Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 12/31/2009 11:09:00 PM
Nightmare New Year Eve
Screwed it! I hate being left alone at school. I was planning to find my boyfriend somewhere but I couldn't find him. It's been a while we didn't talk to each other :/ I felt something had gone missing between us. But I just couldn't figure it out what.
Somehow nobody actually sees me walking around here. Are they blind or am I invicible? They mind their own business without even took a glance of me and they were all strangers. I've never seen them in my life. It was all so odd.
Oh! There he is! My boyfriend :D I walked to him and he stared at me as if he didn't see me before. What was the matter? He stared at me and not for a while he walked away? :O I gave a flustered expression thinking what had I done wrong?
I tried to get near to him but he's like running away from me. I couldn't reach to him so I just sat alone in the corner pretending that I'm busy or whatsoever on my phone. I went to Facebook to cure my boredom and that's what I'm always doing.
I went into my boyfriend's profile and suddenly caught my eye. His profile picture. Him with his ex holding so close to each other. I was gasp-ing! Did they got back together again? :'( I was crying with all my might. I couldn't remember he did suggest a breakup. How come he got with her all of a sudden. My mind went all wild and my heart all stumbled out. Out of the blue my boyfriend just disappear into the thin air and went back to her again. I was in an emotional state.
Then I saw his ex walking around with her friends. She knew about it too and even told me that they didn't get back together. I didn't know why I trust her because I know him. He's such a loyalty kind of guy who will love his love till the end. I was just another backup for him to keep aside :(
Tears leaked and leaked and leaked, never ending. I felt my face all went wet and so does my side hair. As if I'm sleeping on a wet sponge. Sleeping?
I woke up from the horrible nightmare. I got up and spotted I slept infront of the mirror! -.-' I believe that it is not a good thing to sleep infront of the mirror as the Feng Shui said cause it'll suck some of your spirit or something and maybe gave you nightmare. Oh yes, I'm being superstitious :P
I was glad it was only a nightmare.
Labels: late night, nightmare
Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 12/28/2009 02:24:00 AM
All mixed up
And so my blog simply went into hibernation for the past few days. Apolojize for that ;P hehe. Been busy going out sometimes O:) Not to mention getting lazier to blog nowadays when you have something in mind but have no idea how to reveal it out here :D
Forgot to mention to my blog a MERRY CHRISTMAS. though it's already late for few days but who cares.
What's the date today? Oh yeah, 28th. Nearly the day of 2010. And it's coming pretty quick! I want it quick of course! I can't wait to get my feet step into school! I so miss going to school! I WANNA GO SCHOOL!! *stomp feet* HAHA!
Recently heard from certain person about the result of Olevel. My feelings all mixed up you see :/ Nervous, anger, hyperness, curious, fed up, anxious, worry, the-feelings-that-can't-reveal-it-out. MEH! Waiting for three months are getting on my nerves now :/ I wanted to know so badly. And If I know one day, it definitely won't please my wants. I'm just being not optimistic, don't mind me -.-'
Few days ago, I just went to beach. First time going to beach with my boyfriend. Never have I been to beach with a guy before and yes, it was exactly what I expected. I will never forget that moment when we're holding hands and cuddling together so close that I could hear his heartbeat so clearly :) His eyes locked onto mine and the warmth of his arm wrapped around my waist. He could just lift me up so easily and never complained my weight (I know myself that I'm heavy okay :P) He personally likes to pinch my face cause I smile a lot when I'm with him. Just because of my baby-fats pops out when I did that :P I just had a wonderful great time with him! Never have I feel so been love :D This is awesome-ness! :D He treats me like a princess, spoils and babies me ;D He treats me like I always be. Having him is one of the best of my life!
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 12/23/2009 12:17:00 AM
Dumbfounded
Suppose today was the last day going to gym but ended up didn't go anywhere. Being stucked at home seems pretty boring.
Hopefully there ain't no any event by my family suggestion on the Christmas day. I just wanna lingering around my baby boy ;D
And yes, Christmas are just around the corner ;)
I've kept a record. First time going out to go to my boyfriend's work place sounds pretty exciting!
And yes, he was all dumbfounded when he saw me and yes, surprised. I was actually pretty scared to go meet him there and gave a BOO-YEAH surprise :P
Heheh, I just love to stare at the moment he got shocked by my presence :P
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 12/22/2009 11:49:00 PM
Just knew
It says there was no evidence of trauma to Murphy's body.
Assistant Chief Coroner Ed Winter says the autopsy was completed Monday.
Murphy died Sunday 20th December 2009 after collapsing in the bathroom of her Hollywood Hills home. Winter says her family told coroner's investigators she had been suffering from flu-like symptoms in the days before her death.
I went like WOT? and omg. She died ?
RIP Brittany Murphy.
Doctor: Brittany Murphy's Death Similar To Anna Nicole Smith, Heath Ledger & Michael Jackson.
"I believe that Brittany Murphy's death will prove to be essentially the same as the deaths of Anna Nicole Smith, her son Daniel Smith, Michael Jackson and Heath Ledger," Dr. Cyril Wecht told Access Hollywood in an interview on Tuesday.
That news, I didn't know. But when it comes to research more, I found out that Britttany had also suffered cardiac arrest. Yeap, likewise Michael Jackson.
I love one of her movies which is the ramen girl.
Click here to see the plots of this movie ;)
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Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 12/21/2009 04:54:00 AM
Physical Fitness
Oh don't blame us for being a beginner at Fitness Zone :P That's more like sakai than a beginner :P HAHA. My sis and I went to fetch Viv first then off we zoom to Kiulap Fitness Zone. Yeap, that's our plan!
We chit chat in the car and when it's almost near our destination, my sis, forgot to bring out the 3tickets with her which was actually at her other wallet -.- Yeap, the ticket shows the 3days trial which is totally important for our entrance as we didnt wish to actually become a member there. We never actually experience in a gym before so yeah today was the first time ;)
And oh! We had to head off back to our home to get the tickets -.-' All the blames put on my sis! Then my bro planned to follow us after we head back to get the tickets.
We all went amused by the surrounding there as if we're tourists -.- We were trying to not make it obvious of course trying to act normal as it seems. HAHA.
Then first we were in awed by the surroundings and yes, we were acting as if we're a noob :P Didn't know how to function all those I-so-called sophisticated machine -.-' The tred mill (Is that how you spell it?)
Tiring after about ten minutes or so. I'm so lack of stamina :O I began to feel breatheless. Eish, so useless eh :P
My favourite place : the restroom. They got air-conditioner and big mirror can! :P Even a place to get shower and hair-dryer :P
Then we went explore to another surrounding, we found out a more user-friendly kind of machine? :P We don't actually need a trainer.
Meh, I was all in a sakai mode. I never thought this ball was used for sitting it. Or maybe use it for jumping? I don't know as long as I didn't burst it by sitting em. 
As I thought this was a skipping rope. What a noob-er :P And I don't know what is this called.
First day will be doing the try-it-all. The next day will be serious training! OKay! Down there I saw WU ZHUN! posters yeah -.-' HAHA.
Did I just mention there were lots of hot chinese guys at the basketball court? ;P Too bad I didn't see them clearly without my spec or contact.
When we were on the way going down from Fitness Zone, we spotted more guys at the swimming pool. What a spoiler eh seeing half-naked guys -.-' HAHAH! It was an accident! :O *hide face*
Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 12/18/2009 07:40:00 PM
What a BLAST!
It was on 16th December 2009 ;) My beshtie's big day! :D Rhona's has been my bestest friend since Form1. Yeap, I know her for so long, she doesn't change herself. That's what I like her the most. Be herself ;) HEHE Renee, Rhon's sister planned to give her a surprise party for her a week before. I received her message by the time I got from KL. It was pretty late for me to do all those plans so Deejah be her assistant instead ;)
She really did a great job. Not to mention Rhona didn't have any idea about this party plan. We were so innocent ;p Dijah fetched me to the Mall, Rizqun. We were all discussing about Rhona's birthday in the car. Her 18th birthday was a big deal for them :P
Dijah and I met up with the Katok-ians somewhere around the Rizqun so we said hi. We, the fours were only the soon-to-be juniors at Katok which is Bree, Zhafri, Dijah and I. Yeap, a bit awkward seeing them Katok having fun and they were going wild taking pictures. That is why I don't have much pictures.
Zhan was lost back then ;P I saw him circling around the Rizqun area :P Poor him. I 'psst'ing him several times -.- CHEW! He's dead :P
Dijah look great! :D She told me that she nearly wore the same necklace as I am. Mine's heart! ;D
My darling came late cause of his work. I knew he was with the microphone! I know his voice! :P HEHE!
Here comes the BIRTHDAY GIRL! :D HAHA She was really in a state of shock! I saw her mouth wide open several times :P HAHA! Rhona look fabulous in red and makeups! :P First time I see her in high heels too! :D WAH!
Each one of us must make her a wish and some speech. Gad, I was speechless at first :P Nervous made me speechless noh :P But when I started to speak, I'm getting okay with it and wanna make more speech again!
Yeap, we triplets always got together! Bree, Dijah and I ;) The three musketeers :P HAHA. Rhona gave me a mean look when I smiled to her :P After making wish and speeches for her, she blew out those candles. May her wishes come true ;D Then we cuddle! :D
After our dinner, time to PARTAY! Neh, im' not good in dancing -.-' hahha.
My baby boy looked great that night ;)
He actually planned to drive me home but my mum was at Jaya so my darling and I went up to meet my mum.
Overall it was awesome! :D I won't babble much anymore cause not in a mood to babble :P Heh. Love him <3
@ 12/18/2009 07:30:00 PM
Here I am!
I finally gotten myself a perfect blogskin! :D Yeah, I've been searching and scrolling down and up, here and there :P It's bloody RED! :D And no, red ain't my favourite colour. I just find this pretty amuse to view :P It's still under progress though. So I might wanna edit them after a while. In the mean time, I'm getting lazier ;O
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 12/15/2009 02:00:00 AM
Berakas 13th
Berakas 13th
Firaa organized and planned earlier a month ago for this reunion of our primary school :D HEHE. It was on Sunday, 13th December. Some of them still remains the same as my school but few moved to other school like STPRI and Hussain. Nevertheless, I never forget you guys ;D You guys, kiddish face :P HEHE.
Till now, I could see you guys mature already but neh, acting still childish while playing on the beach! :D HAHA.
Actually I wasn't at all close to them. Not really close. Cause it's been a while I didn't keep in touch with them. So therefore I decided to bring my boyfriend along ;) So I won't be like sitting in the corner doing nothing while they talking the things which I don't understand what are they talking about :/ Yeah I know, I was a shy girl back then in primary! Oh stop reminding me. I was wayyy shy back then -.- And I was wayyy quiet :O I got few friends only. Like them ;)
We had BBQ at the Berakas Forest Reserve! :D Crowded. So many people occupied here and there. They came early like sooo early in the morning just to get a place. I came late cause my mum and siblings came along too.
Those juicy chickens I miss them much! :D HEHE. But I ate one or two, a bit shy meh ;P haha! Instead I date a lot with my boyfriend rather than hanging out with them :S
My mum saw us holding hands at the beach :/ No way I could hide again cause she knows everything :P
When it's about 3-ish, Matt's dadi and mami fetched me :/ I was a bit awkward but nevertheless I did say hi to them ;) Cause I got no transport to go home so yeah. They seemed friendly and sweet hehe :D
Then Matt took over to fetch me home. But he had to fetch one of his basketball team to his next match at Batu Bersurat. How I wish I could follow him to there but neh, night time is impossible for me to go out unless got some important function.
First time my boyfriend drive me home HEHE :D I feel so safe ;D
I reached home immediately teased by my lil brother -.-'
He goes like this "EEYYER Your boyfriend ahh! I see you holding hands with him!" :O
Fine, he wins :P
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@ 12/15/2009 01:56:00 AM
Meh!
Meh!
Aiyaa, what happen to my blogskin hah? Corrupted :S I'll change my blogskin soon T.T See if I got time or not loh ;D
Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 12/14/2009 11:11:00 PM
Told ya so
Told ya so
Ah yes. It's been last four or three days ago I got back from my vacation and I haven't got any time to post something in my blog. Oh hell yay! KL was a one thrilling vacation! One week just ain't enough for me :/ hehe.
Kuala Lumpur is wayy different from here, Brunei. At 12midnight or late night still got lots of people wandering about at the street and traffic jam could be seen here and there. Lots of teenagers, pretty(s) and handsome(s) so visible. They can be found at the shopping centre of course and yes, disco club :P Only I never step into that area.
When I walked outside the street I could smell carbon monoxide gas from the exhaust fumes and cigarettes. So much air and noise pollution too! I barely couldn't see where I'm going cause I kept closing my nose to prevent sniffing those I-so-called-putrefying gas -.-' Yuck. Everywhere I go, I saw people smoking. So inconsiderate to people surrounding them don't ya think. Sigh.
Shopping centre there were wayy hundred times bigger than the mall O:) WEE~ I love it! Never I get tired from shopping. After about two hours walking, my legs get all worned out and I was thinking of massage :P
My sister and I went for a fish spa to try them out. My mum just went for a massage. Fish spa was really a great experience for me! I miss those fishy manage to make me laugh due to the tickling attack from them! :D HAHA! At first I was like, "GAHH look at that fish is so BIIIGGG! Can we refund?" HAHA we payed them first (RM 28 for 30mins) before we went into fish spa so I was thinking to refund. I haven't even dipped down my leg yet. then when I dipped them I was like giggling! It was ticklish can :P Those fishes eat dead skin! I know, I went all sakai!
I love all those decorations of upcoming christmas there. It brings christmas spirit which warm down my heart ;) I can explain how wonderful and those attraction so beautiful! Many tourists came down and took pictures.
After two days roaming around KL, we went to Genting Highlands. Highlands means cold so yeah cold -.- I meant really cold. The wind outside blowing so strong that even air-conditioner wind can't defeat that. *shivering*
I met my grandma, aunt and uncle there ;) So great to see them again. Our family and I will be visiting them again on the upcoming cny ;) hehe.
Oh yeah the great part from Genting was outdoor games! WUHOO! :D HAHA! I wish I could stay there more than two days ;) Yeah great fun! I ride on roller coaster, my first time! It went upside down twice which I could feel it! I didn't dare to open my eyes. So for the whole ride, I feel only no open eyes :P HAHA.
Pirate ship makes my leg and heart when soft when you get to sit at the very end of the boat. Neh, at the centre you can't feel a thing at all so no fun. My sister, brother and I were lucky we get to sit at the second last row :D WOOT! I laughed more than screaming :P
We rode on the space shot too! I went like WHOOAA! :O you know the thingy that makes you go up and up and up then suddenly with a massive SUDDEN it goes DOOOWWNNN!! then went up again then goes downnnn!! HAHAHH! SO FUN! :D when it goes down, I was flying in the air! :O
Comes to the adult merry go round (forgot the name) that makes you went dizzy o.O it was way fast when it turn round and round. Okay it's a good thing I didn't ride all those ride right after my lunch :/
Those are my most memorable experiences ;) HEHE And I miss all them so much! I can't wait another year to go there again ;D More pictures, visit my Facebook ;D
Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 12/05/2009 10:20:00 PM
Hibernation
Hibernation
My blog will undergoing into hibernation for a week ;) Cause I'll be going for a vacation at KL. So here I am before leaving Brunei, I shall blog something. No internet connection, no nothing there :O Sigh, my facebook notifications will be outrageous when I get back to check them ;P
I personally will miss everyone. But I definitely will miss my baby boy more than anyone else ;)
The moment I closed the webcam, my tears began to leak. I don't know maybe because I just missed him too much. A week seems like forever. MEH, okay that's too dramatic :P I'm gonna miss him so much! He'll wait for my return ;D
Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 12/04/2009 09:51:00 AM
Sand painting
Sand painting
I was up late to watch this video and to download them up :D I like the part Jaychou plays cello and Cindy Yen plays piano ;) Jaychou's new song by the way. I'm waiting for his new album ;D
@ 12/04/2009 09:11:00 AM
Cute! ^^
Cute! ^^
Somehow it resembles my dear and I ;) Love it! *mwah!*
@ 12/04/2009 05:04:00 AM
Oh dear
Oh dear
Yesterday went mall with my mum and bros :D hehe That's when I bought the casual top. Good thing I didn't buy the white top cause majority agree I do suit on the casual one :D Yeah, I know I look kiddish in that white -.- Small part of it I'll take it as compliment :P oh yeah, I get to do my nails there too! And it actually satisfy my wants ;)
Shopping is fun when you get to buy something which you really like ;) Most girls do agree on that. And whoop-de-do~ I get to see my friends at the mall! :D Bumped with Aiman and Amyy after doing my shopping. So great to see them and Amyy actually thought I'm shrinking when I spotted she actually wearing her high heels. I ain't shrinking :O I'm trying my best to get taller ne :P hehe.
Hope when I get back from my vacation I wanna hang out with my friends ;D Miss them so much, really! I was thinking to hug them when saw them coincidencely but I didn't :P
Oh dear, my vacation's gonna last for a long time. Quite long actually. I'm going off from Sunday till next Friday. Surviving without laptop, internet, facebook or messaging :O Sounds really horrible than hell! *sob sob* I'm gonna miss people in Brunei cause I'm head off to KL! Typical vacation place.
Going huaho today ;D I didn't plan to buy anything when my head is actually set to meet my love only :P So great to see him again eventhough we actually see each other in person for few days ago only but my desire to see him again is releashing like fireworks! (wtheck -.-)
I was in his arms again. Wrapping around me feels so warm and he gets to pinch my face again! :P I should smile more seldom cause when I smiled all my baby fats from my face will popped out and he gets the advantage on pinching me again :p haha! But I love it when he did that :P
I'm gonna enjoy the sundae chocolate he bought me from DQ. He actually kept his promise cause he promise me to buy for me someday. I shared with him before I go home. Hehe I spoonfed him ;) He's so cute :D
Today will be the last day I get to see him in person before going my vacation :) I'm gonna miss holding his wide warm hands <3
Thursday, December 3, 2009 @ 12/03/2009 01:53:00 AM
Which?
Which?
Oh hey readers! :D Which suits me better eh? ;)
Angel-like? :O
Casual? :P
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @ 12/02/2009 04:37:00 AM
Whoop-de-doo
Whoop-de-doo
I ain't bored at home no more. Well, that was just a yesterday. Eventhough duration going out was just one and a half hours? -.-' Even going out with mum and bros instead of friends, I don't mind. As long as I could get away from my house :O YAH, I sound bored and jobless.
Mami suddenly said she wanted to bring us to see horses and going to beach! :D Great, I won't be continue my daily routine at home, like a domestic robot. Yiaap. My job currently is becoming a housewife *sob sob* I wanna get a job after my vacation! :D
Went to the JPMC near got this horse-yard? Is that what they call? They kept horses there and my brother was being lame. "why got horse near hospital ah?" Then I said, a"how about you ask the one who's incharged of this?" " aiyaa, cause its a "horse-pital" mahh " HAHA -.-'
Come to think of it, it makes perfect sense. Well the pronounciation is more or like the same wat. My legs are being tortured again. I suffered from mosquitoes love-bites again. I kept scratching like there's no tomorrow and I barely breathe! Due to the putrifying smell from the horses. Yesh! Eventhough horses looks cute, they smell alright :P
Horsy won't let me touch it. He's kind of stubborn. Okay I'm not sure of its gender so it's an IT.
My brothers are the sakai-ness of all. Can't believe they actually thrilled and went hyper when they get to touch the horse! -.-' They feed them with grasses and they actually bring them one by one of the horses :P
Right on time the sun began to set :D Wish I can watch sunset with my beloved one ;) hehe.
My lil brother was funny :P HAHA. He acted as if he never seen waves before. When the waves coming, he goes like " AHHHH!!.. HAHAAHHA" Like that :P
Wuhoo. Into the deep blue sea ~ Happy commit suiciding ~ MEH
I love Matt Voon! :D hahah So random ;P This reminds me of you <3
