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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ 12/31/2008 05:36:00 AM
New Year's Eve
New Year's Eve


Woot~ Having BBQ to celebrate New Year's Eve. Got lots of lots of food man~ Let me list them put alright :


- chicken wings + drumsticks

- sausages

- satays

- shrimp / prawn

- salad

- nuggets

- fishballs + meatballs

- chicken curry

- fried fishes

- porks

- mee goreng

- mee hoon

- white rice

- fried rice

- fruits like oranges and watermelons



Hmm, I think that's all. THAT ALL! I didnt took them all la. No way my stomach can manage to store all that. I was like eating 4 or 5 sausages, 2 chicken wings, 2 nuggets, 4 or 5 satays, a plate of chicken curry, 3 or 4 meatballs, a plate of mee goreng and a plate of white rice. And yeah I did eat watermelons for desserts. My stomach is overloading now! T.T Omaigoshh~ I need to do exercises tomorrow man~ :P

By the way,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 @ 12/30/2008 07:07:00 AM

I feel so stupid waiting for your presence but yet you didn't show up. But in the end you were waiting for me.
Monday, December 29, 2008 @ 12/29/2008 04:51:00 AM
Slightly out of my expectation
Slightly out of my expectations

Traffic jam today at 11pm at Gadong. Really out of my expectation. I thought there will be less car today -.- how smart I am choosing the wrong date. My mum said she wanna go mall buy clothes and go saloon. And I accompanied her till sort of 1pm + . well good thing I bought my CNY clothes already :) And I kept bugging my mum that I want to eat lunch already coz I'm starving! T.T

Oh goodie, Johnny's here already. So I told my mum have to go meet my friends there at cinema waiting for me already. Wow, FRIENDS eh -.- The Mall was really crowded and people kept pushing me side by side. You know ah, I'm already slim bah! You People wanna make me more slimmer like a stick is it? -.- Okay, so I met him there~ Then we buy tickets movie. We were planning to watch Twilight again coz last time I didnt get to see clearly due to the pirated DVD. But yeah out of my expectation again, the seats are full of people's booking. I thought Twilight now no people wanna see already coz it's been a long time shown. But yeah, how disappointing. So we bought Bedtime stories ticket instead of walking around at Mall doing nothing right. Sigh~ Out of my expectation.

*look around the foodcourt* with this expression -.-! Why the hell got sooo many people hoh! Like pasar eyh. well worst than pasar! Went to the escalator and BOOM! saw my mum O_O Really scared me! I didnt know she was so near us! Then she saw Johnny and I. Her stares really made me sweat a lot. And I was like covering my face. I did explain to her that other of my friends haven't come yet. Hope she didn't get suspicious. Then she told me that she's going to saloon soon. We go our own way. Phew. Alright, after that my stomach was grumbling like hell. So we went to KFC instead. I ate half a plate already full. I don't know why. I usually eat faster and many. But ate infront of him was really awkward.

We went to Arcade to prevent bumping my mum again. My mum stares people really gives u nightmare. Then we sing along in K-box till the movie starts. During the cinema, sigh, why the hell a child keep kicking my chair at the back! What was wrong with you! -.- Fine, I ignored. What makes me cool down was when I wore his jacket. I love the smell of his jacket :)

Bedtime stories really makes me sleepy. Wow hope Adam Sandler tells me bedtime stories every night. It will definitely make me go sleep and have a sweet dream :P Well the movie was kindda funny. I did laugh till I coughed -.- So embarassing

After movie go out fill our stomach at Mc Donald. I know he's hungry coz he told me that he ate lunch at 10am. I didnt know got people eat lunch at 10am. So yeah, we share Sundae and french fries only. Will that make him full? I think not. He told me that he wants to play basketball at Arcade to burn fats. Eat sundae and medium sized of french fries already got fats? extraordinary indeed.

Okay enough of the detail information. Lazy to continue on and on and on. I'll keep it to myself! Blehh! :P and of course him too (A)

When it's time to go home, my mum saw him and I AGAIN~ -.- Out of my expectation. I didn't know she's going to Mall again. Okay, she said she wants to change clothes that she bought for Elwin just now. It's too small for him. Off we go to UG again. She asked me again. I aswered the same old thing. Was it too obvious? I don't know.
I Love you Johnny. I had fun today :)
Saturday, December 27, 2008 @ 12/27/2008 05:26:00 AM

I don't know what am I going to do without you. Why were you so cold to me? Did I do something that make you unhappy?
I will be all that you want (8)
@ 12/27/2008 02:23:00 AM
蜂蜜幸運草 Honey And Clover


蜂蜜幸運草 Honey and Clover


Oh my God~ I really love this drama! It's so romantic and much more comedy :D This is the taiwanese version of honey and clover. It's actually anime you know. But I don't watch anime. I watch this instead. It's more reality than anime wa :P And I really love taiwan drama! xD After watching an episode, it really gives me a smile on my face :)






Joe Cheng as Den Zhen Shan



*drool*~ Your eyes really catches my heart~ ;) You can sleep here on my lap. It's more comfy :P haha! WTH



Eddie Peng as Ren Shen Tian




He's the clown in this drama. He's soo adorable and got sense of humor :D



Lego Li as An Zhu Ben




He's also a cutie. He's the shy and not-so-talkative in this drama :)



Janine Chang as He Ya Gong



Wow she's really good in choosing guy. She likes Den Zhen Shan in this drama. Way to go~ But ah, stupid Zhen Shan doesnt like her. He likes a coffee girl instead and she's not-so-pretty than her.


The coffee girl is from the left

Ito Chiaki as Hua Ben Yu aka Xiao Yu

Her voice is a bit childish but better than ya tou's voice la. Her voice lagi annoying :P She's 18 but she looks like 15-16 years old. Zhu Ben falls in love with her at the first sight. But Xiao Yu likes Shen Tian, the clown instead.

The Anime of Honey and Clover




Thursday, December 25, 2008 @ 12/25/2008 10:47:00 PM
Stars Alike !
Stars Alike !
Harry Potter

Edison Chen

Jolin Tsai



Jay Chou


Stephen Chow


HAHA! I'm just being bored. And I found some pictures that really looks like stars from email ;)

@ 12/25/2008 07:20:00 PM
Boring Side of me
Boring Side of Me.
One of my houses which is at Miri is reallyyy boooo-rinnggg~ No Tv. No entertainment. Coz it's our new house there. Less furniture and less entertainment. That's why I've been taking pictures all stuff to make myself busy. Don't mind if i'm crazy taking all this :P

Positive : Wahseh! Cool bedroom eyh! And the bed sheet color so attractive! :D

Negative : Cool what laa. You see the wall so plain white one -.-

Positive : Her hair so silky and straight~ ;D

Negative : Ah? what are you doing o? Look at the camera wah. Look down find money ah?

Positive : Aww! Look at her! She's soo adorable ^^

Negative : WAH! want to scared me to death is it? Suddenly change from emo to hyper. sjb.



The sakai-ness~
Wednesday, December 24, 2008 @ 12/24/2008 11:20:00 PM
Confession
Confession

Crying is one of my hobbies. Maybe because I was born to be a cry baby. It's true. My grandmother also cannot stand my cry-baby when I was a baby. Now too. My tears leak easily from my eyes. I don't know why. I'm a soft-hearted too. And that means I'll be easily fooled by someone.I'll get hurt easily. And my heart will be pain-pain. Sigh~ Even a small matter I'll cry like hell.
Since my sis had gone to NS, I almost sob every night before sleeping. She's staying there for 3 months.
"3 months nia mah~ Not forever eyh," she said with a smile. You see, I cry because of that.
Every night before sleeping, my sis and I share secrets and gossips around. But now I was like talking to the wall instead. And now I'm here alone in an empty large room except furnitures.
I know she's going to be boring there. I'm so worry that she can't get any trusted friends there. As you know, even me don't like sibu people. Weird isn't it? I'm from Sibu too -.- but I'm different from them. The very different is they easily underestimate people. I bet they will underestimate people like us here in Brunei.
Here's the message to me from her :
I'm gonna miss my sis.. We share a lot of things : secrets, advices, arguments, clothes, cutlery (haha) and hell lots more.. EXCEPT BOYFRIEND!! We do not share them ok.. xD im gonna miss her lots lots LOTS!!! =(
I got that from her blog :P
To her :
"Jie, Bao zhong oh. Wo hui xiang ni de xD Zai Jian. Yu lu xun fong ~ :)"
Pictures
My greatest sister! Jie, you should be proud eyh :P
Funny faces :P She looks like liang po po (granny) And I look like the grinch :P You know the evil santa claus :P
My sis's masterpiece on my hair! -.- Nice kah?


Before X'mas :)

Okay now's X'mas! Season's greetings to everyone! Merry X'mas and a happy new year! :D

Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 12/22/2008 01:41:00 AM
Bored
Bored

My life seems meaningless already eyh. You know ah. I tell you ah. I'm so super bored right now. Haiyaa, that's why i've been blogging right now like a bimbo. But yet I dont know what am i blogging right now. well yeah coz I'm bored that's why i've been blogging -.-

What am I doing? I was like repeating my sentence over and over again -.- Well yeah its because I'm bored. Tell you what, I'm a very bo-ring person one. When you with me ah it's like the boredom of hell come to you automatically one leh~ Ugh, what am i saying? Sigh~ I think it's because I'm bored.

You know ah, today so bored one lei. Everyday I wake up, brush my teeth, wash my face, do my hair, watch tv, online, read, walking around the house, shower, eat, wash my face again, read again, do homework, brush my teeth again then go back to bed.

My life is just like a boring daily routine.

Sigh~ Why is my life so boring? I also dont know lei. Sigh~

Alright I got nothing to do right now except playing pet society. Well at least M-Ly shared my boredom. She, at least didnt make me feel bored. Sigh, but still I'm bored -.-

Okay, lets read people's blog instead of crying of boredom. I somehow read different blogging styles so I can gain any ideas what to wirte in my blog. Well is this count as stalking? I think so. I'm not sure myself :P This is called no life! Reading people's blog for what la? They dont know you, you dont know me. What for reading ah? Haiyaa read for fun mah~ Ugh, what am i doing? I was like talking to myself -.- Forget it, coz I'm bored!

Alright, I dont know what to say now. Guess I'll have to go. Go... uh, I dont know where im going to go. Coz I'm bored. Got nothing to do -.-

My god, guess how many bored or boredom or boring words i just wrote? Well you don't have to count if you dont want to. It's for the people who is BORED!
Saturday, December 20, 2008 @ 12/20/2008 10:37:00 PM
Last Night Dinner
Last Night Dinner




Went to the restaurant at the Supa Save. What was it called? Millenium? Millinanium? I don't know how it spelled -.- well it's been a while I didnt blog. Coz I'm currently busying with M-Ly my pet :P I'm kind of addicted to it already. haha not kind of. REALLY addicted already :D It's soo addictive till I forgot what time it is. And I added lots of people in fb just to get lots of people in the PS. Haha I followed Johnny's style :P


Alright enough of the PS talk. Lets get to the title -.-


Last night, we went out for dinner just for the arrival of Artie, my sis's bf. Wow macam royalty saja :P My dad said if he eat dinner at my home will sure be awkward. That's why we went out eat.
During eating I almost choke my food when I received my message. It's from Aiman. I forgot I got homeworks for computer! Man, I was kindda stressed out after that :P So I went home immediately did my computer homework. (A)

I caught the picture of them fighting after eating :D woi! vomit karang eyh!


Ugh, this picture its disgust myself :P I look so ugly =( I was eating a mixture of ice-cream + honeydew. (Y)

Wooopeee~ Hyper after eating second round of meals and one plate of fruits + ice-cream :P

I'm soo good in photographing O:D


My ta gor gor! :P Looks like xiao mei mei (lil sister) and ta gor gor (big brother) eyh :P




HAHA! NO comment :P





We ate in peace \/


We are happy family ~ (8)

Wednesday, December 17, 2008 @ 12/17/2008 07:57:00 AM
xoxo
Forever Yours I will be
Tuesday, December 16, 2008 @ 12/16/2008 05:18:00 AM
Happy Birthday Beshty! =D
The day Rhon is happy! :P

I can see that today Rhon's very happy :) Well it's good seeing her happy. We had fun today. We went to Mall. The only place we could go. Nowhere else already. Theres Eemay, Jas, Mas, Basmirah and the others. The guys are just Hazim and Wafiy. I thought Johnny would come but he's grounded :P

I prepared Rhon's gift last minute man! =/ I bought her a photo frame and a picture of us inside. Haha I dream about that ba last night. I think it's a good idea. Good thing its sempat! :D I did her card last night. Was busy till ignoring people chatting with me last night. Especially Bree =/ Sorry~ I'll chat with you later if you online :P

Wow good thing Rhon likes my card!
Her messaged :
EMZ! AWW, THANKS 4 BOTH CARD & FRAME! :D Your card is definitely creative! Yes, it made me happy! I'm touched by your msg. <3>

Oh yeahh! I saw Dijah before we went to watch movie! She didnt change much. She's becoming taller a little. Or its just my shoes being flat and she's wearing high heels :P wah long time already i didnt meet up with her. Really miss her eh xD That's so coincidence. She's hanging out with her sister. Met her at the mobile shop near the cineplex :P

We manage to catch a movie. A movie called The day the earth stood still. Nice (y) I'm not regretting watching that movie :D Really worth watching. I sat beside Hazim and Jas. I felt awkward eh sitting with him. And I laugh like crazy when it comes to the funny part. Gee~ *blush*


After the movie we went to Mc Donald. It really reminds me of that movie we watched just now. Haha they got mentioned about Mc Donald too :P Rhon treat us lei~ :P Haha I didnt eat much. Just french fries. And I'm already full =P




Haha I look like I got squeezed by them :P Become more skinny already eh :P My sis said in this picture I look like Moi Moi. I dont wanna look like her =P



AHA!! I'm beside EDWARD CULLEN! :P Cheh, I'm not really into Edward anyways :P


No comment? :P Actually behind us was the movie we watched :PP


Twilight Fan! :D

Okay I'm chatting with the birthday girl now. Ciaoz~




@ 12/16/2008 04:30:00 AM
Tagged by Bree.

What's the relationship of you with him/her?
...Bestest friend ever had!

5 impression towards him/her?
...she's cool, adorable, lovable, nice to everyone and yeah annoying :P

The most memorable thing that she/he said to you?
...hahah if you boo me for fine, I boo you for blain lah. :P BOOO~ :P

The most memorable thing that she/he have done to you?
...She help me carry my long legs to the admin block when I fainted =/

If she/he becomes your lover, you will...
...I love her <3>

If she/he becomes your enemy, you will...
...-.- Never going to happen! :D

If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on....
...I told you, I love her :P haha sounds not right.

If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is?
...Don't know.

The most desirable things to do on him/her is?
...Not sure :P Too many :P

The overall impression on him/her is?
...Lovable! :D

How do you think people around you feel about you?
...Boring :P

The character of you about yourself is?
...Ah?

On contrary, the character of yourself you hate is?
...Same. Laziness :P

The most ideal person you wanna be is?
...I just wanna be myself (A)

For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them:
...Thanks for liking me :P haha apakan xD

10 people you tag:
1. Elaine
2. Vivian
3. Carol
4. Lyea
5. ...
6. Uh anyone?
7. Nobody reads my blog
8. As if I know who's reading my blog
9. etc :P
10. dll xD


Who is No. 2 having relationship with?
...She's single :)

No. 3 is a female or male?
...female

If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
...Oh good~! Very good ! =P

How about No. 5 and No. 8
...Haha~

What is No. 1 studying about?
...She's going to Uni next year.

Is No. 4 single?
...I think not :)

Say Something about No. 6
...Anyone ? =P



Monday, December 15, 2008 @ 12/15/2008 12:51:00 AM
Back! =)
Back! =)



I'm back from Sibu now. Actually it's yesterday but I ended up blogging today. Yesterday was really tiring. I thought I could come back here last saturday because the flight only took about 55 minutes. Due to the flight delayed to 7.55pm, we all had to stay overnight in hotel. Actually my flight is at 4.30pm. And I had to take Elwin, my lil bro to the aeroplane. He's so annoying and always bugging me asking me what time are we going to arrive there at Miri -.- He kept asking oh~ Sigh, no choice la coz Wilson took all of the GameBoy and there, no entertainment for him.

At Hotel~ Sigh~ I want my own bed! -.- I really can't sleep that night. My hips are in pain :P And I got headache. Haha I'm old ehh :P By the way during shopping, I'm just doing window shopping. Sigh~ Boring watching those people walking around and jealous when watching people can buy things but I couldnt. My sis said it's really a waste of money to buy unecessary things -.- Alright~ I'll buy my new year clothes here at Brunei. And my dream shoes :D

Okay I'm getting bored telling about this topic. Let's switch to new one :)



This morning I went to school. Well hanging around read some notice board la. PMB result 2008 just came out. This year result is better than last year. Well at my time. I really sucks :P Besides I'm helping my mum to register my bro to my school. Confirm already that he'ss going to schooling at my school. My mum wants him to exchange to my school desperately coz PDS really sucks! The teacher there didnt teach the student and always absent one -.- what kind of teacher is that la. So my mum can't tahan already =P
Good good. Now he's going to Year 8 :)

Sigh~ Not in the mood to blog actually. I was forced to blog by a stalker :P You know who you are (A)

I'll do the tag tomorrow, stalker :P
Saturday, December 6, 2008 @ 12/06/2008 02:04:00 AM
Last Post (A)
Last Post (A)

I'm going to Sibu tomorrow. So i'll post today for the last. Hehe it's just a week i'm not writting a blog only ma not forever :)


Sigh~ I haven't pack my things yet. I'm going to meet up my relatives tomorrow. Can't wait :D haha. But i'll be missing Brunei too. Moreover my dear she bu de me ah.. Aww~it's just a week ba :) Then after a week at Sibu i'll be hanging out with Rhon again! :D To celebrate her birthday :)


I'll be missing you all guys~! *sniff*


I'll miss Brunei ^^


I'll miss Dear :)


I'll miss Bree :D


I'll miss Rhon xD


I'll miss my pet Dash =P


I'll miss everthing and everyone I have here in Brunei =D


Oh yeahh This morning I just had my appointment. I was accompanied by my dad and mum. It was good. Nothing bad it's fine. Just a little bit of advice from the same doctor I had last time :)


The Doctor really stressed eh. Till she gave me lots of pills O_O And the expiry date didn't put lagitu T.T How can I know when will it be expire.



Okay~ After appointment Mami brought me to Soon Lee to buy clothes. I bought a peach shirt and a mini skirt. It's so cheap ah :D And lots of clothes to be choose! I choose clothes very batah one :P Blame my eyes :P

Okay since I got nothing to say or write, I'm going now. Goodbye to the one that reads my blog. May I have a safe journey tomorrow. See you after I get back :D

Wednesday, December 3, 2008 @ 12/03/2008 05:56:00 AM
The last day for one week
This morning I went to IMD, Rhon's place. Dear had been begging me to go there since we're going to see each other for the last time before I go to Sibu for a week which will be on Sunday. A week is like forever he said. Well me too :P
I woke up at 7pm still having flu and cough. But I ignored anyway. I already promised Rhon and Johnny that I'll come later. I'm not going to put aeroplane :) My mum told me not to go already since I've been coughing hard and I got flu. I'm Sick! -.- Eventhough I'm sick I don't care! I still wanna go~ Before I was on the way, Rhon told me to bring my laptop since she had no DVD player to ply Twilight from Zimah's. So I brought to there. Rhon's been waiting for me there.
When I entered into the gym, my expression lit up with delight. He's so handsome from far :D He smiled at me and I smiled back and waved :) He's sweating due to playing badminton. I love the way he plays and sweats. wah so manly eh :P



This was the picture when I took without him notice. I couldn't resist on taking picture of him :D


After admiring his view, I played badminton with Eemay, Nabilah and Deejah. I'm team up with Eemay. It's been a while that I didnt play badminton. But I still know how to play. I'm just playing for fun anyway. But Basmirah, Johnny and the others were pro in badminton. They got rules to play it and they smash really hard! They really got big reaction when it comes to badminton :D

After that I accompanied Rhon to her house to copy this movie called Gossip girl to the pendrives that Eemay wants. It took like almost 2hours to copy it. I was already desperate on watching Twilight already and checking on my dear :P


When it's almost lunch time everybody went home except Johnny and I. He told me that he's going home after me. How gentleman :P

Before ate lunch, we watched Twlight first :D Finally~ :P Unfortunately, we're stuck in the middle part! Shoot I forgot to bring my charger! -.- Coz I left my house in a hurry so yeah. Low bat then poof! It went off by itself.

Rhon let me bring Twilight home. But I'm going to watch with them. She's going to bring the others to come my house :D

We ate lunch at Rhon's place. She made spaghetti for us! Seriously, Rhon, it really tastes great! :D

This is my dear playing keyboard to me. He plays Yue Ding by Guang Liang. I love that song from now on! :P


Rhon and I after watching the video of David Archuleta singing crush :P


I'm going to miss you when I'm gone. Without you is so empty.


Us! Before we're gonna watch this oh-so-movie-called-horror? It's not even horror anyway. The Ring O.
Dear's a scaredycat when it comes to horror movie :P aww, he covers himself with a pillow and hug me instead of going out running away from the TV :P
Everyone got their own fear wah :D



I'm gonna miss you all! Mwahz! You guys are the best :D

Monday, December 1, 2008 @ 12/01/2008 05:01:00 AM
My greatest ridiculous fear
My greatest ridiculous fear

I'm always healthy all along. I seldom eat medicines. But now I'm ill. I got sore throat, flu and slightly fever. I keep making the sound of the mucus in my nose. It's disgust myself. So I wash the mucus out from my nose but it's still there. -.- Okay~ I just had my nap this afternoon and when I woke up, my whole body hurts and I'm sweating. Gosh! And now I got headache!

So I try to relax myself by onlining. I chatted with my dear and Kaveen. Kaveen also got the same sickness as I got. Coincidence. After that, I felt a little better. But I'm still hot. So I bath with cold water. My flu got worst! -.- Then I went downstairs to help my mami to cook for dinner. But I kept coughing here and there. My dad noticed me and told me to eat medicine after dinner. Oh no~ Medicine! -.-

*cough* Sigh~ Now I'm still coughing T.T

After dinner, Mami called me and made me eat two round pills. I was like O_O!
"Uh, Mami, do I have to eat and swallow those two big pills in one go?"
"Just eat and swallow like this. *Demo to me*"
"But it's big, Mami! Later the pill got stuck in my throat how lei?"
"It won't get stuck unless you don't drink water first before you take in the pills."

So I drank water, *gulp* *cough* *vomit* *tears in my eyes*

"Haiyaa, useless eh you! Don't know how to eat medicine one" *crush the pills into pieces* "If drink like this will be bitter de la!"

"Mami, I don't want liao eh. So suffering. I rather drink the liquid medicine. I can drink Elwin's one!"

"That's for kids one lei. And it's just an antibiotic."

"Sigh~ Alright I rather drink the bitter one than swallowing the two pills in one go!"
And that's my greatest ridiculous fear.