and the subjects that I missed at Bree's house when I was absent for 2 days. Coz I was at the hospital.

I know I know~ Im so rajin wahh~ =PP nerd ey. =PP I felt guilty not studying at the hospital. =/

well yeah i did some homeworks. rather than nothing right. xD Hehe. & I was planning to let Bree teach me addmaths. But we end up talking & play checkboard. xD

But at least Bree teach me to play River flows in you~ xD She plays nice! xD I play slow. =.=

Bree lanja me makan pizza lagitu. xD thanks Bree! xD haha!

Well yeah. I had fun that time. xDD
@ 10/17/2008 06:08:00 AM
My first horrible experience.
My first horrible experience.

14/10/08 - Tuesday


8 sumthing (bio lesson) - My heart beat fast when its Zhafri's presentation. Don't know why. So fast that I become quiet not talking with Bree too.

(comp lesson) - On the way to comp lab was with Aiman. Heart beat still fast & feeling headache. I thought was due to the heat. I ignored & went to lab.

Sir Leong said my English Grammar is weird when doing the implementation exercise. That time I was really in a headache but still conscious.

Breaktime - Went to the toilet accompany by Bree. Wash my face but still headache keep rising up. Beginning to feel dizzy & wanted to faint. I told Bree & she took me to a seat & she fanned me. (thanks Bree xD) After few steps at registration room outside, I sat again.
This time I feel not good. WORST!

- My face is pale.


- My hands are shaky & cold.

- My heart beat very fast.


- Feeling hot & cold. (cold sweat =.=')

Bree & other teachers drag me on the chair to guru kanan's office. Unconscious but still can hear the surrounding. (so embarrasing >.<)

10.40am - Mami came to fetch me. Bree took my stuff to Mami. (thanks again. xDD)


Fetch me to the clinic to check up. Doctor said my heart rate unable to count. It was exceeding to the normal rate. She wrote a letter permission to go to the emergency. Pity Mami & Dadi were worried.

On the way to hospital - Tears dripping down my cheeks coz I was scared & I think too much.
In the basement - Walking unstable. Beginning to feel dizzy again & inhaled & exhaled hard on the staircase. People walking by ask me if Im alright. (one of them looks like Edward =P) Some Malay elderly & Mami carried me upstairs. Then I sat on a chair lying down. People stared at me. (again T.T)

(Don't know what time) - "movable" stretcher came along & took me to emergency room. Mami said my nails & lips were black due of lacking oxygen. Im conscious now at the emergency. Dadi & Mami with worried face again. (sorry`=/)


Nurses & doctors came into the scene. Nurses put something sticky on my body. I think is to see my heart rate. Measure my BP & temp. Doctor injected me on my right arm. (so pain! =/) & give me an oxygen mask. He injected me till my heart rate back to normal. Oh! before that they gave me an ice water. To lower my heart rate I think.












Doctor told Mami my heart rate now back to normal. Its like 85-90. Before that was 170! O_O Kindda schock when I hear that. Doctors asked whether I got asthma before several times. Mami said never. I think 5 times already. (doctor majal ey xP)


12.30pm - I felt hungry Mami went to canteen to buy me porridge. Sis accompany me when Mami away. We took pictures for memorable. =P













Nurse came in & tell me my Ward will be 19.

Mami came back with porridge. She feed me since my right arm still have the injection tube thingy. I feel happy. xD After that I transferred to Ward19.












Ward19 Bed11 - Mami accompany me till doctor "Potter" came check me. LOL! Chit chat with Mami till he come. After that mami went home. I'm bored till death!
Do nothing but sleep & read twilight. & Take pictures too! ^^ Patients here are friendly. :D














15/10/08 - Wednesday

Last night sleep at 11.00pm. Cannot sleep eventhough the lights are off.

Woke up at 5.00am by force. =.= to check BP & temp.

8.00am - 2 specialist doctors came in check me.

They told me that I have to put a 24hour holter machine.

11.15am - Doctor Lau came in & took me to cardiology unit.
Wah~ in a wheelchair lagitu. =P
In Room3, the nurse use some gel & put on my body. So cold & geli. xD Then they see my heart using the ultrasound machine. (like the one they use to see the baby inside xP) I can see my heart valve open & close. xD
Then they put the holter machine with lots of wires on my body!

4.00pm - new patient came in Bed16. She looks as if shes the VIP. So many visitors ah! =S
Suffering till dinner. So noisy! T.T
Not long after that patient Bed14 is released. Said goodbye to her.I so envy her! I wanna go home too! ='( home sick already~

16/10/08 - Thursday


Last night sleep at 10.15pm. Good I sleep early! xD
As usual BP & temp measured at 5am.
Then I went back to sleep till 6.30am
9.15am - Doctor Lau & other doctors cam & ask me my condition.
YES! She said today I'm outta here!! xD
11.00am - The Holter machine is taken off! & I'm ready to go home!! xDD
Not long after that Mami & sis came. =)
But have to wait for the bill to be done. Wait till 4pm ahh~ =.='
4.00pm - BYE BYE HOSPITAL!! XD

P.S. I just realized when I see this on my clothes. =P