Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 3/31/2009 03:24:00 AM
Greetings
Greetings
Random : Stomachache, headache and heartache at the same time -.-
I wished Dijah a happy birthday last night at 12 midnight sharp. Cause when I said sharp it means I had to set my alarm to 12am just to wake me up to send Dijah a happy birthday greetings. I bet she would love it :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIJAH :D But haha it was the same without or with alarm clock, I can still wake up to give her the message without alarm.
Last night, I couldn't sleep because I was wondering the whole night about what have I done and after I had received a message from a certain person. Is it entirely my fault? Sigh, I think yes. I didn't reply his message due to my speechless. Heck I don't know what's with him nowadays. He's destroying my mood. Nevertheless I could still manage to ignore and didn't reply. I'm so hurt and I bet he cares me no more.
I walked like a living corpse on the way to my class. My face was expressionless and I wish to talk to no one today. Seriously I didn't have the mood. Even Muin smiled to me I ignored. Now that's rude. Sigh. But yet Bree came with a big smile on her face. I couldn't resist but to smile with her. Of course I won't be rude to her I guess a smile will hide my emo feelings. That's why I tend to smile to her all the time. But she seems to get suspicious -.-
Now what am I going to do? gave her a long face instead? :P Oh yeah reminds me of horse that Dijah mentioned about when we're having random talks. Horses got long faces :D She's so lucky to have a horse riding lesson! I love horses!! :D Oh yeah then at breaktime I gave her the present which I prepared way earlier already. I thought I would be busy this week due to MYE. But yeah here I'm blogging do you think I'm busy? :P
This is the only picture I could find the fastest. Coz this picture was kept in a specific folder which is camping. Others are all randomly mixed up. From the right, I was beside the birthday girl! :D And from the left upper one is Bree and Rhona respectively. I remembered this picture was taken by Johnny. Aww, you're such a good photographer :)
Happy birthday Dijah. Be happy always :D Especially on your birthday. Wah, you're getting older now :D Hope she sees my post here :D
Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 3/29/2009 02:24:00 AM
Bloody hell much -.-
Bloody hell much -.-
Random : I think I've been influenced by Rhona's 'randomphrenia' xD
Oh Mi Gosh! I haven't finish my math and addmath homeworks!! That oh-so-many-exercises that Miss Susie gave. How regret am I didn't get to finish them. I thought I would finish them like no one else would :P Cause, yeah I'm rajin! *puke* haha anyway, I need holiday more. A week gave me is not enough to finish all those maths more than 20 complicated-questions-that really-need-to-squeeze-your-brain-juice :P That's Sir Leong's motto :P Oh! Talking about computer, God! I didn't finish creating the forms, queries and reports for the project! I'm dead meat O_O Maybe by banging my head into the wall will help.
Maybe Sir Leong has been reading Goosebumps lately. No wonder he mentioned about Brain Juice :D Wow the Brain's juice is like a fountain! Reminds me of musical fountain at Jerudong Park :P When I was a kid I adore Jerudong Park. But what the heck all the fun rides had been took off. I love the musics of the musical fountain. Ahh memories~ Hmm.. I'm so random :P
Oh! I wanna talk about this morning! All I just want is a nice morning sleep. But oh what the heck did my sister wanna switch off the air-con and opening all the sliding windows! All the sun rays shone on me! MYGOSH I'm burning! I looked at the clock, bloody hell, it's just 7.30am. Duh, I wanted to sleep more! Since tomorrow I'm going to wake up early so therefore today will be the last to wake up late and since I deserve a good morning sleep coz I've been sleeping late last night and couldn't sleep coz I kept rolling my bed here and there :P
At first I heard her alarm clock ringing so annoying-ly. Then I was forcing myself to sleep again since it's still early. But then yeah she did all those things that made me "seems-like-burning-alive" condition. All those noise! Ahh! My sister's selipar went flip-flop-flip-flop. My lil brother's voice that yell, "YEAY! Go swimming!!" My mother's nagging and I can heard all those birds chirping. I feel like wanna throw something to the birds! -.- I'm sensitive to noise. Last night he said, "yay tomorrow go swimming ah! I'm so nervous eh" -.- I didn't plan to go anywhere today so yeah what for I wake up early. My sister was going to her driving class.
Ahh! The heat! It's so hot and so much light rays on me. I can't hardly sleep with all those lights on! I forced myself by closing myself with my blanket with no O2. S.O.S!
In the end, thank God my sister still know that I'm still exist sleeping grumpily on my bed. She switched on the air-con and block all the sun rays. Gee, my S.O.S fireworks works :P Then I continue sleeping till I'm satisfy! At 10am.
Last night I chatted with this "wont care anymr" guy :P I won't reveal his name here :) He's my first crush at primary one :P If you're wondering Bree, ask me privately :P
Wont care anymr says:
U dnt msg him de?
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
he's busy one. i msg him, he sometimes dont reply
Wont care anymr says:
Kns
Wont care anymr says:
Dump hm
Wont care anymr says:
!
Wont care anymr says:
Jk
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
hahah!!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
no laa. i love him
Wont care anymr says:
Haha
Wont care anymr says:
Reali?
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
yeah hehe
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
all my friends did say that, telling me to dump him.
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
but i just can't
Wont care anymr says:
U love hm does he lov u?
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
yeah, of course he loves me.
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
maybe he's just busy on exams
Wont care anymr says:
Oh
Wont care anymr says:
I thnk u btr thk la
Wont care anymr says:
Cause if a guys reali bz wat is he doin?
Wont care anymr says:
Exams its ovr
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
well i can't tell..
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
i dont know
Wont care anymr says:
C
Wont care anymr says:
Haiya
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
sigh, sometimes i feel so inesecure.
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
i dont know what he's doing
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
guess what, we never talk on the phone haha
Wont care anymr says:
C
Wont care anymr says:
C
Wont care anymr says:
Ppl change
Wont care anymr says:
Wth!
Wont care anymr says:
Tats is sumthg unusual
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
yeah. we're a unique couple haha
Wont care anymr says:
>< unique ur head
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
hahah xD
Wont care anymr says:
Hohoho
Wont care anymr says:
Hw lng u 2 didnt cntct liau?
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
since the last thursday ~
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
is it long?
Wont care anymr says:
Wow
Wont care anymr says:
He dnt love u liau la
Wont care anymr says:
Make up ur mind
Wont care anymr says:
If he reali do care u he would b msging u
Wont care anymr says:
Evry moment
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
dont say that.
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
i would think too much
Wont care anymr says:
Thk!thk!
Wont care anymr says:
.
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
ah! dont make me think! my brain is limited storage haha
Wont care anymr says:
K
Wont care anymr says:
U ah
Wont care anymr says:
Ok la
Wont care anymr says:
Stdy no limitd la
Wont care anymr says:
Haha i dnt wnt u to waste tym wa
Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 3/28/2009 06:47:00 AM
What's with him -.- hahaha
What's with him -.- hahaha
Majal laa him. After group chatting with Rhon and Martin, I left the group conversation. It was kind of late and I was about to offline but then poof here he comes again~
Martin says:
MISS U
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
wth
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
haha
Martin says:
MAJAL...lols
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
miss u too?
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
hahah
Martin says:
ok..no comment.
Martin says:
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
yes! i manage to keep ur mouth shut
Martin says:
wait...4rget to hug..HAHAAHA
Martin says:
1 day must HUG 3 times
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
haha kick saja la
Martin says:
lols...
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
HAHA!
Martin says:
bh..adang..
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
kau tu!
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
haha
Martin says:
wait..u havent give me a hug..lols
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
adang wah
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
u said one
Martin says:
AHAHAHA...
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
bah eh can't u see im appearing offline??
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
hahah
Martin says:
ohhh..ok...KICK
Martin says:
lols...u say one
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
u cannot kick me! i can kick u nia
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
*kick!*
Martin says:
got like tat one meh?
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
yeah my rule
Martin says:
unfair
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
coz i create the kick 1st
Martin says:
later i inform OBAMA
Martin says:
lols...
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
whats with obama laa
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
ke po saja
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
haha
Martin says:
lols...
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
bah eh im going now~ xD
Martin says:
(HUG BY FORCING)....force= to..lols
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
cyaa xD
丫 xoxo = e M i L y 伊敏 = xoxo 丫 嘉民's - I wanna be your last, first love ~ says:
hahaha
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 3/25/2009 06:04:00 AM
I'll miss you, Joey
I'll miss you, Joey
Random : I like SORRY SORRY by Super Junior!! xD Thanks Rhon for introduing me that song :D
I really wish I had a little sister instead of a little wacky annoying brother -.- I'm gonna miss you, Joey :) My only neighbour that I communicate. Yes I know. I rarely go outside and talk to neighbours. But then again I really like talking with Joey :) She speaks so softly and she's really polite. I played building-up-toys with her. Which is this one :
Though is childish, we can build different shape which attracts Joey's attention to play and build more. That's the tallest one I can built :P
Crap, I didn't look at the camera. And I blinked my eyes -.- I even smiled like a noob -.-
More fans :D
And MORE fans! :D I hope you're cool enough, Joey. -.- Why am I so lame today -.- She's moving to KL to live there. All the mess of boxes and cupboards behind us tell us all. Aww she's moving out already. Hope she arrived there safely. God bless you Joey. AWW! That baby is so cute too! ^^ His name is Johan :PGod bless all of you ;)
@ 3/25/2009 03:19:00 AM
Gardening
Gardening
Weird much having those creatures at Miri. I was the first who discovered them at the backyard. So proud.
Weird much having those creatures at Miri. I was the first who discovered them at the backyard. So proud.
Just look at them. Aren't they're beautiful? They're appearance were similar to bees. Yellow and black ones. Adding up with those furry-furry body or so called 'spiky' (my lil brother calls it). Yes, they're so gorgeous yet disgusting. I screamed and back off when I saw it infront of my shoes -.-
Aww look at it. It likes wall climbing :P Not -.- My little brother was trying to kill it with rocks. That's why it's freaking out therefore climbing to the walls to save it's life. My little brother, the destroyer. When he smashed the caterpillar he said, "Wah they got juice eh" He even asked me wheather I want or not. No thanks -.-
Our garden had lots of ants too!
Elwin : Look! Ants!
Me : Duh.
Elwin : *kacau-ing the ants with "cangkul"* Ant Bully!
Me : Right, you see to much movies already.
Nice pose :P
That's him! the culprit! He's like destroying everything! Even my mum's plant he won't let it get away :P
And now my mum caught him in his action!
Mum : Wei Elwin! Don't poke my precious plants!
Haha, I was just adding the speech bubble on my own (A)
Use hand to carry bah. Ane kicking. I was the order-er :P I gave orders and the photographer.
I order my jie to take a photo of me, gardening but she disobey my order. So yeah, I fired her :)
Nevermind then. I'll took myself instead. *Kacheeck!* Euw, I looked ugly -.- Enough for just a picture. I'm not that vain. I felt guilty eh. I'm "stealing bones" (curi tulang) :P Even my T-shirt tells it all :P
Due to the hot weather I was the one who suggested an umbrella to my dearest mum :D Aww, mum was so hard-working! I'm giving her higher salary :D haha!
Wilson, my brother was saying that he's burning because he didn't get the shelter of the umbrella. Then Elwin said, "Haha You'll become ghost rider!"
-.- Another movie.
Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 3/23/2009 03:57:00 AM
Badminton
Badminton
Random : The ending of I Am Legend was quite disappointing. I thought I would see Will Smith himself cured those infected people.
It was much rare of me to play badminton in the evening. Mostly I spend my time onlining or fb-ing. Actually I wanted to play but since my laptop had been taken away, I have no choice but to obey my mum. Since she's playing Zuma on the pc -.- , she 'shoo-ed' me to go play badminton instead and since the weather that time was not too hot.
Fine, now I'm battling with my bro. Ganas much and it seems like I didn't meet his requirement. He kept on blaming me cause I miss the hit most of the time -.- What to do? It's been a while I didn't get to hold the racket. Even my auntie asking me what am I doing with a racket. She seems surprised like she never seen me holding a racket before. "Pergi perang kah?" she said.
Whenever my brother blame me, I blamed the wind. It was kind of windy back then. I hit the shuttlecock with all my might already but yet it was not over the net. Stupid shuttlecock. And wind -.- I was like battling the wind instead of my brother. So hilarious.
Just when I saw my father came back he even ask me,
Dad : do you think tonight will banjir?
Me : I don't know. Why asking anyway?
Dad : Coz I never seen you come outside of your room. Its so unexepected.
Me : Oh. -.-
Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 3/22/2009 09:04:00 PM
Busy-ness much
Busy-ness much
Random : I had bought early gifts for the ones who's going to celebrate their special day :D Semangat much :P
When was the last time I post the latest post? Oh great, 12th March. Approximately more than two weeks. I just came back from my short holiday to Miri. I wanna stay there a bit longer but yeah because I have Biology class during holiday I have to come back. Just for the sake of Sir Zamri :D And Sir also told us that he's more pity cause he doesn't even have holiday this March due to handling us and the ICT project thingy. I agree he's more kesian, aww :P
The funny thing is when I got back from Miri, my laptop couldn't boot up the system. Sigh, I think it's because of the virus. So I'll just have to use my pc outside the family living room. And it's so lagging much. And I'm not use to it typing using a 3-D keyboard which it sinks deeply when I pressed one key on it -.- As I always use keyboard in the laptop, I'm not use to using keyboard on a PC. Internet connection is so dang lagging. I have to wait patiently for my laptop to be fixed. Sorry for the PC cause of my ganas-ness of my super banging technique :P By the way, I took some pictures at Miri. I'll just upload it as soon as I get my laptop back.
About the bio class I had just now was quite fun. And I concentrate much on every single Sir Zamri said to us. Our class combined with 5sci2 and that made up a large group of students. Just now we learned much basic topics first. Then tomorrow will be our weakest topic which everyone fear or having difficulties in all of the Bio topics. Transport in man. Even me, some of the sub-sub topics I get confused with it. I'll do more revision first before I go to the next class tomorrow :D Motivated by Sir Zamri since just now.
I won't type so much since i'm not use to this '3-D keyboard' -.- I'll post much longer after I got back my laptop :D
Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 3/12/2009 08:32:00 PM
100 truths tagged by Bree.
100 truthstagged by Bree.
001. Name → Emily.
004. Zodiac sign → Aquarius.
005. Male or female → There's no such thing as Emily, a male.
006. Elementary → S.R Bengkurong.
007. Middle School → Sekolah Menengah Sayyidina Hasan.
008. High School → Same as mentioned above.
009. College School → I'm aiming for PTE Katok :D I can't wait!
010. Hair color → Naturally black. Under the sunshine, dark brown. Duh, obviously.
011. Long or short → long.
012. Loud or Quiet → quiet.
013. Sweats or Jeans → neither.
014. Phone or Camera → phone.
015. Health freak → not really.
016. Drink or Smoke? → I drink H2O :D
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → No, I have lover :D
018. Eat or Drink → Eat and drink. Don't underestimate my skinny-ness. I eat a lot :P
019. Piercings → a pair. I don't wear earrings anymore coz its annoying.
020. Tattoos → Uh, no thanks :D
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → ears when I was a kid.
024. First best friend → Merciana Yong Kai Chee from KG2.
025. First award → KG2. Thats because I had an intelligent best friend :D
026. First crush → when I'm in Pri1. I'm still in touch with him :P
027. First pet → I think puppy or fish.
028. First big vacation → can't recall.
030. First big birthday → 24th January 1993 :D
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → no.
050. Drinking → no.
052. I'm about to → answer the next question.
053. Listening to → mp3 and my little brother singing. Remix eh.
054. Plans for today → Do Math, revise on Chemistry and Commerce.
055. Waiting for → my lunch.
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → depends on my future husband and depends the right time :P astah.
059. Want to get married? → yalah.
060. Careers in mind → pharmasist.
WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes.
070. Shorter or taller? → taller.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → both.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → nice arms.
074. Sensitive or loud → neither.
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship.
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → neither.
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → My eyes are 100% normal :P
081. Ran away from home → no, I'm a good girl :P
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → I think I did.
083. Killed somebody → O_O no.
084. Broken someone's heart → no :)
085. Been arrested → no -.-'
087. Cried when someone died → Of course la, what kind of question is this.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → no =/sometimes.
090. Miracles → no.
091. Love at first sight → yes.
092. Heaven → yes.
093. Santa Claus → no.
094. Tooth Fairy → no.
095. Kiss on the first date → no.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yes, and that'll be my lover :)
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → yes, appreciate what you are right now.
099. Do you believe in God → yes.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people → 20?! the number is too large. And I don't even know how many people read my blog.
1) Vivian.
2) Elaine.
3) Artie.
4) Caroline.
5) Rhona.
@ 3/12/2009 07:46:00 PM
Good Gracious!
Good gracious!
It's better to say good gracious than bloody hell right. I was about to say bloody hell after the event just now, PTM. I've received the pointers. Thats a hell lot of topics to revise -.-
I've heard all the teachers' advices except Malay and Computer Studies. Guess who's the lucky teacher I first met? :D Sir Yong, my commerce teacher, that elaborate a certain question much. I sat infront of him like 20minutes. I was so "admiring" his voice while my mother had ran away from him. At first I thought my mum couldn't stand his lecturing. Actually she went away to answer her phone -.- Thank you for run away, mum. If not I don't know when will our conversation end :P
After that I looked around and saw Teacher Susie sat alone. Aww she's alone. Let me accompanied her :P Haha she's so kind letting my mum to see my low marks in Addmaths. I just smiled all the way through the marks when my mum's eyes were like widen. So many red ink I saw from all of my classmates so I think she won't nag me and force me to go tution.
Then I went to the 3 sciences teacher all sat in a row. I was able to go and meet them easily without searching for them one by one. I've received a 'love letter' from Sir Zamri, Biology Teacher. That's what he called :P And Sir showed my test/exam form4 2008 graph results. My graph is like an inverted Nike :P down down and up up. He's expecting me to aim high again. Pressure much. Then I went to Miss Annie, Chemistry Teacher. My mum said she likes her English. I love Chemistry. She said sometimes my chemistry is like up up then down down. It may go down then go up again :P Sigh, I didn't know my results is like a Nike sign :P Either inverted or upright. Physics Teacher, Miss Ling. I'm suck in Physics. So whenever I see Teacher Ling I felt guilty and wanted to study more on Physics. But I couldn't help it when I don't see her. I'm so lag in understanding a certain question! Oh God. I should have kidnap her and make her stare at me all the time :P
English was okay. Sir John was expecting me to read novels or story books, 5hours per week. How I wish I have enough time to read and satisfy his request. I got lots of homeworks to do. My mum laughed like hell when I told her Sir John's motto is "shame on you" I'm good in immitating people :P I was planning to see Sir Leong too but I couldn't see him. So yea, too bad he's not here to nag me.
That's all for now. My sister had just arrived at Miri and on the way to here :D Yes, Thank God. now I have an Addmath teacher :D
@ 3/12/2009 03:01:00 AM
No such thing
No such thing
I had the longest nap just now. I slept like 2hr 30 mins. Well, for some people its not that long, but to me that's hell long. I didn't realize I sleep that long. The weather was like raining and with my air-conditioner on and the darkness in my room make me to drowse for that duration. Usually I nap for like 30mins only. the longest in my recorded list was just 1hour and it's already enough for me. Sigh, I just lost 2hr 30mins like that. I can just finish my Math the-oh-so-many-exercises for that duration! I wasted my precious time! I expect I could just nap for 30mins. But it turned out that I 'sleep dead'. Even a burglar came into my room also don't know wa. -.- uh, How can a burglar came in the afternoon and into my room. My room is plain and no gold here :P haha.
Anyway, enough with that nap crap talk. PTM will be held tomorrow. And what feeling should I have? Nervous? What for la. I'm a good student lei~ :P haha euw. Most teachers will say like "Emily this girl is so quiet in class and she doesn't ask questions if she's bangang" Truly the truth. Whenever I'm bangang, I'll just ask Bree. But if she's bangang too then I'm more bangang. Then I just sit there and nod-nod like a nodding donkey as if I understand. I mostly did that in Biology and B.Melayu lessons. During Physics, I won't hesitate to ask teacher. Because most people were like bangang too. But luckily mostly lessons of my 9 subjects are understandable. However during test, even a small test I got like many mistakes. I studied for like 2hours at home but in the end, sigh. I think I panicked and then poof! My mind was blank. Bree is so extraordinary. She's studying the last minute and then she got full mark. What I mention was Chemistry test. She's good in Chem alright. I should study last minute just like her? No such thing as last minute in my dictionary. And also! No such thing as holiday this year unless OLevel finish!
Oh yeah yesterday I just went to my store room. And I found soo many "treasures"! haha macam treasure hunt eh :P My sister past year stuff! Wuhoo! I didn't realize that her stuff are still in the store room. I went there just because to search my Form3 science book for Physics topic Magnetism because teacher told us to search your book in the store room. Now her stuff was on my table. I like the view of them. It feels so great when you had lots of books on your table. Looking good :D haha nerd. And oh, what a memory. When I flipped through my Form3 science book, I got flashback to that year. I like Form3 science better than this year. Of course. And I miss Form3 year. It was the year that I first knew Bree :D Teacher NorBanun introduced her to me.
I promise to not waste my time during holiday. I'll spend my time infront of books! as I said, no such thing as holiday in my dictionary so yea. Just don't "hot-hot chicken shit" :P hehe
P.S I miss Johnny, my darling :)
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 3/10/2009 03:43:00 AM
I'll save up my tears. I will cry no more :) Someone had just coloured back my life. And that'll be my friends and family. Why would I want to wait for him to colour back my life 100%. I have other lovers other than him. So yeah, I'm actually lucky to have such lovely friends and family :D Thank God I'm blessed.
Sunday, March 8, 2009 @ 3/08/2009 08:37:00 AM
Emotional
Emotional
I couldn't sleep tonight. Though my eyes are tired but they don't obey my command. They don't want to close. I tried closing them up but still my eyeballs keep rolling around. And I started to think. When I think a certain thing, I think them far-fetched and sometimes it is unexpected. Actually my life is simple, but I am the one who make it complicated.
I cried again just now after chatting with Johnny. But maybe I was the one who think far-fetched so no, it's not his fault that made me cry. I was the one who made myself cry. Stupid isn't it? During chatting he told me that probably he can go out to see me after this year. You know a year is so long. He wanted me to wait for a year so that I can go out with him? His parents are so strict. I won't blame him for that. But a year... :'( Anything could happen in a year. His feeling change? My feeling change? No clue.
When I was on my bed just now, I prayed. I prayed for God for at least let me see him once a month. Once a month is enough for me. Approximation I can just see him about 12 times a year. I don't want to wait after this year! It's so long! And I'm an impatient person. Then automatically, my tears drop and drop and drop. sob and sob and sob. I hate this kind of feeling. But what to do. My tears were like a tap water that someone forgot to turn off fully properly. You know the tap water. When it's not properly closed it's like dripping one by one isn't it? Well imagine that's my tears. Dropping one by one. No one knows it unless the person knows that the tap water is unclosed properly. Dropping endlessly.
I always hide my feeling and never show it to anyone else. I felt that my life had now turned monochrome. No one can know how to colour my life.
Saturday, March 7, 2009 @ 3/07/2009 10:11:00 PM
Curiosity
Curiosity
My visions are getting blurred. Cannot I see from far. When I see long distant object, I must squint my eyes to have a better look at it. And I just guess the thing in my distant whenever I didnt squint my eyes. Am I getting short-sighted? -.- Gee, imagine I wear specs. So weird.
I hope I won't wear specs. Coz I'm sure I did see Matt at Mall. What a relief. I thought I saw someone else. Glad I'm not short-sighted. I went to Mall with my mum and bros. Coincidencely saw him la. I thought Johnny was with him. So I was like squinting my eyes and stretching my neck to see a group of guys. But all I could see was Matt coz I think he's the tallest there. I saw him at the cineplex there. He was like miscall me to indicate he saw me I guess? -.- Macamtah I didn't see him ah. Then I messaged him happily coz I thought Johnny was with him. But sadly no. how disappointing.
By the way, before going home, I was at ground floor kan. And then got this guy, seems to be smiling to me. I couldn't recall I know him. From his appearance, he's a malay. He's kind of cute when he smiles. He smile to me from far. I was like O_O" Do i know you? But of course I didnt say out loud. I was so curious why did he just smile to me when I didnt know him and he didnt know me, i think. But his looks seems to be familiar, but he's a bit darker. And his little sister makes me more curious. She's also familiar to me. He kept staring at me, I know that. But when I stared at him he quickly look away from me. But I couldn't guess who is he. I think he looks like Potassium! But Bree, :P he's not la. Coz he's darker :P
P.S I can't wait for my sister's arrival. I got so much things to tell her. And I'm glad I will have an Addmaths teacher :D As soon as she come home, my bedroom will fill of laughter and gossips. No more solitary me. 13th March, I can't wait :) And at the same time, Dijah will be coming back here too. Coz she's going to KL for an advance holiday I guess? :P She's been away for like a week. I miss her laughter and voice too.
Friday, March 6, 2009 @ 3/06/2009 05:55:00 AM
You made my day vivian :D
You made my day Vivian :D
I'm too happy bah. Vian, you don't mind I copy-paste this post ah :D haha!
To Emily.... xD
hahaahaha...I saw johnny once,which is during when the studies started...And I got a close look up on him..Cause he was walking with his friend( I forgot girl or guy),then he smiled at me.. *surprisingly* Or did you tell him we are "related"?? ahahahah NVM bout that..and ook, The close look up kan, he's cute..(ok, Im not into him..ahah)and what I'm trying to say here is, HeFITSYOUPERFECTLY!!!!!! ahahahahahah A relly cute and lovely couple tu..ehheeh
To Vivian :D
Ohmaigadd! xD hahah! I'm sooo happpyyy~~ Yeah, I told him about you. I just told him that you wear specs and your taller than me. I didn't expect he knows you eh. Even smile to you :P haha! I know that la no need to explain, I know that you're not into him :D Gee, thank you!! *hug* :D
How I wish I was there too~
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 @ 3/03/2009 02:40:00 AM
In the pm
In the pm
Gosh, Sir Leong was away again. He's attending for the inforama training and abandoned 5sci1 and 5sci2, us alone here in the computer lab. He actually trust us to do our project :P As if we will. As usual we all disobeyed his order. Well sometimes we did. Last time when he was away too some people didn't do their tasks. Anyway, we all mind our own businesses. The girls were so vain except me ah :P I didn't join them to take pictures using webcam :P They really were creative. You know how their way doing all sorts of pose. They even torture the apple just to fit in all their posing faces in the screen of the webcam. Hahah! so funny lah my friends :P
Fakhrul and I were stunned. He even complained that why aren't he invited. They all said "GIRLS ONLY" xD haha! By the way, since Fakhrul brought his lappy, he's gonna teach me how to hack PS! Oh gosh, I've been waiting for it. I want money! :p I'm so broke in there :P I've been waiting for like 1h 30mins for him to teach? what the heck. I had to wait him finish playing Maple -.- And I didn't understand what fun is in there. The cartoon characters were all jumping here and there. It didn't entertain me much. Don't know why guys like to play. Even addicted to it. Oh gosh.
He gave me the code of cheating and the program for it. Now I knew. But I don't know how yet. Gee, you know. I'm such a slow learner. Or maybe not. Fakhrul didn't teach me in detail. He just simply explain and simply gave me the code. I was like huh? Sigh, frankly he's not a good teacher :P He just hacked his own PS. I demand him to hack mine so yea I log in mine in his lappy. I was scared that he would go hack my email and change whatever he likes coz he didn't log out mine -.- Coz he was helping to hack so I had to give him hack first. Then when I told him to log out he refused -.- I kept grumbling and argued with him but he didn't log out! maigadd I felt like wanna strangle him! -.- You know him. He likes hacking. I'm so concerned eh. I don't wanna change my password coz my password suits me :P
